Forgotten
Chapter Five
Nialls P.O.V
It's been 2 days since we told Louis. He hasn't come out of his room only to go to the bathroom. He refuses to eat and when he does it's just one or two bites. I've never seen him this way and it breaks my heart to see him like this. He won't even talk to us. He acts like we arent there. Taking care of Louis is quite a hassle since he doesn't talk to us or anything. It's really starting to worry us.
I knock on his door hoping he'll let me in, "Louis, you okay mate?"
Of course he wasnt going to answer but I still have hope that he will talk to us, even if it's just a couple of words. It hurts seeing that Louis has completely shut down. We can't even help him. He just ignores us. It's like we're not even here in his mind.
"Louis, I know you think that this is your fault but trust me It's not."
"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. THIS IS ALL MY FAULT." He finally spoke. Yelled actually.
Liam and Zayn must have heard and came running to where we were and tried to open his door and to our surprise it was unlocked.
Zayn tries to comfort him as well and hugs him, "Louis. No trust me it wasnt your fault. Stop blaming yourself."
We were trying to make him feel better but it was no use since he just broke down and cried even more.
"This is my fault. My fault that he's gone. It should have been me. Why wasnt it me instead?"
"Louis no. Stop. He's no gone. There is a chance he'll be fine. Stop it Lou." No I didnt expect that to help him very much but what else could I do. It seems like no matter what we said it didn't help him feel better.
Liams phone rings and as he leaves to answer it Louis pushes us out his room and locks it again. All we can hope right now is that he doesnt try anything while alone in his room. Louis was always the playful one and makes everything fun. It's weird to see him like this. So weak and lifeless. It's upsetting to see how badly this is affecting him. Yes, this is something hard to deal with but it's Louis. You'd never expect a spontaneous person to just shut down like this.
It's been hard for all of us and we're all just hoping for the best but we also have to expect the worst just in case. Hopefully Harrys family is doing okay. I wonder about Gemma. She's a strong girl but how do you stay strong when something like this happens and her and Harry are so close. I wish his family the best. We're all just keeping our heads up.
"Lads, Anne called. She said we can come and see him. He's not awake yet but you know just in case he doesn't pull through." Liam rubs his eyes. I know he's a strong person but the though of not pulling through just hurts him. It's not just him either. How will Louis feel about this. We'l just have to see.
"Louis ummm Anne called. She said we can visit Harry and he's not awake but the doctors said there's still a big chance he'll make it. Would you like to come?"
It's been 2 days since we told Louis. He hasn't come out of his room only to go to the bathroom. He refuses to eat and when he does it's just one or two bites. I've never seen him this way and it breaks my heart to see him like this. He won't even talk to us. He acts like we arent there. Taking care of Louis is quite a hassle since he doesn't talk to us or anything. It's really starting to worry us.
I knock on his door hoping he'll let me in, "Louis, you okay mate?"
Of course he wasnt going to answer but I still have hope that he will talk to us, even if it's just a couple of words. It hurts seeing that Louis has completely shut down. We can't even help him. He just ignores us. It's like we're not even here in his mind.
"Louis, I know you think that this is your fault but trust me It's not."
"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. THIS IS ALL MY FAULT." He finally spoke. Yelled actually.
Liam and Zayn must have heard and came running to where we were and tried to open his door and to our surprise it was unlocked.
Zayn tries to comfort him as well and hugs him, "Louis. No trust me it wasnt your fault. Stop blaming yourself."
We were trying to make him feel better but it was no use since he just broke down and cried even more.
"This is my fault. My fault that he's gone. It should have been me. Why wasnt it me instead?"
"Louis no. Stop. He's no gone. There is a chance he'll be fine. Stop it Lou." No I didnt expect that to help him very much but what else could I do. It seems like no matter what we said it didn't help him feel better.
Liams phone rings and as he leaves to answer it Louis pushes us out his room and locks it again. All we can hope right now is that he doesnt try anything while alone in his room. Louis was always the playful one and makes everything fun. It's weird to see him like this. So weak and lifeless. It's upsetting to see how badly this is affecting him. Yes, this is something hard to deal with but it's Louis. You'd never expect a spontaneous person to just shut down like this.
It's been hard for all of us and we're all just hoping for the best but we also have to expect the worst just in case. Hopefully Harrys family is doing okay. I wonder about Gemma. She's a strong girl but how do you stay strong when something like this happens and her and Harry are so close. I wish his family the best. We're all just keeping our heads up.
"Lads, Anne called. She said we can come and see him. He's not awake yet but you know just in case he doesn't pull through." Liam rubs his eyes. I know he's a strong person but the though of not pulling through just hurts him. It's not just him either. How will Louis feel about this. We'l just have to see.
"Louis ummm Anne called. She said we can visit Harry and he's not awake but the doctors said there's still a big chance he'll make it. Would you like to come?"
Notes
This isn't really a big chapter but that's all I could write right now. I'm sorry if it sucks. Next chapter to come really soon!
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