Harry and the guys has been out of the country for the last week, they are doing some promotion thing. But we have been texting each other a lot and he even called twice. It's been nice to talk to him, it's actually very easy to talk when all the nerves get out of the way. We have been planning to go on that date when he comes back on friday. He's taking me to the fanciest restaurant in town. I really look forward to it. Me and Harry one on one, that will be nice. Even though it's a little frighting, I am scared that I will fall for this guy. I was devastated when I found out that my ex had been with several other girls while we were together. I couldn't go through that again.


I guessed it wasn't that smart to start dating a celebrity, especially one that has a reputation of being a ladies man. But I couldn't stay away from him, he was too hot, too cute, too sweet. I am so attracted to this guy, I've never felt this way before. I just have to not fall too hard, if that's even possible. And I need to realize that this isn't my prince charming, this was a fling or a short thing, something like that. It isn't the man I will live the rest of my life with. I tried to print that into my head.

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On Wednesday evening my phone rings and a funny looking Harry shows up on the screen. I cant help myself from smiling as I takes the call and throw myself down on the couch.

“Hi.” I answer the phone.

“Hi.” I can hear that he's smiling. “Are you all right?”

“I'm practically the same as fifteen minutes ago when you texted.” I laugh a little and he join me. I love the sound of his laugher.

“Okey. Good.” I can hear something in his voice, but can't really tell what it is.

“Are you okey?”

“Yeah. Well, the plans has apparently changed and...we're not coming home until later on friday.” He says a little more quiet. I can her someone in the background, I think it's Louis.

“Oh.” My heart sank a little.

“So we won't be able to make the restaurant reservation.” He adds. Date cancelled. No! I really looked forward to this.

“Okey.” I add a little distant, feeling awkward for some reason.

“I thought that maybe we could do a night in? Get some take out and watch a movie instead?” He asked sounding a little flirtatious. I smiled big. Nice save there Styles.

“Yeah, that sounds nice.” My heart started to beat a little faster. Alone with him, not in a restaurant like I thought. Alone!

We haven't been alone that many times and every time we have, we've been making out or having sex. I had been looking forward to dinner because then we had to talk and get to know each other better, not having the opportunity to have sex right there and then. Even though I was looking forward to the next time I could have his delicious body wrapped around mine. I got the sensual pull in my stomach just thinking about it.

I had to, somehow, get us to make it through dinner without anything happening. I wanted to get to know him. I had that much decision over my own body right? I really hoped so. Only thinking of friday made me nervous.

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On friday I forced Eleanor out to go on a shopping spree with me. I needed some new clothes for tonight, I wanted to look really good. She was more than happy to follow me, forcing me into all different kind of stores. I went a little embarrassed when she pulled me into a underwear store.

“You need something new and sexy!” She exclaimed as I started to protest.

“I have underwear, those are fine.” I tried but she wouldn't have it.

“Just try something!” She said and gave me a red laced bra.

“Fine. But thats not my size.” I said and handed her back the bra.

She was relentless and handed me all different kind of things when I was in the fitting room. She commented on everything, 'You look hot', 'Seeexy', 'He will pass out if you wear that', and so on. I was bright red on my face and mostly thought the things was outrageous that she liked. This was so embarrassing, but she was nice for caring. Plus I found a really nice, black laced bra and panties. Just enough sexy for me. She was a little disappointed that I didn't go for the leopard printed corset that she liked. I guess Louis had it good with her, but it wasn't really my style.

After I showered, I took out my new underwear and put them on. They were sexy and would look good under my new skirt and top. I had bought a black simple top with a low back and a very cute light blue high waisted skirt. I looked myself in the mirror after putting everything on and doing my makeup and hair. I decided to only put up a few strands of hair in a clip and let the other curls fall freely. I looked good. Very cute outfit. I was happy.

