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Falling Hard

A pretty lovely mess

Harry's P.O.V.
It had been a long day of interviews and an opening we had to go to. I pulled the shirt over my head, it was a bit uncomfortable to wear. I pulled a t-shirt on me instead before I fell down on the couch in my room. I was feeling really tired, the last couple of days had been mad with promotion. I checked my phone but no one had tried to contact me, I was a little astonished since I hadn't heard anything from Sofia since yesterday afternoon. She was usually pretty good at sending texts. I had sent one earlier, but I hadn't gotten an answer.

I heard a knock on the door before it opened, Lou sticking his head inside.

“Hey, you wanna go grab something to eat?” He asked and I felt my stomach yearn for food.

“Yeah, but I'm deadbeat, in about an hour?” I asked and he agreed, closing the door behind him.

I picked up my phone again, pressing call on Sofia's name. I needed to hear her beautiful voice, it's been too long now, almost three days. I felt my Sofia quota beginning to decrease and I needed to fill it back up. I longed for the next time I would see her, thankfully it wasn't too long before I would.

“Hi.” She picked up after four signals, I smiled.

“Hey lovely. How are you?” I could hear that she was tired, guess the after effect from yesterday's outing hadn't lessen yet. I wished that I could be there with her and take care of her.

“Not too well.” She said and I frowned, she sounded weird. It almost sounded like she didn't want to talk to me. I shook the feeling away.

“Poor baby. Did you have fun last night though?” I asked.

“Nothing special.” She said low, and the feeling of something going on was overwhelming.

“Okey, where did you go?” I asked trying to get a more elaborate answer from her.

“Out.” She said and I closed my eyes. What was going on? She sounded so short and it freaked me out. She was usually so talkative and wanted to know everything about my day, every single detail. She hadn't even asked what I had done. She didn't sound like herself. Something was definitely up.

“Hey, is something wrong?” I asked a little careful. I knew how she could get if I had done something wrong and didn't know about it. It had happened a couple of times before and I didn't want to repeat that again. But I was pretty sure that I hadn't this time. She sighed loudly.

“I have to tell you something.” She said with a low voice and shills ran down my back. My mind started spinning with ideas of what had happened and nothing good was coming out. If she were the one feeling weird about something it couldn't have anything to do with me per se. Had something happened to her? Had she done anything? Had something happened to the apartment? My mind was going wild.

“Okey?” I said when she didn't say anything more.

“I don't know how. It's so hard.” She sounded like she was about to cry, or maybe she already was. My heart started to speed up, what was she about to tell me? Was it that bad? I sat up and pulled my hand through my hair, waiting anxious for her to continue.

“We went out dancing last night... and we got pretty drunk... ” She started and took a deep breath. I pinched the bridge of my nose. I could feel that this would be bad. “Me and Danielle went home before the others, and I left her on her floor... Leo... he walked me to my door...” I could hear her voice getting thick. Had she'd done something with Leo? I felt my heart stop beating for a second. Had she been unfaithful to me? She had promised that she'd never would. Had she broken that trust? Could she just spit it out! This was making me crazy.

“He kissed me.” She whispered and sobbed, having trouble breathing. I felt the blood in my body start to boil. He did WHAT? What the fuck! He was an employee, he was there to protect her, not fucking take advantage of her.

“Anything more?” I asked short, feeling my anger flash trough the words. I was so fucking mad.

“No! I pushed him away.” She said a little horrified by my question. Good for that motherfucker, I would have killed him. I might still.

“Good. I'll call you later.” I said and hung up. I was pacing the room, trying not to break anything. I hadn't been this pissed in so long. My whole body was shaking.


Sofia's P.O.V.
I looked at the phone as it went dead on the other end, my tears streaming down my face. My body hurt and I felt nauseated. I knew that I shouldn't have told him, he was so mad at me now. It was all my fault, I should never have gone out. I should never have gotten that drunk. I should never have asked Leo to go with me. It's all my fault.

I felt the panic come over me like a tsunami. My breathing started to get out of control and I felt the sweat prick my forehead. I picked up my phone again and called Eleanor. I could barely talk but could get out enough for her to get that something was wrong and she was with me in a minute.

“Oh sweetie! What happened?” She asked as she sat down beside me and held me close as my tears continued to fall. Had I lost him? Had I betrayed him too bad? I had promised once to never betray him, now I had. I might have dragged him too far across the line this time.

