Harry.


Silence was all I ever heard from Louis lately. He rarely talks to me and when we do talk it's not an actual conversation. I miss him. I miss being able to have a conversation without him ignoring me. Did I do something wrong? Either way this has been going on for 2 weeks now surely he would have told me. Even at school he ignores me. I thought he was my best friend. The boys have noticed this as well and are as confused as I am. No one bothers Louis though, Niall said we should give him space and let him be. I don't want to but if that's what Louis wants then that's what he'll get.

Usually Louis would pick me up from my house to get to school but he is late today. Even if he is ignoring me he still picks me up. At least he doesn't act like I'm invisible all the time.

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"Do you think maybe you should confront him about this?" Emilee suggests.
Confront him? No thank you. I don't want him to think that he doesn't get some privacy.
"Maybe we should just leave him alone and wait until he's ready to talk to me again." I suggest and thought about how long it would take for him to be back to himself again.
Niall looks at me then smiles," this will be over soon Harry! Don't worry about it. He's just thinking."

I glance over to where Louis used to sit and there he was all by himself. Just eating peacefully and reading a book. He looked so lonely but yet like he didn't want to be disturbed. I felt the urged to just get up and talk to him but what if he ignores me? I want to fix whatever happened because I want to hear his lovely voice again. I want to hear his laugh, see his eyes crinkle up from smiling. I just want the normal Louis back.
I miss him.
"Niall, what if he doesn't want to talk to me ever again? I don't know what I did to make him ignore me but I don't know what to do. I don't want to bother him but I want Louis back." I felt lonely like a little tiny part of me was gone.
"Harry, just talk to him, If you want to know, just go." Liam doesn't understand how hard it is for me to do that.
I shake my head and look down at my food. I can ask him some other time, right now does't seem like the time.
Zayn gets up and starts his way to Louis as I saw wha he was doing I jumped on him to stop him,
"Zayn no! Stop what are you doing?! Don't do it no!" I say quietly so I don't make a scene.
"Harry, get off you big animal. I'm going to talk to Louis what else can we do? Nothing so let me talk to him. I was his old best friend anyway until you came."
I had to stall Zayn but how? I looked around frantically until I saw Perrie making her way over here. Right on time.
"Zayn!" She hugged him from behind and he stop looking at me and turned to Perrie.
I glanced to where Louis was at and he was beginning to leave. Now if only Perrie could distract Zayn just a little bit longer.
"I'll be right back babe, I need to talk to someone for Harry." He looks at me and panic spread across my face.
"Someone? Is it a special someone?" Perrie winked at me and I smiled.
"Louis. He hasn't been talking to any of us lately and it's kind of bother us that he's ignoring us." Zayn answered the question for me and started to walk away.
"Zayynnnn. Stop. Don't you dare." Unfortunately Zayn isn't scared of me so of course he got his way and was standing right next to Louis. I tried not to look but I desperately want to know what they're saying.
"Perrie, I saw you talk to Louis a bit earlier this week. Um, is he okay?" I had to make sure Louis was good and that nothing was happening. Best friends loo out for each other.
"Yeah, he's good. Everything's fin. I don't understand why he's ignoring you guys but he was willing to talk to me. If Zayn's talk doesnt work, would you like my help?"
I nodded, "That sounds nice, Thank you Perrie. By the way if you could also get that guy Nick to not bother me any more. He bothers me an awful lots and I dont know why? He says I know but I really don't. It kind of makes me angry." I felt weak asking for help but I wanted to be at peace.
"Of course sweetheart. He's a dick anyway. He needs a good lesson. Tell Zayn that I'm off. I have things to do. Bye curly fry" She hugged me and left as Zayn came back.
I loom at him a bit angry since he did go against my saying. He seemed pretty satisfied of himself.
I shook my head at him and sat down.
"Well? How'd it go?" I got curious whether they actually had a conversation or not.
"Well, he is okay. He just said he needs time to think and get over things. That's all he would tell me. I got upset and kind of yelled at him but he just told me to calm down and then he left."
I could see Zayn was upset about something and I want to know.
"Zayn. You seem upset what's wrong?" I ask worried. I cant see him upset it makes me upset.
"It's just Louis used to be able to tell me everything. I was there for him and he did the same but things have changed and I just miss the memories. I miss my best friend okay. Which i am now aware that he's your best friend but I was here first. Why doesnt he trust me?"

He was right. Louis told me stories about him and Zayn all the time and I've seem to have gotten in the way of their friendship. But can Louis even trust me anymore? I just want Louis back. Why is this so hard to ask a person to come back. It's the rejection. That's it. I'm going to get Louis back. He may act like i'm a stranger but that doesnt mean I can't get him back.

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