Broken Hearted
Chapter 8
~Harry's POV~
I walked into my living room with a huge grin across my face. I place the keys on the table and walk over to the window. I see Arianna walking into her house with 2 other girls. I walked away from the window smiling again. I then here my phone beeping. I groan before walking over to my phone that was laying on the table when it read unknown I read the text.
Hey Harry. It's Arianna. This isn't my phone but it's my friend Graci's. You can text me if you like ;) -Unknown
I smiled widely before texting back.
Hey. That's cool maybe we could hangout sometime. - Hx
~Arianna's POV~
"Graci why did you send him that??" I yell before I could even take the phone away from her.
"Oh shut up!" Graci whines back.
"Hey! Gimme!!!" I yell.
"Ermergerd he texted back! AHHHH!" Graci screams.
"Hu what did he say?!?!" I squeal after gasping.
"He said we should hang out sometime!!!" Graci smiles. My smile and excitement immediatley turns to a frown and worry. I didn't want to hang out with him. I was too scared to get close to someone other than Graci and Bella.
"No. Say no."
"What?" Graci spats. "Why do you-"
"Say NO!!!" I suddenly yell letting my anger out. I want to hang out. But I don't. I can't let this little crush turn to something more. I can't trust him. I just met him. I decided I would have to avoid him.
"Ugh give me the phone." I snatch it out of Graci's stunned and still hands.
No we can't. Don't speak to me anymore. Sorry.- Unknown
I felt sad. I think the text was a little harsh but I can't take any chances. That is when I realized something. I don't even know why I bothered with a little crush because no one will like me back. I can't trust anybody so I can't love anybody. I let the tears fall from my eyes failing the first time from keeping them away. I instantly became angry, sad, and frusterated. I clutched the phone in my hand before swinging it across the room. The girls heads snap up and look at me then the phone. I glare at the both of them before running up to my room and slamming the door behind me. I jump onto my bed crying into the pink pillow on the side of my bed.
~Harry's POV~
I read the last message before frowning. I find it fairly awkward that she started texting me and then says that we shouldn't talk. I couldn't help the urge to learn more about her. I walked over to the couch when and sat there thinking about Arianna. After a while I slowly fell asleep uncomfortably on the couch.
~Arianna's POV~
I was quietly sobbing into my pillow when I hear a light knock on my door. I look up and manage a few words.
"Hel- Hello?"
"It's Bella." I hear her quietly say.
"C-come in."
The door knob slowly turns as she slowly walks into the black and pink room. She looks at me then frowns before looking around the room awkwardly.
"You can sit." I finally stop crying.
"Thanks... Look Graci's sorry for pressuring you to do something you didn't want to do." She says sadly.
"No no no! It wasn't her fault! I-I just was upset about the fact that I-I ugh it's just hard to explain!" I suddenly yell. It was true. I had absolutely no idea how I would explain it. Then I started thinking out loud.
"It was just the fact that I can't trust anybody anymore. I can't even have a little crush on someone without thinking they're gonna rape me or something. I will never be the same, or feel the affection of love. It just can't happen without trust. Something I will never have for anyone ever again." I hadn't realized that I said that out loud.
"I didn't know you liked Harry that much." Bella sighed.
"No! Y- UGH You're missing my point! It's not that I like specifically HIM! It's just in general that I can't fall in love without trust and that text he sent me saying he wanted to hang out well I just got scared and all these thoughts came crashing to my brain and next thing I knew, I was crying." I explain. Bella nods understandingly and I pull her in for a tight hug.
"You don't have to speak to him. Ok?" Bella smiles.
"Thanks Bella." I laugh. She walks out of the room without shutting the door leaving it wide open. I hear talking downstairs so I assumed Bella was explaining things to Graci. I smiled satisfied feeling better. Next thing I know I was out like a light.