When my breathing had somewhat steadied I could tell Eleanor everything. She sat quiet while she stroke her hand over my hair, just listening to me. It felt very soothing to be with her, she was a great friend. I felt a little calmer as I'd told her everything. But I was broken.

“I've l-lost him.” I whispered.

“I'm sure that's not true.” She said against the top of my head as her cheek layed on it.

“It i-is. H-He hung u-up on me-e. He's over i-it.” I said sobbing, wiping my cheeks with the sleeve of my cardigan.

“Hey, have you slept anything?” She said, looking my up and down, sitting in the same clothes as last night and when I shook my head she pulled me up from the floor where I was sitting. She dragged me into the bedroom and got me in bed, I crawled in with clothes and all. I wasn't sure if I could sleep. I was too destroyed. I had lost him. I didn't want to sleep, but I didn't want to be awake either. Eleanor got into bed with me and pulled me so that I was leaning against her shoulder, then she stroke my hair again and it made me calm. When I finally closed my eyes it didn't take long before I drifted off. I felt safe with her.


Harry's P.O.V.
“Come on, are you fucking kidding with me?” I yelled at the guy on the phone. He was an idiot who didn't even listen to me. I hung up the phone, these people was impossible to talk to. I walked back and forth in the room, feeling the anger smoldering inside me. I can't believe this, where was the professional people in this business?

A knock on the door pulled me from my dark place. I opened the door to see the lads outside. I had totally forgotten that I had promised to go eat something.

“Hey. You coming?” Lou asked standing right outside of the door.

“No sorry, I have some things I need to fix. You go.” I said and he gave me a strange look but didn't want to press the matter when the other lads was there.

“Okey. See you later.” He said before they went and I closed the door again.

I went back inside and sat down on the couch with the phone in my hand. I knew who I had to call, I just wish that I didn't need to. I opened up my phonebook and pressed call on our manager. I had to tell him, he had to know. I hated this. I felt like I had failed, it was me who had chosen the bodyguards. It was my fault. I had done this.

“Hi Harry, it's pretty late. Is it something important?” He answered the phone and I cursed under my breath as I realized that he was with his family.

“I'm sorry. I have a problem.” I took a breath. “I need to get one of the guys from our security fired. Those fuckers at the security company won't listen to me, they don't believe that I'm me.” I said feeling like a child. Like I needed daddy to help me.

“Well, they are pretty serious about their security and a client probably wouldn't call themselves. Which of the guys is it and what happened that makes you want to get him fired?” He ask and I close my eyes, not really wanting to tell him. I didn't even want to say it out loud.

“It's Sofia's bodyguard... Leo... he forced himself on her.” I breathed heavy.

“Is she okey?” He sounded worried. I froze a little, I realized that I hadn't really asked her. I didn't even think about her in all this. What kind of boyfriend was I?

“I think so. He didn't get that far.” I tell him and he promised that he would call the company right away and fix this. I thanked him before we hung up. I pulled my hair through my hair. I was starting to get tired, all the anger had worn me down. All of a sudden my door swung open, making me jump.

“What the fuck happened?” Lou came through the door, looking all mad. He couldn't have gotten further than the lobby before he came back.

“What?” I asked a little shocked by his expression. He can't be angry that I didn't want to come get some food, that was insane.

“Why did you broke up with Sofia?” He asked looking sad and mad at the same time.

“Whaat?” I asked now confused. Why would he say that?

“Eleanor just called me and said that Sofia thinks you broke up with her and that she's destroyed.” He said, taking a seat beside me, now looking a little perplexed himself.

“Holy fuck!” Why would she believe that? I would never. I love her, why would she believe that I'd break up with her? “I didn't.” I said, feeling myself panic over the thought about breaking up with her. I had to call her.

“What happened?” Lou ask carefully beside me. I tell him everything, even though I feel like I should call Sofia. I need to explain everything. Shit. Everything got really messed up.

When I'm finished talking to Lou I try to call Sofia but her phone goes directly to voicemail. I feel my heart sinking as I try again. What had I done? Why hadn't I thought about her? I had been so wrapped up in my anger towards that motherfucker who did this, that I had forgotten what she'd been through. I was the worst boyfriend in the world. I tried to call Eleanor, Lou said that she had been with Sofia, so maybe she still was.

“Hey.” She answered, with an disapproving voice.

“Hi. Is she there?” I didn't have time for politeness.

