Harry

Louis had me make sure I was ready to hear everything. He didn't look comfortable and he didn't say anything for a while.
"Harry, are you sure you want to hear everything?" He didn't want to tell me. I can see it in his face. I actually wasn't even sure if I did but maybe the only reason I wanted to know was that there was a possibility it would give me some memory back.
I wanted to remember my old life. I wanted to remember everything that happened. Mainly I wanted to remember things with Louis.
I nodded at Louis," I'm positive that I want to know. It already happened. After all I have the right to know right?"


After a long time of explaining what happened before, during, and after I could see him crying and I felt terrible. This was all because of what I did and it made him feel like that. It made him feel responsible for my actions and he blamed himself. Louis explained that I was bullied but he never told me why.
"Louis there are two questions I have now. Umm why was I bullied?"
He looked up and me and smiled. Then his smile turned into a frown and he opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out.
"Well Harry people didn't like you because you decided to come out and they didn't like that. Especially your step dad. He hated you for it. And I had felt responsible because even as your boyfriend, I didn't help. What kind of a boyfriend just yells and makes his favourite person feel worse? I hated myself so much for it."
Boyfriend? I didn't expect any of this. I suspected something but I ignored them thinking it was nothing.
"Louis. Do you still love me?" I didn't expect a yes since I did give him hell. Part of me wanted him to say yes but the other part wants him to find someone who deserves him. Someone that isn't me. He deserves the best.
"Of course I still love you. After an incident back at my dads, I realized that you're the one I love. Not him. I don't want to lose you and i know you wont want me back but my heart was telling me to come with you. I never loved anyone the way I love you. I was so fucking stupid to leave. I'm sorry."
He wasn't stupid. He panicked and did what he thought was best.
'Louis don't be sorry." I got closer to him and leaned on him. It wasn't awkward but it felt comfortable. I didn't want to leave his side. I felt like I belonged next to him.
"Louis don't leave again." I put my arms around him hoping he'll feel less sad and that he'll feel comfortable with me.
He smiled at me and hugged me tightly.
"I won't."
Emmy and Niall came in both of them smiling. Niall looked estatic but he usually did. When he looked at us his smile got soft.
"You two looked comfortable. But I have something to say. I was feeling confident and now Emilee here is my girlfriend."
They were cute together and even though I was happy for him I felt a little jealous.
He looked over to Louis and asked, "What about you guys? What's going on?"
Niall meant in terms of our relationship and I was glad he asked Louis instead of me.
Louis thought for a moment before answering and I was curious because Louis never said that we broke up.
"I think for Harry's sake we will just be friends." He looked over to me for approval.
Well that would be best. I didn't want anything more. Or did I"

Notes

Hi guys!
Well since I have decided I should update more I was thinking of doing AU's because I really love them
The ones I have in mind is a peter pan louis because I adore Louis as peter pan.
Also a Fault in Our Stars one. If you guys want a different feel free to tell me!
Thanks for reading!