I walked into my living room with a huge grin across my face. I place the keys on the table and walk over to the window. I see Arianna walking into her house with 2 other girls. I walked away from the window smiling again. I then here my phone beeping. I groan before walking over to my phone that was laying on the table when it read unknown I read the text.
Hey Harry. It's Arianna. This isn't my phone but it's my friend Graci's. You can text me if you like ;) -Unknown
I smiled widely before texting back.
Hey. That's cool maybe we could hangout sometime. - Hx
~Arianna's POV~
"Graci why did you send him that??" I yell before I could even take the phone away from her.
"Oh shut up!" Graci whines back.
"Hey! Gimme!!!" I yell.
"Ermergerd he texted back! AHHHH!" Graci screams.
"Hu what did he say?!?!" I squeal after gasping.
"He said we should hang out sometime!!!" Graci smiles. My smile and excitement immediatley turns to a frown and worry. I didn't want to hang out with him. I was too scared to get close to someone other than Graci and Bella.
"No. Say no."
"What?" Graci spats. "Why do you-"
"Say NO!!!" I suddenly yell letting my anger out. I want to hang out. But I don't. I can't let this little crush turn to something more. I can't trust him. I just met him. I decided I would have to avoid him.
"Ugh give me the phone." I snatch it out of Graci's stunned and still hands.
No we can't. Don't speak to me anymore. Sorry.- Unknown
I felt sad. I think the text was a little harsh but I can't take any chances. That is when I realized something. I don't even know why I bothered with a little crush because no one will like me back. I can't trust anybody so I can't love anybody. I let the tears fall from my eyes failing the first time from keeping them away. I instantly became angry, sad, and frusterated. I clutched the phone in my hand before swinging it across the room. The girls heads snap up and look at me then the phone. I glare at the both of them before running up to my room and slamming the door behind me. I jump onto my bed crying into the pink pillow on the side of my bed.
~Harry's POV~
I read the last message before frowning. I find it fairly awkward that she started texting me and then says that we shouldn't talk. I couldn't help the urge to learn more about her. I walked over to the couch when and sat there thinking about Arianna. After a while I slowly fell asleep uncomfortably on the couch.
~Arianna's POV~
I was quietly sobbing into my pillow when I hear a light knock on my door. I look up and manage a few words.
"Hel- Hello?"
"It's Bella." I hear her quietly say.
"C-come in."
The door knob slowly turns as she slowly walks into the black and pink room. She looks at me then frowns before looking around the room awkwardly.
"You can sit." I finally stop crying.
"Thanks... Look Graci's sorry for pressuring you to do something you didn't want to do." She says sadly.
"No no no! It wasn't her fault! I-I just was upset about the fact that I-I ugh it's just hard to explain!" I suddenly yell. It was true. I had absolutely no idea how I would explain it. Then I started thinking out loud.
"It was just the fact that I can't trust anybody anymore. I can't even have a little crush on someone without thinking they're gonna rape me or something. I will never be the same, or feel the affection of love. It just can't happen without trust. Something I will never have for anyone ever again." I hadn't realized that I said that out loud.
"I didn't know you liked Harry that much." Bella sighed.
"No! Y- UGH You're missing my point! It's not that I like specifically HIM! It's just in general that I can't fall in love without trust and that text he sent me saying he wanted to hang out well I just got scared and all these thoughts came crashing to my brain and next thing I knew, I was crying." I explain. Bella nods understandingly and I pull her in for a tight hug.
"You don't have to speak to him. Ok?" Bella smiles.
"Thanks Bella." I laugh. She walks out of the room without shutting the door leaving it wide open. I hear talking downstairs so I assumed Bella was explaining things to Graci. I smiled satisfied feeling better. Next thing I know I was out like a light.
Notes
Hey guys! Hope I didn't bored ya with the chapter... I just needed to update and you know. Well I will update again tomorrow and they will meet once again!!!!Arianna xooxoox <3
Updated ASAP
5/3/14