I wake up with warm arms wrapped around me and kisses on my shoulder, up on my neck ending by my ear.

“Morning.” He whispers and I smile, remembering where I am and who I'm with.

“Good morning.” I say turning around so I'm laying on my back, looking up into mesmerizing green eyes. How I've missed waking up beside him. I run my hand over his chest as he makes small circles with his hand om my stomach. He leans down and softly kisses my lips.

“I'm so happy you're here.” He smiles his crazy sexy smile at me, giving me shivers. I love his smile. He starts to kiss down my neck and my breathing quickens right away. He caressed my breast, making me moan before he takes my hand in his. He is stroking my hand down my body, with his over it, showing the way. When my hand reach my navel I stop, realizing what he's doing. He looks up at me.

“Please! Let me see you do it.” He whispers against my chin, giving me goosebumps. His breath is heavy just by the though of it. I feel my hesitation, could I really touch myself in front of him? I felt my cheeks blushing as I nodded and closed my eyes. He kissed my lips with passion before he started our hands down to the end on my stomach. He groans as my hand slipped between the wet parts, stroking my clitoris. His hand is loosely laying over mine, but now I have taken over the decisions and the speed. He kisses down my neck, sucking and biting his way down to my collar bone. He pushes my hand down more, wanting me to push a finger inside me. I push two fingers in, moaning load, more for him than for myself. He groan with pleasure of hearing me. Of course it feels good, but it's his reaction to me doing this that makes it hot. How much he's enjoying the sight of me touching myself. I pull my fingers in and out, making noises every now and then. I can feel him getting a little crazy besides me, he starts to kiss my breast, sucking in one of my nipples in his mouth. The feeling going through my whole body, forcing me closer to an orgasm. He notice and continues his treatment while I push my fingers in and out, taking my other hand to stroke my clitoris. It doesn't take long before the orgasm comes and takes over, making my body vibrate hard.

I pull out my hands and lay them on my stomach, breathing hard. Harry picks up the one that was inside me and put the fingers in his mouth, I feel the shock on my face, but I can see the desire in his eyes.

“You are so fucking hot.” He say when he lay my hand back down and kiss me on the lips. I can feel the salty taste of myself but don't care. I push him back so he's laying on his back, with me half laying on him.

“Your turn.” I mumbles against his ear, biting his earlobe.

“I've practiced for years, love. I don't need to.” He chuckles, stroking his hand over my behind.

“Well, I haven't seen you practice.” I look up at him with an challenging stare, he looks hesitant back at me. “You expect me to do that and you to get away without to?” I ask stroking my hand down his sexy happy trail, avoiding his hard erection. His breath shakes as I'm teasing him with my hand. “Close your eyes.” I order him and he obeys. I take his hand in mine and pulls it down to his member, laying it on top of it, squeezing his fingers around it. I bite his earlobe again, making him groan. “Every time you do this, picture my hands guiding you.” I whisper sexy in his ear, moving down to kiss his neck and nibble on the skin when his hand starts to move. I'm keeping my hand on top of his as he moves it up and down, after a while increasing the speed. I kiss down his throat to his chest finding his nipple and swirl my tongue around it. His hand in going faster and I feel that he isn't to far away, my performance before giving him a head start. I bit down on his nipple and he moan loud. “Give it to me.” I say low before I bite down hard on his shoulder, making him come with a heavy grunt, all over his stomach and part of my arm. When his breath slows, he opens his eyes to look at me.

“Don't ever leave me.” He says before he throw me back against the bed and himself over me, kissing me passionately. I laugh when I feel the stickiness between us from his sperm. He looks down. “I think we need a shower.” He look up with an amused expression, kissing my lips sweetly.

“Good thing you have one.” I say before running my hands through his hair.

When we come out of a very hot shower he sits down on the bed with his phone which has been buzzing forever.

“Lou wants to know if we want to come eat breakfast with them?” He asks looking up at me with an questioning gaze.

“Do you want to?” I ask, seeing something in his eyes that I can't point out.

“I want to stay in this room with you forever.” He says with a charming smile that I can't resist.

