Girls Like Me

Baileys pov**

By now I was balling with Joshy in my arms. "Who the fuck did this to you?! I'll-I'll-I'll hurt him! No, no Ill kill him!"

"Some tall boy wearing the same shirt you got last year at that concert" he said.

no.

This can't be happening. It's impossible. I'm dreaming. "When?! Why?!" I was crying ever harder.

"I called his music screamo.. It was the beginning of the day" he exclaimed.

my heart sank like a ship being dragged down by dark tentacles.

"What?" Josh asked worriedly.

"That's Max Jenson... I met him at yogurt barn with Louis... I really liked him" I was just so crushed..

"Bailey..." He rubbed my back. I patted him on the back and ran off to my room.

No friends to talk to and I didn't want to tell my brothers about my boy troubles. I can't believe Max beat up my little brother.. I decided to text louis back.
"Louis look, you date a lot of girls and how do I know I'm not just another target..? But I'd like to get to know you better. I really don't have any friends and I better take my opportunity to have one. ~Bail" I threw my phone to the ground and then it rang. Louis was calling me..

"Hey" I answered

"Hi.. Can we talk?" He asked

"That's what were doing now." I laughed lightly.

"I really haven't dated many girls. And I don't repeat pick up lines." He sounded cold hearted and serious. Big transformation from his bubbly self.

"How many girls have you dated?" I asked.

"seven.." He answered. "How many have you dated?"

"none." I said blankly.

"how?!" He sounded surprised. I just rolled my eyes. "look, can I take you out Friday maybe?" He asked shyly.

"I guess so" I replied.

"Awesome" he said happily. "Oh and before I go, no more of that "girls like me" talk k?" He sounded strict.

"uh-huh." I replied and hung up.

After dinner I want in Damon and Josh's room. i knocked on the door softly.

"what's the password?" Damon asked

" your not six" I laughed as he opened the door and let me come in. I couldn't help but have my heart smashed looking at my bruised little Joshy.

"Ill get you some ice" I smiled running downstairs to the freezer. I ran right back up and tossed the ice-pack to josh.

"thanks" he smiled half heartedly. I nodded and left the two alone.

"Hey kids!" My mom yelled. Ugh. She was home early. I absolutely hate my mom. She looks at me like im some kind of circus clown.

I decided to skip dinner and head right to bed. I was insanely tired and needed some sleep.

****baileys dream****
My lungs are filling up with darkness. My throat is full of toxin and I'm in the middle of the purple ocean. I'm just floating there

"worthless" a voice whispers.

"whore" a voice yells.

"And you thought the boy who beat up your brother was the one. You're disgusting!" It screamed and it made my ears hurt

I lay here in the ocean as sticky tentecals yanked my heart out and broke it. Into a million pieces. I saw a flash of me and Max Jenson kissing. I saw Max and Josh on a sinking ship. Max was beating josh to death he was flipping him and hurting him. I called out

"STOP PLEASE YOUR HURTING HIM!" But I am mute. I yell and scream and kick when josh falls to the ground. Dead.

****dream over****

"NO! JOSH!" I was screaming and sweating and crying when Josh ran in.

"Bailey are you okay?!" He asked rubbing my back.

"STOP STOP YOUR HURTING HIM!" I continued to scream and kick and tremble.

"Bailey?!" Josh was terrified.

"PLEASE.. NO.. JOSH" I cried so hard I found my face covered in blood because my nose had started to bleed.

"JOSH!" I screamed a final time. I could hear my mom and George racing up the stairs.

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