“Yeah, but I'm not sure that she's up for talking to you.” She said as rude as I had.

“I need to talk to her, it's not what you think. I would never break up with her.” I say feeling desperate.

“Well, it's not my place to say anything about it. I'll go see if she'll talk to you.” She said and it got quiet on the other end. I waited for a couple of minutes, feeling my pulse raise. Please say that she will talk to me, I have to apologize.

“Hi.” The voice of an angel said, my heart squeezing at the thought that I had hurt her. I never wanted to hurt her, ever. I sigh in relief and see Lou slide out the door.

“Hi. I'm sorry!” I said, taking a breath. “I got so mad at him that I forgot what he did to you. I'm so sorry.” My voice got think at the end.

“It's my fault. I did this.” She whispers.

“What? No, it's not. Love, this is not your fault!” I try convincing her, she can not blame this on herself.

“It is. I led him on somehow.” She sounds so far away. I want to have her here so that I can convince her that this is not her fault at all.

“No you didn't. He's the one being unprofessional. Please babe, don't blame yourself about this.” I don't want her to feel bad about this, I hate when she isn't happy. I pull my hair, hating that I'm not there with her.

“Aren't you mad at me?” She carefully ask after a moment.

“Why would I be mad at you?” My eyebrows creasing.

“Because I kissed someone else.” She sobs.

“Babe, did you kiss him back?” I ask, kind of already knowing the truth.

“No... I don't think so. I was very drunk and it might have taken me a few seconds to realize what was happening, but I didn't kiss him back.” She sound so sad and it break my heart.

“Then everything's fine. I love you. This is all on him and he's gonna pay for it.” I have to make him pay, it's not okey to kiss my girlfriend. I so want to punch him, hard.

“Are you sure?” She sounds so uncertain.

“Of course I'm sure. Your mine. I love you!” I try to convince her.

“I love you too.” She finally says and I can smile again.

“I guess I'm just insanely jealous and no one can kiss my girlfriend. Those lips are only mine. They are mine for kissing... and doing other dirty stuff with.” I say, trying to lighten the mood. She snickers a little at my words and I feel myself relax.

“Are you okey?” I ask after a moment, when her snickers had faded.

“Yeah, I was more scared of what you would think and do...” She said.

“And I didn't really help with that...” I breath hard. “I'm sorry. I never meant this to happen.”

“I know. What will happen now?” She ask sounding so small. I want badly to hug her.

“He'll get fired. We will pick someone old and married to guard you in the future.” I say, laughing.

“Sounds good. I miss you.” She still sounds so sad.

“I miss you more. But it wont be long now, love.” I smile on the though of seeing her. “Hey, give the phone over to Eleanor.” I say coming up with a thought.

“Okey? I love you.” She sounds confused.

“I love you, babe.” I say and then I hear some rustling before Eleanor comes to the phone.

“Yeah?” She sounds a little nicer, but still with an edge to her voice.

“Will you do me a favor?” I ask with a happy voice, trying soften her up a little.

“Sure. What?” She sounds hesitant.

“Will you give Sofia the biggest hug ever?” I ask and can practically hear the smile on her face.

“Will do!” She laughs before she hangs up.

A moment later I get a picture sent to my phone by Eleanor. I look at the picture from all angles, but all I'm seeing is arms and hair. Guess that's what the biggest hug look like. A pretty lovely mess.


Notes

Sorry for keeping you guys waiting. I didn't have time for an update.

I'm not so sure about this update though, it felt a little messy. Next one will be better, i promise!

Please get the voting up!!
I won't update until I get at lease up to 60!! ;P

xx.

Comments

Did you make a sequel for this?

Louis_bae Louis_bae
6/30/16

Hey! I am a fanfiction translator! I'm amazed by your story and I really want Russian fans to read an enjoy it too! Would you like to cooperate with me? I would be so greatful. Of course I would give you all the credit!
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SonyaDr SonyaDr
4/25/16

Hej hej igen!
har läst om din historia flera gånger! Men det skulle vara kul om du skrev en uppdaterad "falling hard 2015" eller 2016! Lite mer uppdaterad så du behåller all text men ändrar allting så den är nyare om du förstår! Skulle vara sjukt kul om du orkade/gjorde det! Typ att du beskriver Harry från 2015n Den är fortfarande sjukt populär! Ha det bra :)

I'm addicted to this story!!!!! <3

HazzaBear1234 HazzaBear1234
1/2/16