Here I was, back at home! But everything fell so different
I'm feeling so alone, I want Niall by my side.
Just one day left and school starts but how should I sleep when I can't stop thinking about him.
Do he miss me too? Do he feel the same?
A few minutes later I've got a message of Niall: ' Babe I miss you so much, I'm layin' here and can't stop thinking about you! I'm looking all the time at our pictures and the videos we've took! I wish you'd be here next to me right now! Love you :*'
I started to cry. This distance kills me
I replied: ' Honey, I miss you more. I can't sleep and school starts tomorrow. I wish you'd be here just for a few minutes:( love you darling ♥'
we texted a lot and then I realized it's 2 am already. The last message I got was
' Babe you need some sleep now! But remember me and the lads will be soon there for your 17th birthday. There will be a big party! we'll celebrate yours and Harrys birthday. It's amazing coz you both have on the same day birthday! gnight my babe! love xx '

The next day

Some girls ran to me at school in the break and asked me a lot of things. It was annoying in a way but I can't change it. I was searchin' for a place just to realx! But they were anywhere.
Oh and then school finally ends. I go as fast as ever home! But how can I call this my home? alright my parents live here and I love them but Niall is part of my life too so he's my home too but he's not here :(
The next holidays will be in 3 months I can't wait so long. But good thing that my birthday is on feb,first! Can't wait to see all of them but I can't wait to see Niall again
I've got an E-mail the German magazine 'BRAVO' wants an interview with me. Oh wow how amazing I've never did this before, I'm super excited


At the interview
Paula:Hello Jessica,my name is Paula nice to meet you!
Me: Hello Paula nice to meet you too
P: how are you?
M: I'm good thanks how about you?
P: I'm fine do you know why you're here?
M: not really, wanna tell me?
P: You're in a relationship with the most hottest boy of a boyband
M: Ah c'mon I'm in a relationship with a boy named Niall
P: But he's in the boyband One Direction
M: Yeah he is but I fall in love with the boy named Niall James Horan and not the Boyband member. I love him for who he is and not his fame!
P: Some girls thought you're just with him because of his fame..
M: But I'm not. I don't need this fame. This fame can be really annoying!
P: What have you done to meet him?
M: To be honest, nothing I remeber I've got a DM on twitter and then we met and just everything happened.
P: was it love on the first sight?
M: absolute!
P: That's really cute! How is it with the distance between you and him?
M: It's really hard. We text a lot but it's not the same. I always wish I could be next to him..
P: Oh will he come next time?
M: Yeah for sure
P: when exactly?
M: I won't tell you sorry
P: I think I know he'll come for your birthday which is on feb,first
M: Why do you know my birthdate?
P: we know a lot of you, I also know you've the same birthdate like Harry. Will there be a big party?
M: Maybe
P: Thanks for spending some time here
M: bye

Back at home

I want to go now just leave school and live with Niall.
But just two days left and then there's my birthday...

Notes

Big BIrthday Party soon?
What will happen next?

Sorry for the late update. I've already school and don't have as much time.

Sorry for any mistakes or smth like that I'm from Germany and still learning
Hope u like it :) xx