Louis P.O.V

That voice. Harrys voice. He was awake. I look at him as he looks around confused.
"Harry." I get up and walk to him looking at his beautiful green eyes.
"Harry, love! I missed you so much! Boys, if you don't mind could we have a moment with him. We'll let you know when you can come back in. We need to speak as a family to Harry." Anne politely asks and we leave out his room.
Maybe I could convince him that everything is good. I just want things between us to be good again. I want him to forget all the bad thing in his life so he can be happy. Maybe I should stay away from him and his family, especially Robin. If he hates me there's no way he'll let me see Harry again after this. I want Robin his accept us but if he doesn't, I should stay away. It would he'll best doesn't them.
I need to get out of here. I cant handle this. I need a drink.
"Louis where're ya going?" Niall looks up at me getting up also.
"Umm. I need a drink."
"Great! I'll come with you." I didn't really want him to come with but oh well. The only thing I need is to go home. I don't like it here. I want things to go back to how they were before Harry said anything to anyone. I don't plan on going back to school until things settle down. I wonder if people notice that all of us are gone. Do they care? Probably not and i'm fine with that. I don't want people to know what happened. It will cause too much drama that's not needed. I just want things to be normal.
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We enter the food court and order food and drink. As Niall and I sit at a table and try to eat he looks at me and doesnt look at anything else.
"What?" He's creeping me out and it's bother me.
"How are ya feeling Lou?" He still seems concerned. It' nice to see that he cares but I don't feel like talking about my feelings. So I just nod my head and smile.
He shakes his face obviously displeased by my answer, "No you're not. I can tell you're fake smiling. I want you to stop blaming yourself for this. No matter what Robin says. Okay? We want you to be happy Lou."
How can I stop putting the blame on me when it is my fault. They don't understand that. I appreciate it but it's not helping at all. Hopefully Harry can't get through this and i'll be happy to be there for him through anything and everything this time. I promise I will be there for him. That's what he needs someone who loves them and will prevent them from this. I think everyone needs someone like that. From now on I will be that person he can call at 3 in the morning if he needs something. The person that will put a smile on his face when he's down. The person that will stop him from harming himself ever again. The one that will love him forever no matter what.
"C'mon Louis. Zayn just texted me that we can see Harry." He smiles at me and hugs me, "He'll still love you don't worry."
Walking down the hall was nerve wrecking. I'll get to talk to him. I'll tell him that i'm sorry and that I love him. He'll forgive me and things will be happy. I see Gemma and Anne, they don't look sad anymore. I can see the joy in them as their Harry is okay and maybe I'll have that joy too. I run to Gemmas arms and hug her tight while giving her a kiss on the cheek. She smiles and then stares at me and frowns immediately. She looks over to Anne still frowning.
"What's wrong? Did something happen?" I got even more nervous. I felt like my heart was going t explode.
"Louis! Come over here with Harry." Liam sounds happy to see him again. As i walk in the room, I bump into Robin and gives me his usual cold look. I'm not scared of him but he makes me feel so worthless. He used to like me. He loved how played football and he would come to my games with Harry but now I think that's not happening any time soon. I walk over to his bed and sit closest to him. I give him my realest smile and I imagined bringing him to my house and telling my mum about us. She would be happy I found someone I truly love and the girl would love him. All my sisters would play with his curls and they would be charmed by his beauty. What a beautiful day that could be.
"Hey Harry." He looks over to me and smiles then says hi in return.
I look at him and the pain hits me again. It's time to apologize.
"Listen Harry, I'm sorry for everything. For not being there and it hurt me so much to know that I could have lost you. These past days I didn't do anything except sit their and be lifeless. How could I be able to live with my self knowing that I caused this and I even considered disappearing. I couldn't bear with this and it was killing me inside. I'm so fucking sorry that I'm such a bad person and you really mean so much to me. I don't hate you for this Harry. I hate myself for this whole fucking thing. I wouldn't be able to look at myself and know that I triggered all of this. They say it wasn't my fault but it was. The don't know what I said to you before and the night it happened. I could have stopped this but I didn't. I'm so sorry Harry, im sorry." At this point i was in tears again. He grabbed my hand and look at me. He looks confused at everything I just said. It was like I was speaking a different language.
"Harry, I love you so much. You still love me right?" He look at the boys then back to me. He doesn't say anything back. He remains silent and i'm so impatient to hear his response.
"Harry? Say something please." I just want to know his answer. Does he still love me? I look at him and he looks confused still.
"Can I ask who you are? I don't know you do I?" He says still confused.
I can't believe this. My boyfriend doesn't remember me. I look a him and say, "I'm Louis but it doesn't matter."
"Louis wait!" I hear Liam say but instead I run out his room and run out of the hospital. From the hospital I try to find my way home. The one I love doesn't remember me. This hurts so much. To be forgotten by the one you love. I take out his note and read it again. But Harry you weren't the one who was forgotten. It was me.

Notes

I updated! I have school tomorrow and hopefully I'll be able to update soon if I don't get piles of homework.
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