“Well, that would be nice. But first of all you have to work later, and second... I didn't even say hi to the guys last night. I feel kind of bad.” I say honestly, remembering only seeing Harry when they came after the show. He give me a sweet smile.

“Don't feel bad. They understand, but lets go with them then.” He say and call Louis and tell them we will meet them in fifteen minutes. I have been missing the other guys too. They are all my british family.

We go down to the hotel restaurant where they also serve breakfast. The others are already seated at a big table when we come.

“Hey lovebirds. Is he finished already Sofia?” Louis say when we come close. I roll my eyes at him and Harry asks him to bite it and they all laugh. I start to hug Liam who is the closest.

“Sorry that I didn't say hi last night.” I excuse myself when I pull away.

“Don't worry about it, love. I get it.” He say and winks at me, making me blush a little. I hug Louis and Zayn and then I come to Niall, sitting at the end of the table, who refuses to stand up.

“Nope. You had your chance yesterday.” He say with an pretend hurt voice, looking the other way.

“But Niall, you know that it was you I really came to visit. I just got distracted.” I say and hear Eleanor snicker. I lean down and hug Niall from behind and kiss his cheek. “Cause there is nobody else, It's gotta be yoooouuu.” I say, singing the last part loud with a fake false voice. They all laugh and Niall joins in, grabs my hand and pulls me down so I'm sitting in his lap, hugging me. I see Harry giving him a narrowed stare.

“Sorry dude, but it's only me.” Niall sing to him and Harry laughs before he goes over to get some breakfast. He brings me back a glass of orange juice, kissing my cheek before he goes and sits by Louis. I'm still sitting in Niall's lap, with one arm around his shoulder. He has his arm around my hips, forbidding me to go, I tried. But it was sweet, I liked Niall, he was like my brother and I knew he felt a little lonely when all the other guys had girlfriends who came to visit.

I also knew that Harry didn't mind, he knew that I didn't feel anything about Niall but friendship. I winked at him when he looked my way, smiling with his beautiful dimples. I loved that man so much that it hurt, my heart swelling every time I saw him.

“I'm gonna go get a muffin.” I said to Niall, but he refused to let me leave.

“Nope!” He popped the p. “Harry, get your girl a muffin!” He shouted to Harry across the table, I just laughed at him. He is the weirdest guy, I wondered daily what went through his head. Harry gave him a funny stare but did as he said, because it was for me. He gave me two muffins, one chocolate and one blueberry.

“You need the strength for later.” He whispered before leaving, making me blush, getting ideas of what would happen later.

“So Niall, how does it feel having a beautiful girl on you lap?” Liam asked, laughing.

“Very good. I'm happy.” He said hugging me and I hugged him back.

“Feel like your missing something?” Liam asked chuckling, taking another bite of his toast.

“Why? I have Sofia.” He said with a huge smile.

“Not for the best part.” Harry said, winking at me. I felt my cheeks getting red while the others laughed.

We all ate up and then went back to our rooms, the guys had some promoting to do and we girls were hitting town. Harry pulled me into a hug when we closed the door.

“You've been away too long.” He said nuzzling my neck, I snickered.

“I'm sorry. Niall needed some love.” I say and look at him, he just smiles at me before he kisses me.

“I will miss you today.” I say as we disconnect our lips.

“Me too. But thank god that you will be here when I'm finished.” He smiles before he hugs me closer again. I pull my hand through his soft hair.

---

We had been shopping all day, these girls could really shop. I had never really been a good shopper. I bought what I needed and than it was fine. But it was fun to shop just because, and I found a couple of nice things. Now we were sitting on a couple of couches in a common room the guys had for themselves at the hotel. They weren't back yet but would be soon. I took up my phone when it buzzed and saw a couple of texts. No one from a number I recognized, I opened the first one.

Unknown number 1
Fucking whore!!!!!

Unknown number 2
I can't believe you. What a SLUT!!

They all said basically the same things. I felt a little chocked, how could they have gotten my number? Harry had fixed a secret number for me when we got together. And why would they all of a sudden think that I was whoring? Our relationship wasn't new anymore.