Taking the cab over to his apartment, I felt the butterflies in my stomach again. I hadn't seen him in a week. My heart was beating so fast when I was standing outside his door waiting for him to answer it. It took him a while to open it which was nerve racking. But then he finally opened the door, standing there in only a towel. I think my heart stopped for a moment.

“Hi. I'm sorry, I'm late! We didn't get home until twenty minutes ago and I needed to shower. Come in!” He opened the door for me to walk in.

“That's f-fine.” I stuttered a little as I took off my jacket. He was delicious to look at! I tried not to stare.

“I will just be a second, make yourself at home.” He said and walked into the bedroom I guessed.

I had never been in his apartment before. His apartment was a little smaller than Eleanor and Louis's but it was nice. Open floor with huge windows on the one side and what looked like a big balcony. He didn't have a dining table, just the breakfast bar in the kitchen area and then a huge couch in front of a large TV. It was clean and not to much stuff around. I walked over to the big bookshelf by one of the windows, looking at some pictures he had there. My heart hadn't slowed down from that greeting. Him in a towel, all muscles and tattoos, it was too much.

“Are you hungry?” I jumped when I heard his voice behind me and I spun around. He was now standing in the living room in blue jeans and buttoning a white shirt, still showing his lovely chest. I had to swallow before I could answer.

“Yeah, sure.” I smiled at myself, I was so awkward. He walked over to the kitchen to take the bag with food over to the couch.

“I hope tacos is okey?” He asks with an expression as if he just realized that I may not eat that kind of food. I smiled at him.

“That's perfect.” I sit down in the only armchair standing in the living room, avoiding the huge couch. I get a little weird look from him as he walks back to the kitchen to get two beers from the fridge. He hands me one when he comes to sit on the couch beside the chair. He takes out the food and puts it on the table.

“Dig in!” I reach over to take a taco and start eating it feeling his eyes on me.

“So how was the trip? Where were you?” I asks, realizing that I didn't know that.

“We were in Spain.” He snickered a little. “It was good, mostly lots of interviews.” He took a big bite of his taco.

“Oh. Did you do something fun when you were there?”

“Not really, just hung out with the lads.” I took a sip of my beer as I watched him down the second taco.

“You haven't gotten any food over there?” I laughed. He looked up at me from his third taco.

“Yeah, but that was before the flight. I'm starving.” He chuckles. I take another taco but feel full after that. I don't have that much of an apatite, I'm to nervous.

We talk some more of what they did over in Spain but then he wanted to know more about my life back home.

“What was your life like?” He asks looking at me while he opens his second beer.

“I don't know. Like anyones? I worked with a photographer back home too. Lived in a nice little apartment just outside of town. Hung with friends.” I shrugged. “I don't know...” I looked up at him feeling weird to talk about it, it felt like a lifetime ago. I think he felt that I didn't really want to talk about it, because he changed the subject.

“So, you wanna see a movie?” He asks as he took the remote control.

“Sure! What do you wanna see?” I asked, curious of what kind of movies he likes.

“I don't know, we can see what's new.” He started the TV and went into some movie program. I have never been too technical.

“Do you wanna see the new Nicholas Sparks movie?” He asks and I look at him chocked.

“Are you serious? Do you want to see that?”

“Yeah, sure.” I don't believe him. He's doing this because he thinks I will be happy then. Right?

“I don't believe you. We can see something different. That looks like some comedy.” I point to the screen.

“Actually I've been thinking of seeing it, but haven't had the time.” He looks honestly at me. I look into his eyes, his beautiful green eyes, and realizes that he's telling the truth.

“Okey, then we see that one.” I say and take a sip of my beer.

“Great.” He fixes with the TV so the movie starts. “Are you going to sit over there all night?” He adds looking all too sexy on the couch with a huge smile on his face.

I stand up and leave, but only for the kitchen to get a beer. Then I take a seat next to him on the couch and he puts an arm around me and I feel the heat from his body, which makes my stomach yearn.

Notes

First date. Starting pretty good, right? ;)