Falling Hard

We tried to walk through the town all of us, but it didn't take long before we had been spotted by fans and were drowning in people. We decided to split up to make it easier on our security. Me, Harry, Niall, Liam and Danielle went to Oxford street and the others went somewhere else. It was still hard do walk sometimes, when the fans got a little too intense, but our bodyguards were very good. They kept them at arms length all the time. It was a little irritating when the guys stopped to write autographs and take photos with fans, but I also knew that it was important, they were the once who made it possible for the guys to do what they loved. I just hated to be parted from Harry as I had to keep walking into the store when Harry stopped. Those few moments without him was hard, we had been apart for so long and our fights had made it even worse. I wanted him by my side at all times. When we could walk beside each other, which sadly wasn't too often as the streets was packed with fans and paparazzi, I held his hand hard. Not wanting to let go.


After almost two hours I was exhausted and tired of this. It was very tiring to walk around being bumped and screamed at where every you went, I don't understand how the guys do it. I felt my head begin to hurt and my mood was getting bad. I was tired and sick of this now.

As we walked away from our coffee break I was pushed into Leo, my bodyguard, by some fans wanting to get to the guys, I sighed loudly as Leo helped me stand before I walked away. I felt Harry's eyes on me, but I didn't look back. I wanted this shopping spree to end, but I still didn't want to be the boring one. I knew the others didn't have a problem with all of this and I didn't want to be the odd one out.

As the others came out on the street, I saw Harry whisper in Liam's ear, who nodded before Harry came over to me. He pulled me along with him, away from the others. I wanted to ask where we were going but there was no possibility for him to hear me over the screaming girls. After a couple of minutes I was pulled into our car and the screaming was muffled as the door closed. The screaming increased as the doors up front opened and our security sat down in front before we were moving. I looked over at Harry who were staring intently at me.

“Where are we going?” I asked, wondering what his stare was about.

“The hotel.” He said short.

“Oh thank god!” I said and let out a breath, making him smile.

“That bad, huh?” He said as he took my hand and looked down on it, avoiding my eyes. I knew that he was scared of me getting sick of his lifestyle. I was in some ways, but never enough to even consider living without him. I could deal with his lifestyle, as long as I had him.

“No...but I'm kind of tired.” I didn't want him to worry about it.

“Then lets go back to the hotel and lay down on the bed.” He said, looking up into my eyes.

“There will be no resting if we do.” I said and saw the smile increase on his face, making his beautiful dimples show.

“I know.” He said and brought my hand up to his lips and kissed it. I felt the longing butterflies in my stomach as I felt his soft lips on my knuckles.

Thankfully there wasn't anyone outside the hotel, they all had probably heard that the guys were doing the town. Harry took my hand as we walked into the elevator and I felt the excitement rise as the doors opened to our floor. He took me to the door that led to our room, I hadn't been in it yet and was shocked at how big it was when I got inside. There was like a little living room when you came in, with a big TV, a big couch and two chairs. Then on the other side of the room was a huge bed, that looked very comfortable. Directly to the left when you got into the room was a door which I guessed led to the bathroom. My bag was standing right inside the door I noticed before I walked to the window to look out at a beautiful London. Wow. Harry came over to wrap his arms around my waist, kissing my neck, giving me goosebumps.

“I missed you.” He said into my skin, before kissing again.

“I missed you too.” I said, leaning my head a little to the right, giving him more room. I closed my eyes and the sensation of his lips on my skin felt wonderful. His hot breath on my neck made the hair stand up on my arms and my breath quickly got heavy. I slowly turned around to look into those mesmerizing eyes, stroking my hands on his chest as his hands run up and down my back. I was so in love with this man, it was insane.