“You okey?” Eleanor asked noticing my changed mood.

“Yeah, fine.” I said. Putting my phone down, trying to ignore the texts.

The guys showed up then and I forgot about it while Harry came and sat beside me, nuzzling into my neck. I had missed his touch during the day, it felt good to have him here again. He gave me kisses now and then just because he could.

About half an hour later I felt my phone vibrate again, I looked at it trying to not show the screen to Harry in case it was something like the others, but it was from my mom.

From Mom
I don't know what's going on, but I got this sent to me right now. Though you wanted to know.

I clicked the link she had sent with and an article showed up on the screen. Harry's girlfriend cheating with other bandmate the headline said.

“Whaat?” I said, looking up when the room got quiet and everyone looked at me. I hadn't realized I'd said that out loud.

“What is it babe?” Harry asked from beside me. I was sitting on the side, with my legs up on his lap, so he didn't see the screen.

“Harry Styles girlfriend is cheating on him, with no other then one of his bandmates. We have the proof.” I read the article. Feeling my cheeks getting hot when I saw the pictures. They were from this morning when I sat on Niall's lap, but they were taken in an angle that made it look like we were making out. I gasped. Harry took the phone from my hand.

“What the fuck!” He said when he saw the pictures. I couldn't keep my eyes from him, looking at his eyes, waiting for some reaction, I didn't know which it would be.

“What is it?” Louis wondered, the others also looked at Harry with questioning stares.

“Apparently Sofia and Niall is in a secret relationship.” He said laughing. Not the reaction I had expected.

“What?” Niall asked from the other couch, looking at me. “We are? Why wasn't I aware of that?” He asked smiling.

“I tried to keep it a secret.” I say smiling at him. “But now it's out, they have pictures and everything.”

“Let me see.” Niall leaned forward and took the phone Harry held out. “Ohh, they got us good.” He said laughing. I heard my phone beep a couple of times with texts and saw Niall's expression change. He looked up at me with an strange gaze. “Is this texts from fans?” He asked me, the others looked between us with wondering eyes.

“If that's what you call them.” I answered and he looked down at the phone when it beeped again. Harry looked up at me and away at Niall.

“Give me that.” He stretched for the phone. “Didn't we get you a secret number?” He asks before looking at the horrible texts.

“Yeah, guess they found it anyway.” I say low, looking at his expression as he read the texts. He looks up at me with sad eyes.

“We'll get you another one.” He said firm. Turning the phone off and putting it in his pocket.

“They're not playing nice?” Louis asked a little disappointed.

“No. But it's probably just that they saw this story about you and Niall.” He said, trying to disregard it.

“No it's not.” I said before I remembered that I hadn't told him about all the emails and letters I get daily.

“What?” He looked shocked at me. I looked down at my hands.

“Yeah, they send not so nice emails and letters too. This is just the first time they got my number.” I confess, sneaking a peek at him. He looks upset and sad. He takes my hands in his, running his thumb against my knuckles.

“Why didn't you tell me?” He asks and I heard the others start to talk, giving us our privacy.

“Didn't want to upset you.” I said truthfully. He stroke my cheek with his hand.

“You have to tell me. I can't help otherwise.” He said, kissing my nose. I close my eyes and lean on his shoulder. “Are you tired?” He asks after a while.

“Yeah, it's exhausting having two guys to pleasure.” I say smiling. I laugh when he pokes me in my side.

“That better be me and my friend you're talking about.” He say looking down at his crotch and up at me smiling.

“Of course.” I say and stroke the bump on his pants, when nobody's watching. He pulls me in for a kiss, leaving me breathless.

Harry takes out his phone then and I look questioningly at him. He gets out a number and show me that it's there publicity guy he's calling.

“Hey, it's Harry. Yeah. I need a new number for Sofia, someone spread hers. And you should take a look at the new story out about Sofia and Niall. Oh, okey. Sure. Yep, we're all here. Bye.” He say and I look at him as he hangs up. “He's coming.” He said shrugging.

