Louis

I was really nervous and was starting to regret coming to his house. I walked up to the door and ring the door bell. My heart is beating faster than normal and I'm getting anxious. I'll get to see him again and this time I wont run away. I want to fix things for him. I want Harry to know what true happiness is.
I heard some talking coming from inside the house and I felt as if someone kicked me in the stomach and like my heart was about to come out of my chest. It was Anne who opened the door and she just stared with an emotionless face which then turned into a really big smile.
"Oh. Louis." She hugged me really tight and kissed my cheeks several times and I could see some tears in her eyes, "Louis, I can't believe you're back. We missed you so much. Do you well are you here to see Harry?"
I nodded as Gemma came around and her eyes didn't leave my face. "Is that Louis Tomlinson? This can't be real. Louis? Wow." She laughed and hugged me too tight. She grabbed my hand and escorted my to the living room where Harry was with the boys and a girl.
They didn't see me yet and I glanced over to Harry. He looked so beautiful. Better than the last time. Something inside me wants to run to him and hold him tight because there he was, and he wasn't going anywhere soon and neither was I. Not until I get to hold the person whose life I've held together for a long time.

Harry

Niall was telling the most ridiculous story and the only thing you could hear was laughter until someone cleared their throat. Gemma came in and looked at all of us and smiled, "Everyone, look who decided to join us on this fine evening. The one and only...." She pointed to the door and he came in.
I had not seen him since that day and he was very lovely. It didn't even matter if he looked like he didn't get enough sleep, because he looked stunning. The lad who was becoming a mystery showed up and I was surprise that he actually was here.
I stood up and he looked me straight in the eye and walked over to me.
"Harry.." His eyes so blue and his face so lovely, why did I ever let him run away the first time I met him at the hospital? He put his arms around me and I did the same. This hug seemed so significant to me and something inside me feels all warm. This wasn't a normal hug that I got from others, this hug felt important and not just to Louis.
"Hi Louis." I couldn't think of anything else to say and I was feeling nervous but why?
He pulled away with tears in his eyes. I wiped them off his face and he seemed surprised.
"Harry, i um, I missed you and I decided to come back because something had to be done."
I was confused at what he meant but I asked no question. The lads came over to Louis and they all hugged him as well and exchanged some words.
"You know Louis, it's about time you came back to your senses." Niall said and this seemed to surprise everyone else. From what I know Niall would have never said something like tis but in this situation someone had to say it I guess.
"I know. I'm sorry I left for such a stupid reason. I'm sorry for being immature about it." He seemed to be really sorry but as much as I know Louis never caused any harm.
Zayn looked at Louis and asked, "What made you come back? Because how you were, you probably wouldn't have came back at all."
Louis didn't answer and Zayn wanted an answer. Louis looked uncomfortable and didn't say anything for a while.
"Look, it doesn't fucking matter. What matters is that I'm here." He finally said to Zayn.
I look at Louis and now that I can actually look at him, it's nice to adore how he is. There's something about Louis. I whispered to him that I missed him hoping that would make him feel something because he looked emotionless and I wanted to see him be happy.
He glanced at me the looked away quickly. Did he care that I missed him?
"Lads, I was hoping to talk to Harry alone for a while please." He spoke so softly that I wondered if they heard because none of them moved. It wasn't until Liam got up that everyone else did.
Emmy who was silent the whole time came up to Louis,"Hi, i'm Emmy. I'm glad you're back Louis."
And with that everyone else was gone.
For a little while none of us spoke and we just sat there.
"Do you have any questions about anything? I promised i would tell you anything you want."
I thought for a moment what was something that had been troubling me for a long time, I go it.
"Tell me everything. From before the hospital to why you left. I want no more confusion."
I was hoping he'd say yes and tell me about my life. He was my "best friend" after all.
He hesitated and thought to himself. He looked at me and nodded.
"It's your life and you have the right to know what you did to yourself to get you where you are now."
What I did to myself? So all of this is because of something I did?
I nodded and was prepared for whatever he was going to tell me. Because finally someone wont be afraid to tell me what happened.

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