We stood there, gazing into each others eyes for a long while. But when I started having trouble breathing by the excitement I leaned in to kiss those sweet lips. My hand cupped his cheek as our tongues met and the kiss got deeper. It was a wonderful feeling to have him close to me, to feel his heat against my body. I wanted more of it and tugged his T-shirt off and stroke my hands over his trimmed chest and abs. I pulled the loops of his jeans to get him even closer to me and he moaned against my mouth. His right hand was cupping my neck as the other ran down my spine to end up on my butt. He moved his lips along my jaw before kissing down my throat, giving small love bites along the way. I leaned my head back and enjoyed the feeling of his bites on my skin. I moaned lightly when he reached my collar bone.

His lips left my body, only to pull my shirt of me, his eyes running up and down my body. They finally landed on my eyes and I saw the lust in them as he pulled me closer again. I walked forward, lightly pushing him against the couch that was beside the window we were standing by. I shoved him down on the couch and straddled him, running my hands in his hair. I kissed him desperately and his hands stroke my back and behind, forcing me closer down on him. I could clearly feel his erection through the jeans. I longed for it as I pulled my nails down his chest to the stomach and down to the waistband of his boxers. His breath hitched as I ran my fingers back and forth against the waistband.

He brought his hand up on my back, unclasping my bra and pushed it off, throwing it on the floor. He was cupping my breast, running my hardened nipples between his fingers. I let out a moan, the feeling shooting electricity throughout my body.

I pushed myself off of Harry to stand up, he looked a little confused at first. But when I started to unbutton my jeans and pulling them down, he smiled sexy at me. I did it slowly and then I hooked my thumbs in my black lace panties, teasing a little before I pulled them down. Then I stood there fully naked in front of him, his eyes devouring my body. If this had been a year ago or just a couple of months ago, I would have felt ashamed to stand naked like this, but Harry's gaze made me feel powerful and sexy. He stretched out his hand toward me and I took it in mine as he pulled me down on his lap again.

“You are so beautiful.” He whispered against my lips, between kisses. His hands was stroking from my butt, down my hips to my thighs. I felt a shiver go through me as his hands stroked his hands up and down my thighs, he was slowly moving closer and closer to my inner thighs. I felt my breathing getting heavier as I pulled his hair desperately. His hand was slowly stroking my inner thigh, moving his fingers to softly touch my lower moist lips. His fingers parted the lips to lightly rub my clitoris, giving me goosebumps. I moaned into his neck as I kissed his skin, biting down hard as he slipped two fingers inside me. “So ready.” He mumbled, pulling his fingers in and out. I started to move my hips against his hand, wanting the feeling even more.

He pulled out too soon and flipped me over so I was laying on my back on the couch. He kissed me briefly before standing up to pull his jeans and boxers off in one swift move. Now it was my time to gaze at this beautiful, handsome man standing in front of me naked. His toned body, arms and chest covered with tattoos and that sexy stare of his. Wow! I relished in the sight and smiled when his erection twitched. I sat up to be able to stretch my hands out to take his erection in my hands, he groaned when I touched him. I pressed lightly and moved my hands back and forth in an slow movement. Just as I was squeezing harder he pulled back to push me down again on the couch. I smiled up at him as he hovered over me, coming down to bite my lip. He was standing on his knees in front of the couch, between my legs and I wrapped my legs around him, making him come even closer to me.

I wanted him so much, I wanted him closer than possible. I reached my hand back to stroke my hand on his shoulder blades, down to his lower back and last to squeeze his behind. The kiss was deep and wanting as I pressed his butt to get him even closer to me. He easily directed himself so that he pushed right into me. I moaned loud, as he moved slow to savor the moment. As he hit bottom, his lips started to move down my neck to my chest, taking one of my nipples in his mouth.

“Harry!” I begged, I wanted him to move and I wanted it bad.

“What do you want, babe?” He asked, blowing on my nipple giving waves of pleasure go through me.

“Fast...hard...” I breath not able to wait anymore. He pulls my legs so that my butt is on the edge of the couch before he pulls out of me and slams into me with force making me scream out in pleasure. He continues to slam into me in a fast movement, forcing me to moan every time he hits bottom. It feel so good. He leans forward again to kiss my breasts while he continues to push hard into me.