Richard, as their publicist introduces himself as, sat down and talked to all of us about this story now circling around about me and Niall. I sat ashamed during the whole conversation, I can't believe that it's me they are talking about. A nobody from Sweden, now having two of the guys in one direction. It sounded insane. And, well, it was.

“I honestly think we should make a statement about this, it's not really something that's good getting around. It will only cause discussion if you're fighting, if you're breaking up as a band and so on. Not that kind of press we want in the start of a tour.” He took a breath. “So I think we should say that the photos are misleading and that they were only hugging. That Sofia and Niall is really close friends and it's nothing they are hiding from Harry who sat only a few feet away when the photo was taken. Does that sound good?” He ask, looking from Harry to Niall. I guess it's them who will decide about our future.

“Yeah, that's the truth, so it sounds good.” Niall said, looking at me with a smile. I smiled kindly back but felt bad for causing all this in the first place.

“Sounds good. Add something about us being very happy.” Harry say squeezing my hand.

“Will do. You two should probably be seen together also. Show that nothings wrong.” He add before he stands up and say his goodbyes.

---

The rest of the weekend was fun, the guys had a show on friday but a day off on saturday, so we all went sightseeing. I had never been to Dublin, so it was fun. Me and Harry sneaked off to stroll for ourselves during the day, of course getting photographed. We even did a little extra cuddling just for the cameras. I was happy, so why not show it? We usually kept pretty low key when we were out, so this was a nice change. We went to a really nice restaurant the whole gang that evening. I don't think that I have ever eaten such an expensive pizza in my whole life, crazy but really good.

Today the guys had been doing a show in the morning and then some interviews. We were going with the flight at five. So we needed to go soon and the guys weren't back yet. I was in our hotel room, ready with my bag, waiting for Harry to show up. I was walking back and forth, starting to panic, I needed to see him before I left, I needed to say goodbye. I couldn't believe how quick this trip had gone, all too quick. It had been a nice surprise though and I love to have the time with him like this.

The door swung open and he was in my arms a second later, the door closing with a light click. I held him tight, knowing that it would be a couple more weeks before we would meet again.

“Don't go.” He mumbled into my neck, making the tears that threatened come forward.

“I wish I didn't have to.” I whispered, not able to talk, afraid to spill the tears. He pulled back to look at me, he caressed my cheek and the heat of it making the tears drop. I closed my eyes, trying to force them back in, but it didn't work.

“Don't cry.” He pleaded, leaning his forehead against mine.

“I'm trying.” I laughed a little, feeling more tears slip down.

“It's too hard to leave you when you're always crying.” He said smiling. I felt pretty pathetic, couldn't I at least hold it in until I had left? I smiled at him through the tears.

“I'm sorry.” I reached up and kissed those soft lips, knowing that it would be long before I could do that again. He deepened the kiss, wiping some tears away with his thumbs. I braided my hands in his hair, holding him even tighter.

The knock on the door interrupted us and I knew it was time. I took a deep breath and wiped the tears away before I opened the door and gave the guys outside my bag. Eleanor was standing with Danielle in the corridor, waiting. She smiled at me as Perrie joined. All the guys was standing and waving by their doors, I gave them a sad wave before Harry pulled me in for a last kiss, making my heart ache.

“I love you.” He said low, looking deep into my eyes.

“I love you!” I said back before I walked away, Eleanor putting her arm around me. I put on some sunglasses before we walked out of the hotel, not wanting the fans outside or the paparazzi to see my red swollen eyes.

“How do you do this?” I asked the girls when we were sitting in the car on our way to the airport. I felt like I would start crying again, but held it in. I didn't want to be that girl. The others seemed more calm than me.

“It gets easier.” Perrie said, looking out the window.

“But it's still hard to leave.” Eleanor took my hand and squeezed it.

Thankfully the flight home wasn't too long and I was soon in the cab on my way to my apartment. I left the other girls at the airport, they shared a cab since they live in the same building. I was tired and sad, so crawling up in my own bed would feel pretty good right now.

I opened the door to my apartment and stopped in shock....

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