Falling Hard

I was sitting beside Harry on the couches after a really good meal. It was about two hours later and we were drinking more drinks now. Harry had his arm around my shoulders and were playing with my fingers with his other arm. I had stopped drinking though, I didn't want to get drunk and I saw Harry take a water too so I guess he was on the same plan. I didn't want to waist my time with him drunk. I wanted to remember every moment as I got home.


“Can't we go out?” Perrie asked all of us after just a moment. She'd had a couple of drinks and was happily tipsy. The other cheered and agreed, I didn't really feel like going to a club. I looked up at Harry who gave me a sweet smile.

“We'll go for a minute, then we can get back to that hotel room and try the bed.” He said and winked before he kissed my cheek. My smile got wider as the thought gave me flutters in my stomach.

“I'll call Jim.” Liam exclaimed as he stood and went to the other side of the room with his phone.

“It's his friend, he has a club here.” Harry answered the question that was on my face. Oh!

We all got our stuff and walked down to the waiting cars. I felt a little bad for our bodyguards who had to work all the time, but they took turns, not all of them worked at the same time. It would be a little much to walk around with them all. I got in a car with Harry, Louis and Eleanor. It didn't take too long before we stopped in front of the club where the others waited. We walked by the waiting people in line and got up to the door where they let us in right away. I guess Liam's friend got us in without problem.

It was a huge club and the music was loud, the base made my lungs vibrate and the light kind of hurt my eyes. I guess I wasn't intoxicated enough to enjoy the feeling. The others seemed to feel different as they cheered and danced while we walked.

We got shown to a table in the VIP-section of the club where there was a couple of couches. I sat down with Harry but was soon pulled up by Eleanor who wanted to dance. I couldn't deny her to dance and the other girls joined us. We walked out onto the dance floor where there was a lot of people swaying to the music. I let loose and started to dance with the girls, feeling the music in my body. It was easier to accept the loud music when I was following along with it.

We were out on the dance floor for a while before I felt like I needed to get some water. I walked back to the guys who were sitting and taking shots. I looked questioningly at Harry who threw his hands up in the air.

“I haven't taken any.” He exclaimed as I sat down beside him.

“Yeah, he's booooring!” Louis yelled, slurring a little. I smiled at Louis before I leaned closer to Harry.

“Yeah, so boring.” I said smiling before kissing him. He wrapped his arm around my waist. I took one of the bottles with water that stood in the table and drank almost half of it.

“Hot out there on the dance floor?” Harry asked chuckling, putting a strand of hair behind my ear.

“Yeah, it's crazy... but fun.” I smiled at him, before I drank some more water.

The guys took a lot of shots, I don't think I've even seen them drink so much and not hard liquor. I sat there with Harry's hand stroking my hip, just watching the guys. They were getting ridiculously drunk.

“Hey, come with me to the ladies?” Danielle came over and whispered in my ear.

“Yeah, sure.” I leaned in to Harry. “I'll be right back, going to the ladies room.” I said and kissed him. He smiled at me before I walked off with Danielle.

“Having fun?” I asked as she stood in front of the mirror, applying more make up.

“Yeah, this is so much fun. I needed this.” She said as she fixed her hair that had gotten a little messy from all the dancing.

“Yeah? Is something wrong?” I asked a little worried.

“No, not really. Work. And you know, the guys being away.” She said and I nodded, I knew what she meant.

We walked back out to the VIP-section and over to the couches when Danielle stopped, I turned around to ask why she stopped when I saw her expression. It was like she had seen a ghost. I looked back to see where her stare were looking. I saw Harry stand with his back to us, talking to some other people. But then I saw what her eyes had stopped at. In one of the chairs in the corner was Liam sitting, with a girl in his lap. They were making out. My breathing stopped. What? How could he?

I turned back to Danielle, seeing the panic in her eyes.

“Come.” I said and walked her back towards the entrance of the club. There was Leo standing and walked towards us when we came up. “Get the car, we need to go back to the hotel.” I said and he went out the door. I held Danielle's hand, I didn't want to say anything to her, afraid that she would start crying and none of us wanted that in public. I saw the car pull up out front and I dragged Danielle with me out.