He pulls out of me, leaving me wanting more. He looks wanting back at me.

“Turn around.” He say with a smile and I obey. I lay down, with my knees on the floor and my stomach on the couch. I feel his hand caressing my butt cheek, stroking it up and down. I relish in the soft touch of his hand before the hand leaves me to a second later slam hard back down on the cheek. I cry out by the surprise, moving my face down into the cushion.

“That's for teasing me earlier.” He say, I can hear the smile on his lips, as he caress the blushing skin. He strokes it for a few seconds before he slams into me, coming in deep. I scream again from pleasure, the volume muffled by the cushion. He pushed hard and deep with a good rhythm. After a little while it becomes almost to intense, I push myself up, leaning my hands against the back of the sofa. Harry's hands is holding my hips in a tight grip, pushing faster into me. I want to tell him that I'm close, but I'm to breathless to talk. I feel myself screaming with every thrust and soon feel the deep pull bring me down to the amazing feeling of an orgasm. I fall back down on the couch, shaking with pleasure. Only a couple of minutes later does Harry release and fall down on top of me, breathing heave.

“Holy fuck!” He says and kisses my shoulder. I give out a small breathless laugher. He pulls out of me and pulls me down on the floor with him. I squeal in shock and snicker as I lay on top on his chest. He holds me close and kiss the top of my head.

“I've missed you like crazy.” I say kissing his chest.

“You have no idea how much I miss you every day.” He say as he strokes my spine, the feeling sensational. If I wasn't so relaxed already I would become it now.

“What do you do when you miss me?” I ask and look up at him with a smile, putting my hands under my chin.

“Well, it depends, I'll text or call you and if I know that I can't do that, I often look at photos of you on my phone.” He confessed with a sweet smile. “What do you do?” He pushes a strand of hair behind my ear.

“Well, if it gets really bad...” I hesitate if I should tell him, it's so cheesy. “I walk into the bathroom and smell your cologne.” I say, feeling my cheek blush. He stroke his hand over my cheek and give me a sweet smile, showing his dimples. He pulls me up to him and kiss my lips softly.

We lay there, holding each other close for a long while. Enjoying the time we have together in each others arms. He kisses me now and then, on my head, nose and lips.

“Well we never even made it to the bed.” He say chuckling a little, kissing my head. I snicker with him as we hear a knock on the door.

“Hey, stop having dirty sex and join us for dinner.” Louis yells on the other side of the door. Harry chuckles and I feel my cheeks turning red.

“Give us fifteen minutes and we'll be out.” Harry shouts back.

“Fine, but don't have sex again...I'll know if you do!” He threatens before leaving. Harry smiles down at me, caressing my red cheek.

“Wanna get a quick shower?” He ask as we stand up from the hard floor, it must have hurt his back to lie down on this with me on top of him.

“Yeah, I think I should. I don't wanna smell like hot sex, if I do I will never get Louis of my back.” I say and laugh before I peck his lips and walk into the enormous bathroom, it has both a bathtub and a shower. I turn on the shower before stepping in, letting the water soak my body, getting the smell of the train ride and the wonderful sex off of me. The smell of the hotels shampoo is wonderful and I relish in the sensation before I hear Harry come into the bathroom.

“You take too long, we only have like eight minutes left.” He say as he joins me in the shower. I turn around and see his wonderful body and the desire come back. He sees it in my eyes and shakes his head. “We don't have time.” He chuckles as he runs his hand down my cheek. I know his right and I don't want Louis on me the whole night. I sigh before stepping out of the shower, drying myself on the huge soft towel that hung beside the shower. I wrap it around me as I go out into the big room to find my bag and get out some underwear. I've just put on my bra when Harry comes out of the bathroom with a towel around his hips, hanging low. He is so teasing. He know how much I love those V-shaped muscles of his. He is giving me a evil smile as he pulls out some clothes for himself. I pull on my black tights before I tug the blue dress over my head.

