We left my things in his apartment before we walked down to Louis and Eleanor's floor. When we got inside Harry squeezed my hand and went to sit with the guys on the couch and I ran over to the girls who was sitting at the breakfast bar in the kitchen.

“Oh my god! I missed you so much!” Eleanor was singing in my ear as I hugged her.

“I missed you guys too. It's so boring without you here.” I confess, hugging Danielle, Perrie and Jesy.

“London would've been more fun with you also.” Danielle said sipping her drink.

“You want a drink?” Eleanor asked and I looked at the fruity drinks they were having.

“Well, honestly I haven't eaten all day, so I should probably not drink.” I knew the alcohol would get to my head right away otherwise. I had been a little preoccupied with a very alluring guy to remember eating.

“Do you want a sandwich?” Eleanor sweetly asked while opening the fridge.

“You don't have to make any trouble for me, I'll be fine.” But she wouldn't have it, my little mama bear. She started to make me a sandwiches but offered the others as well and the guys wanted of course. They could eat more food that anyone and still be as thin as ever. Crazy!

“I cant believe you let Harry go to London this weekend.” Eleanor exclaimed when I was eating my sandwich.

“What do you mean?” Why wouldn't I? It wasn't like he was my boyfriend before they went, and even if he were I didn't have the power over him.

“You let him go even though you knew he was going on that fake date.” I felt the shock on my face. How did she know about the date?

“You know about that?” I asked confused.

“Yeah, well... I kind of scolded him and he told us.” She confesses, looking a little ashamed.

“What? You yelled at him?” I was laughing now. Why had she been yelling? I couldn't really see in my head how she looked if she got angry. She was always so happy, but those people often got scary when they got mad.

“Because he was going behind my best friends back, or so I though.” I smiled at that. Best friend? She had never said that before, but she really was my best friend. And a very protective one it seems.

“You are too sweet. Thank you! Well, at the time I thought it was for the best, since the contract had been signed an all that.” I shrugged. I didn't want to think about that. Thankfully they changed the subject to tell me about their trip. It sounded like they had fun, a lot of shopping had been done.

“Hi girlfriend.” Harry came over and whispered in my ear, holding his hands on my hips. I felt a thrill go through me, so sweet words to hear. I would never get enough of hearing them.

“Ahh! Did I just hear that right?” Eleanor was shouting, I looked up to see that she was looking at me with big eyes. Every one else was looking between Eleanor and me.

“What?” Louis asked from the couch, looking confused at his girl.

“Did you just call her your girlfriend?” She was looking at Harry now. I felt my cheek flush, I wasn't used to be in the spotlight like this.

“Yes I did.” He hugged me from behind when Eleanor threw herself on us for a big hug.

“Ohh my gooood! This is awesome.” She shouted in my ear. Harry chuckled. The others congratulated us too. It felt weird to get congratulations just because we'd become boyfriend and girlfriend, but with Eleanor's reaction, who knew what could happen.

“Finally our Harry has found himself a girl.” Louis came over to pat Harry's shoulder before he hugged me. “And a girl worth keeping.” He winked at me.

“Shut up!” Harry punched Louis shoulder before he kissed my cheek and they went back to the couches.

“I'm so happy for you guys, you're perfect together.” Danielle smiled sweet at me from the other side of the counter.

“Thank you.” I felt really happy. I was thankful that we didn't need to keep it a secret to our friends. But maybe we should tell them that it couldn't get out? “But it's still on the down low, okey? His contract says he cant be seen with another girl in a month.” I looked from one girl to the other.

“Wow, that's one hard contract. Of course we're not going to say anything.” Perrie said and the other agreed.

I know that this contract is weird and I hate it in some ways, but it also means that I can keep him for myself for a little while longer. We can get to know each other without the public's interference. I looked over at the couches and felt a shiver go through me, I was so happy. Harry turned his head when he felt my stares and winked at me, I smiled back and felt a longing for his bed.