As we reached the hotel I pulled her towards mine and Harrys room and let her inside.

“I have to call Harry, okey? I'll be right back.” I said as I left her on the couch. I picked up my phone as I stepped out of the room.

“Hey, where are you?” He answered sounding worried.

“I'm back at the hotel...” I said but didn't have time to continue.

“What? Why?” He sounded panicky.

“Don't worry! I'm here with Danielle, she saw Liam kissing a girl.” I tell him and hear his breathing slow down a little.

“Are you serious?” I hear something going on in the background. “Liam, WHAT THE FUCK?” Harry yells. I hear a lot of other voices in the background but can't make out anything.

“Hey, I need to go back to Danielle.” I say to him.

“Okey, I get that. I'm going to punch some sense into Liam.” He sounds really angry.

“I love you!” I know that it's horrible, but I feel so good that it's not me and Harry who is fighting right now.

“I love you too. Take care of her.” He say before hanging up.

I walk back into our room to find Danielle crying on the couch. I walk over to her and wrap my arms around her, pulling her close to me. I hate seeing people cry, it's so heartbreaking. I stroke her hair, trying to get her to calm down and breath, she's hysterical. I hear the knock on the door and feel Danielle freeze.

“I-I c-can't see him.” She say in panic.

“You don't have to.” I say before standing up and going over to the door. I open it a little to find Eleanor and Perrie outside, I open the door more and let them in.

“How is she?” Eleanor ask in a anxious voice.

“Not good.” I say before walking back to the couch. The other girls come along and sit beside Danielle on the other side, taking hold of her hands.

“What happened?” Perrie ask Danielle, but she can't really speak, tears running down her cheeks and loud sobs coming out from her.

“We walked out of the ladies room to find Liam with a girl on his lap, making out.” I say quietly to answer her question. I hear their intake of breath and Eleanor who sits closest to Danielle gives her a hug. We sit there, trying to comfort her. It doesn't take long before we hear knockings of the door and a yelling Liam.

“Let me in. I'm s-s-sorry. I-I didn't mean to...” We can hear that he is really drunk, the words doesn't come out so easy. I see more tears run down Danielle's cheek.

“Hey, lets go back to my room. Let the girls be.” We hear Louis say.

“No, I need to talk to her.” We hear Liam disagree, we hear mumbling before it goes quiet. I guess that he agreed at last. I look back at Eleanor and Perrie with a gaze asking what we should do. Their eyes say that they have no idea.

“Hey babe?” I hear Harry's voice from the other side the door. “He's not here.” He adds.

“I'll be right back.” I say to the girls before walking out the door and closes it behind me. Harry gives me a small smile before crashing his lips against mine. He strokes his hand down my side to leave it at me hip before he ends the kiss and leans his forehead against mine, closing his eyes.

“I'm so glad that that's not us right now.” He say, breathing heavy. I bring my hand up to his cheek, making him look at me. I smile before kissing him again.

“I need to go back in.” I say, not really wanting to leave him. It's not really how I picture the ending of this day.

“I know.” He nods. “I'll sleep at Lou's, you take care of Dani.” I kiss him deeply before walking back inside. I'm so lucky to have such an understanding boyfriend, he's remarkable.

After an hour of crying we finally get Danielle to sleep. I tuck her in in our bed as I walk back to the girls on the couch.

“It's so hard to see her like this.” Eleanor say, taking a sip of the water that I had taken out for them.

“I know. I don't really know what to do.” I confess. How do you comfort someone about something like this? It's not anything I'm used to. I wasn't really able to be comforted when I found out my ex had cheated on me, but I didn't get to see in with my own eyes. I felt so bad for her.

“What should we do now?” Perrie asked.

“I don't know. Harry said that he would sleep in your room.” I say looking at Eleanor who nodded.

“Louie texted me and said that. I guess I'm sleeping here.” She said shrugging her shoulder.

“We all do. I can go to our room to get some extra blankets.” Perrie say and stand up.