I walk back into the bathroom to dry my hair before applying some makeup. I hear the knock on the door and Louis who is shouting again. Harry opens the door and Louis sticks his head through the door into me.

“You ready, love?” He say with a huge grin.

“Yes, two sec.” I say as I put my earrings on. I walk out into the other room and put my shoes on and then I'm done. Harry is wearing a nice pair of black pants and a white polo that sits tight against his chest. He is wearing a bandana since he doesn't have time to fix his hair, but he looks hot in it.

We walk out to the others that's waiting in the hall, I feel myself blush a little as they all look at us. Harry takes my hand and run his thumb over my knuckles. We go to a restaurant not to far away and we get directed into a private room. It is a pretty big room with a long table that's been set and on the far wall is a fireplace with a nice fire going and there is a couple of couches in front of it. There is even a big piano in the corner, it looks massive. We take our seats on the couches as we order some drinks.

The conversation is loud as everyone has gotten their drinks. I sit and talk to Eleanor and Perrie as they are telling me about what they did today and what they had shopped. They say that we should go out just the girls to shop since it will be so much easier without the guys.

As I start drinking my second drink, I wonder when we actually are going to eat something, I feel the alcohol go straight through me and I should really eat something. Harry leans in and pecks my cheek.

“Why don't you play for us?” He ask and nod towards the piano. I look horrified at him. I can't do that, I've only played for a couple of months.

“No. I'm no where near that good.” I say with a little panic in my voice. I've never played in front of anyone but my teacher and I was still learning so much.

“Of course you are. Please! I'd love to hear you.” He say with his sweet sexy grin that's too hard to resist. I take a deep breath, the alcohol in my body must be the reason for me even to consider this. He stands up and takes my hand to pull me with him. I feel my knees shake as we walk over to the piano. I feel the terror in me, I can't play in front of the others. Most of them are musicians, I can't compare to them. I'm going to humiliate myself. Harry leans in, close to my ear.

“You can do it.” He say and kiss my cheek. I sit down on the stool in front of the piano and feel the others eyes on me. I take a deep breath and look at Harry who gives me an ensuring smile and a wink before he walks back and sit down on the couch. I try not to look at the others as I sit myself right on the stool and get ready. I can't believe that I'm doing this.

I decide to play one of my favorite songs and it's the one I've played the most. I start and play the first notes. The others stares are making me nervous, so I close my eyes to really feel the music and to block them out. For some reason I start to sing to the music.

“How long will I love you, as long as stars are above you, and longer if I can...” I feel the lyrics deep in my soul as I sing them and the music is flowing through the room. It's a slow emotional tune. I loose myself in the music as my fingers run over the keys of the piano. Somehow I feel safe when I sit by the piano, I had felt the feeling before when I was practicing with my teacher. I knew this song well, I have played it so many times by now, I didn't really have to think about it. I played only by feeling.

My cheeks get bright red as I hit the last note on the keys and remember that I have an audience. I open my eyes and pull my hands back as I hear applause and whistling. I look up shy at the group who stands up.

“I didn't know you could sing?” Louis is yelling.

“Or play the piano.” Niall adds as they all come over to me. I search for Harry that are giving me a sweet loving smile, but stands in the background.

“So beautiful!” Eleanor says.

“Y-yeah... I-I started playing when you guys went on tour.” I stutter, feeling embarrassed. I didn't really like to be in the center of attention.

“What? And you've become this good in just that time. That's awesome!” Liam say as he pats my shoulder. Thankfully the food is being delivered right then and they all direct their attention to the table, walking over. I take a deep breath as Harry steps closer.

“That was wonderful, love.” He say as he kisses my lips softly. I feel myself relax. “I feel the same.” He say against my lips and I'm thankful that he knew that the lyrics was directed to him. I kiss him back, running my hand on his neck. He pulls back to smile at me.

“We should join the others, but thank you for playing and singing so beautiful.” He pecks my lips again.

“You're welcome.” I smile as I take his hand and walk over to the table that's now filled with food. It looks delicious.

Notes

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