New Life, New Love

"Let's go find a private room."

They eagerly followed me as I went down the hallway to find a room. The first door we came to was already taken.
I put my ear up to the second door, hoping to find it empty but then I heard a guy say, "Blaze isn't a weird name."
Okay? The room was taken, so I was about to remove my ear when I heard a fit of drunken giggles coming from the room.
"Blaze, you naughty boy. Drugs are bad bad bad!" The voice sounded familiar.
I think it sounded like Bella? But the girl who owned that voice was drunk, and Bella wouldn't get drunk.
"Come on, Harry. We're getting impatient." Nicole whined.
"Shhh just wait." I kept my ear pressed against the door to listen.
"You know who is really naughty, like reeeeaally naughty? He's just so mean! So mean! I think he hates me." Her words were slurred but they sounded sad.
"It doesn't matter, just take the damn joint." The man said. I could tell he was getting a little impatient.
"Harrrrry." Nicole whined.
"Shut up!" I snapped. I heard her huff.
"Blaaaazzzeee, your supposed to use those dry lips of yours to ask me whoitisssss. You have to ask or I won't take the bad drug." That really was sounding like Bella, but it couldn't be her. I didn't want to barge in on two random strangers and start a fight for no reason.
"Fine. Who is it?" He hissed.
"He's a bad curly boy." My eyes widened. It was definitely Bella.
I threw open the door to see Bella sitting on a bed littered with all kinds of drugs. She didn't look high, just really fucking drunk.
I looked at the guy that was in the room and walked over to him before cussing him out.
"Where the hell are you taking her?" He yelled as I picked Bella up.
"It's shouldn't matter to you."


Bella squirmed until I let her down.
"What are you doing?" She whined. I had to catch her before she fell over.
"Saving you from doing something really damn stupid."
"You do drugs, so why can't I? I know you do. You're a naughty boy. D-don't lie."
"Well you're a good girl. Good girls don't do drugs. You're not leaving my sight for the rest of night, alright?"

We argued for a few minutes on why she needed to stay with me, but she got really pissed and stormed off.
"I'm gonna find Melody." She slurred.

I clenched my fists and tried to steady my breathing. Not only was she not listening to me, not only was she being really stupid, but she interrupted my time with Nicole and her friends. I was really looking forward to that......
I decided to let Bella go. I didn't want to be around her attitude anymore. If she got into trouble, her fault, not mine.

I turned around to meet the three girls I had almost forgotten about.

"Sorry, ladies. Now, let's go finish up some business."
Nicole's smile grew wickedly as we found an empty room and finished what we started.





"AH fuck it!!!" I released myself over the three faces in front of me.

"Mmmmm..tasty." Nicole licked her finger seductively.

Damn, that was fun.
Nicole leaned up to try to kiss me. Before her lips met mine, she tried to stare me in the eyes, but I had to look away.
Her cold lips pressed sloppily against mine. She was still drunk, but she had sobered up a bit.
Sierra than pushed her over. "My turn."
Her eyes tried to meet mine, but I immediately looked down. "Look at me. I like your eyes." She whispered, placing her hands on my chest.
I grabbed her wrists and pushed her away. I didn't even glance over at Sarah, I almost forgot she was there.
"Um, I should go find Bella now."
"Just forget about her!" Nicole threw her hands in the air as the other two girls began to get dressed. "How could you be thinking about her after what we just did?" I could tell Nicole was really jealous by the way her jaw was tense. I actually started to feel a little guilty as I stared at the faces of the girls in front of me. They all looked a little irritated.

"Why waste your time on her? She's a good girl, Harry. You can't have a good girl. Good girl's require a relationship. And sex isn't easy in a relationship. It requires love. You aren't capable of love. But bad girls like me? We give you sex as much as you want. We take care of your needs, no love required. Just lust. Pure, pleasurable lust...." Those words hollowed me out.

You aren't capable of love. I winced slightly when she said that.

"I've slept with good girls."

"Yeah, but they were still desperate."

"Are you saying I can only get desperate girls?" I said offended.

"That is your area of expertise." She began to dress herself, the other girls following her lead. Though I didn't see the point in them getting dressed since their dresses didn't do much covering. "The only girls you can spend your time on are hot, horny, and desperate. Like me." Was she proud in admitting her desperation? My stomach twisted in disgust.

"Besides, do you really think Belle would ever want you? She doesn't respect you or your needs! She didn't even want to come on this date with you." Nicole's voice held hints of evil, but I began to fear her words were true.

Why did I care that her words could be true?

"It's not a date." I said through gritted teeth.

"Good, because she would never want someone like you."
With that the three of them left the room. After I got dressed, I repeatedly punched into the bed.
"Do you really believe Belle would ever want you? You aren't capable of love. The only girls you can spend your time on are hot, horny, and desperate. Desperate." Nicole's words repeated in my mind.

I no longer wanted to be at this party, and it was about time to get Bella home. God, I hope she sobered up by now.

I was so frustrated I nearly punched a guy for accidentally bumping into me.
I found Bella talking with Melody, she didn't look tipsy anymore.
Bella's face hardened when she saw me approaching.
"It's time to go now." I said tightly.
"I don't want you to take me. I'll walk home."

"Fuck it, Bella. Your not walking three miles alone. I'm not in the mood to argue."

"Um, I'll see you on monday. Bye." Melody gave Bella a hug before scurrying away to a group of people.

"Let's go." I said.

"I said I'm-"

"Do you really think I'm stupid enough to let you walk home alone at this time of night?!"

"Like you care! You don't care about anyone but yourself!"

Damn, that stung.

"Lets. go." I grabbed her arm tightly to encourage her to follow me but she yelped loudly and winced when I touched her.
I know I'm strong but I didn't grab her that hard...

Bella's POV

He grabbed my arm right where my fresh cuts were. I yelped and winced without thinking.
He stopped and stared at me blankly. I could feel my heart beat faster.

He began to push up my sleeve, but I immediately slapped his hand away.

"Don't." I muttered.

He ignored me and quickly redid his action successfully. His eyes widened when he saw the cuts.

Notes

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