The Two Sides (Niall Horan AU Punk)

Vanessa P.O.V
Niall flung open the front door. "You gotta problem?" I asked. "None of your concern" he replied. "Niall, I miss the old you, but you probably don't care about that anyways" I said, I felt like I was gonna cry. He stared me in the eyes, "I care, I am going through a tough time right now so you're gonna have to deal with it" he said with sadness in his eyes. That was the only part of Niall that probably won't leave, he's always sensitive when it comes to me and I hope that doesn't fade away. Niall turned away from my eyes. I just stood there, staring at his back. "You probably don't care about me either." I said as I faced my back to his. He spun me so that I was facing him. Here comes the sensitive part of Niall. "Baby, I am only doing this because of the all the pressure I can't take anymore of it, I just let it out and become the bad boy" he put a finger on my chin so that I was forced to have eye contact with him. "But this is me you're talking about" I said. "I'm sorry babe but I can't change back not at this point" he said, turning back around. And there went his sensitive part for me. "Fine, call me when this whole bad boy thing is over" I said as I was going to pack. Niall just stood there with his back turned to me, frozen. I started to cry, "Face it Niall, this bad boy side of you, controls you and it hurts me to even think that I won't see the old you again" as much as I liked how hot he was with the tattoos, piercing, and bad attitude, but I wanted no scratch that I NEEDED the old Niall back. He just stood there, still like a statue with his back turned to me. I ran upstairs and started packing. I grabbed clothes, nik naks off shelves, everything that was mine. I saw the the letter Niall gave to me when we started dating. I wanted to burn it, but I didn't, I sat on the bed and started reading it.

Dear Vanessa,
Hey there princess, I was wondering how it was going. I
haven't seen you in ages. I miss you and hope Amber beat cancer. I'll be home soon, pinkie promise. I miss seeing your beautiful face so I won't be gone long.
Truly and forever yours,
Niall

He wrote that when my mother, Amber, was having cancer but she didn't beat it. She died a week after Niall wrote that. I was sobbing at this point. Niall was in the doorway. I grabbed my things and pushed him out of the way. I walked downstairs and opened the front door but Niall grabbed me. "Let me go" I yelled. "Don't leave" Niall said with tears in his eyes. "Niall it's no use, you're not gonna change for me." I said. "I probably won't but I'll try" he said, squeezing my arm harder. "Please don't leave" Niall begged. I refused. I got free and went out the door.

Notes

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