I tell Eleanor to sleep in the bed with Danielle, I know she's had some problem with her back and I don't want it to get worse. Perrie get the couch and I make a little bed on the floor with the towels from the bathroom and a cover that Perrie brought with her. It's not too bad. I text Harry before we go to sleep.

To Harry
We're gonna sleep now. Dani is down. I love you!

From Harry
Good! I probably wont get any sleep unless Liam passes out. I miss you. I love you.

The day has been long and with a lot happening, so it doesn't take too long for me to fall asleep. Though I wake up a few hours later and can't fall back to sleep. It wasn't as comfortable to lay on the floor as I though. I lay there watching the stars that I see as I look out the window. I wonder how this trip will end, will they make up? Can she forgive him for something like this? It's hard to say, I know that they have been through a lot. I have no idea how I would react.

An hour later I get up since I really need to use the bathroom, I try to be as quiet as I can. I splash some cold water in my face, looking myself in the mirror, I'm exhausted even though I can't sleep. I look at my phone to see that it's only five in the morning. I'm actually getting really hungry. I walk back out into the big room to see that Eleanor I awake. I motion for her to go out into the hall, as we get outside I slide down the wall to sit on the floor.

“Could you sleep?” I ask as she sits down beside me.

“A little, Dani is turning around every minute though, it makes it a little hard.” She say and yawn.

“Yeah, the floor wasn't that good a company either.” I laugh a little. “I'm so hungry.” I say and hold my hands on my rumbling stomach.

“We can go get some breakfast? I guess Dani isn't in the mood to sit in the hotel restaurant either way.” I nod and she goes back inside to get her purse and write a note to the other girls, incase they wake up.

“Maybe we should bring a bodyguard?” She say as she closes the door. She it right, walking alone in the middle of the night isn't probably so smart. We knock on the door where some of our security sleeps. After a minute we hear some muffling sound inside. Isak, one of Perrie's bodyguards, opens the door.

“Hey, sorry to wake you. We need to go buy some breakfast, we're dying.” Eleanor say in an apologetic voice.

“I'll go with you, give me one minute.” I hear Leo say from inside the dark room. I'm grateful, I really like Leo, he is so nice and very good at what he does. Isak smiles kindly before he goes back inside to sleep.

We wait in the hall as Leo comes out with an tired expression and pulls on a beanie over his messy hair. We ride the elevator down and go out on the street. It's still dark and not a person in sight.

“Do we even know a place that's open?” I ask Eleanor as I realize that most places are closed at this hour.

“I think I saw one of those coffee shops that has open almost all night, they close late and opens yearly.” She say and point to the street on the other side. We starts walking with Leo behind us. It wasn't that far to the shop and we walk in to a pretty calm place, there isn't too many people here. We order some bagels and a couple of muffins, also some coffee and tea.

“You want something?” I ask Leo who is standing behind us.

“Coffee would be nice.” He say smiling at me.

“Regular?” I ask and he nods. We get our drinks and food and get out of the shop. I hand Leo his coffee as we start to go back to the hotel.

When we get into the room again, the lights are on and Danielle and Perrie is sitting on the bed.

“There you are.” Perrie say as we sit down on the bed with them. I hand her a cup of coffee. “Thank god.” She say taking a sip.

“You want anything to eat?” I ask Danielle, giving her a sweet smile.

“No thank you, I don't think I can eat right now.”

“Then some tea will be good.” I say, handing her a cup. She gives me a small smile as she takes it. I get a big bite of a bagel, feeling my stomach agreeing with me.

“I think I wanna go home.” Danielle say after a little while. We all look up at each other before we swallow. We know that if she goes home, we have to join her. We can't leave her when she's in this state, but we don't want to leave our boyfriends either. We haven't seen them in so long and it will too long until next time.

“Maybe you should take some time to think about it first?” Perrie say.

“Yeah, why don't we have a girls day today?” I say, regretting the words as I say them. I want to spend some time with Harry, that's why I'm here. But I can't leave Danielle alone, I know that the other girls feel the same.

“That sound perfect.” Eleanor say, but I hear the sadness in her voice of not seeing Louis.

Notes

Well well... it's not only Sofia and Harry that have their problems...

What do you think? Will she forgive him?


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