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Forgotten

Chapter Eight

Liams P.O.V

Getting Harry home from the hospital a few weeks ago made us all so happy and glad we could hang around him again. He didn't remember home or any of us but now he knows a lot more about us. He's always asking us questions about himself or about us. But the one question he asks the most is about Louis. He asks "who exactly is Louis? How does he know him? What's wrong with him? Why was he crying and talking about at the hospital?" We try to avoid those questions or we just answer with a simple answer.
We don't want him to worry about Louis since he might not come back. We're not sure. All we know is that he's gone. His mum told us he went to live with his real dad. Who knows when he'll return, if he does that is. We don't really want Harry to know much about Louis. Yes, it seems wrong since Louis was his best friend and boyfriend but it's too much for Harry right now. Louis would understand.
He's been gone for less than a month and yeah we miss him a lot. I don't know what made him leave but i'm guessing this has to do with Harry.
"Harry, you okay? You look sad." Harry looks up at me and shakes his head then nods.
"Well, i'm just kind of curious why you guys never actually talk to me about Louis. I just want to know some things about him."
Looking in his eyes, he was actually upset that we won't tell him.
"How about when he gets back, he'll tell you?" I can't talk to him about Louis. It doesn't feel right telling him everything. I don't even know everything that happened before the hospital. I wish Harry would get over the Louis thing and move on.
"What if he never comes back? He seemed pretty hurt that day I first met him and it was because of me, but how will we know if he doesn't return?"
I have a feeling that maybe he will come back someday. He loves Harry and wouldn't leave him behind too long.
"He will come back. He loves you and you're his best friend. He'll come back."
"Liam, is it weird to say I miss him even though I don't really remember him?" Harry misses him. Louis has to come back soon. Harry needs him. Louis needs him. Why can't he see that?
"It's not weird. Your mind may have forgot who he was, but your heart hasn't."
Louis needs Harry in these times. I don't understand how he can just leave like that. Like Harry didn't mean a thing to him. In a way we are kind of angry at Louis for leaving us behind without saying a word. He won't answer our calls or texts.
"Harry, how's school? You've been back for a week. Is everything okay?"
The look on his face made my heart hurt. He looked upset and he didn't respond for a while.
"Harry? School isn't good is it?"
He shook his head and looked as if he wanted to cry.
"These guys make fun of me a lot. They call me fag and gay but I'm not. At least I don't think I am. Then they called me even more names and it just kind of hurts me because what did I ever do to them? Why do they hate me? I guess i'm really sensative and no one is there for me except Niall. He can't be there all the time either. I just feel weak. I can't even defend myself."
I won't lie, Harry really sensative to things. Louis has always been the one to help him get through it. Harry's not a kid anymore and it's time to teach him how to fight his own battles without Louis to help him.
"Harry. Fight through this and ignore them. Don't make them be the reason for your tears. You will stand up to them. You will face them and they will, learn to leave you alone. Okay?"
"Okay. I don't need this. They won't be the reason for any of my problems anymore."
I smile at him. He's strong and he'll get through this. I won't let him give up again. We don't need that ever again.
"Liam, one more question. This has been bothering me for weeks but I didn't want to ask until now. What are these from?" He pointed at his scars. I don't know what to say to him. Do I just straight up tell him or what am I supposed to say?
"They're from bad memories. It doesn't matter anymore. Just know hopefully there won't be new ones."
One day, we'll tell him but right now's not the time. He's just innocent Harry right now but he can't be this soft all the time. He needs to learn to be strong and how to do things by himself. Then when Louis comes back, he'll be proud of Harry. Like his note said he just wanted to make Louis proud.

Notes

Late update. Apologize but I had to practice and school has me stressed. I'll update as soon as I can!
Thank you for reading c:

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5/8/14

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Thank you for reading!

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4/15/14

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4/14/14