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I woke up by Harry who was in the other room shouting. What was going on? I couldn't hear what he was saying, but he sounded mad. I put on some yoga pants and a sweatshirt before I entered the living room. He just hung up the phone and was standing with his back to me.

“Hey, what's going on?” I asked and saw that his whole body tensed. What was happening? He didn't say anything for a few moments, I could see how he was taking calming breaths.

“That!” He pointed to the TV and I walked over to turn the volume up.

“A friend close to the girl states that the date Harry Styles had this weekend was in fact a public stunt and that he's actually dating a girl from Sweden.” The lady on the TV said. I looked shocked at the TV. A friend close to the girl? What was this? I looked with horror at Harry, who would do this?

“Do you even realize how much trouble you've put me in?” He shouted at me, pacing with his phone in his hand, writing something.

“Me?” He thought I did this?

“Yeah, it's your friend that thought they make some extra pound going to the press.” He didn't even look at me when he roared at me.

“No friend of mine did this. I haven't told anyone.” I was getting kind of mad that he thought that I would do that. How could he just assume that before talking to me.

“Sure. Like dating Harry Styles doesn't give you your five minutes of fame.” He mutters, still looking at his phone. I felt my heart stop. I can't believe that he just said that. “I knew this was a fucking mistake.” He said as he walked back into the bedroom. I stood frozen for a few minutes, feeling tears slid down my cheeks as the shock sinked in. He thought this was a mistake?

When I could move I ran out and decided to get the elevator down to Eleanor, since I left my shoes back inside. The endless streams of tears that ran down my face increased. I knocked on their door and when Eleanor opened I fell apart. My knees wouldn't stay up so I folded on the floor, sobbing like a baby. I could barely breath, the choking of my tears was taking over. I felt myself break apart.

“Honey, what is it?” She put her arms around me and I leaned into her embrace, feeling safe with her.

“Hey, what's going on?” Louis came up to us but I couldn't even look up.

“I don't know. Help me get her to the couch.” Eleanor said as she stood up. They tried to help me up, but I was too weak, I couldn't even rise up with their help. My body had turned off. Louis then took a good hold on me and carried me to the couch, I was sobbing against his shoulders. He stroke a hand over my back when he sat me down, almost on his lap.

“It's fine.” He whispered holding me tight. Eleanor was getting some water from the kitchen and sat down on my other side, taking my hand. I was hysterically crying, I could barely breath and started to feel dizzy.

“Sweety, you need to breath. Everything will be okey.” She took hold of my face and forced me to look into her eyes. “Breath.” After a few minutes I could feel myself breathing a little stronger while I held her gaze. When it had slowed down and there only was the tears that made it hard to see, she took my hands.

“Okey. Now tell me what's going on.” She said in a calm but firm voice.

“He thinks I did it.” I choked out in a whisper. She gave Louis a look that I couldn't read.

“He think you did what honey?”

“News.” Was all I got out and pointed to the TV. Louis turned on the TV and E! News. The same story and video was showing. First the woman who talked, then a bit of Harry on that date and then back on the woman who told that apparently one of my friends had told them. Eleanor gave Louis a stare before she turned back at me.

“Of cause you didn't do it. He knows that. Just let him calm down, it will all work out.” She said as she put my head on her shoulder and gave my shoulders a squeeze. “Just try to relax.” I could see that she and Louis was having some kind of mental conversation by the way they were looking at each other. But I didn't have the strength to care.

“He didn't even believe me.” I sobbed softly against her shoulder. “He even said that I was a mistake.” The sobbing got worse when I said that. God it hurts! How could I have let myself get this involved with him? I knew that guys wasn't to be trusted. How many times should I be the witness of that? It felt like my heart had been stomped on. I realized all of a sudden that Louis was gone, he had left. I hadn't even noticed.

What would I do now?

Notes

It's very back and forth right now... but you know how love is sometimes! ;)

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