Bullied.

It was to much. I was thinking of Kendall, of Toby and of Ash. I took my computer and walked to my locker.
"Hey loser" someone screamed, I looked around and saw Kendall.
"Loser answer me" She said and laughed a bit. I took my bag and started to walk to the doors.
"Wait" She screamed and took in my arm.
"What?" I asked.
"Well.. I have a party on Friday, wanna come?" She said and smiled. Why is she inviting me?
"sure" I said.
"Well here is my address, come 8" She said and gave me a note with her address on. Then she started to walk to her lesson again. Why is she inviting me?
I walked home, it took 30 minuts I think. When I come home I walked in to the kitchen, it was a note.
Hey honey. Me and your step dad is at his parents place. We need some time alone. I call tonight and tell you more. Love mom xx.

So it's just me and Ash? Nice. I walked up to my room and looked at twitter. Kendall had write:
Handsome guy, hmmm wanna fuck.
I'm single, add me.
Well okay.... Is my brother handsome? Hahhaha nope.
"Rose are you home?" Ash screamed.
"Upstairs" I screamed back.
"Please come down" He screamed. Wow are he my mom or something. I walked down and sat down on the couch.
"So, we are alone" He said and smiled.
"Yup" I said and looked at my shoes.
"My friends is coming over on Friday" He said.
"Well I'm going to a party then so I will not be here" I said.
"A party? Are you a party girl?" He said.
"Maybe I am now?" I said.
"I'll drive you to it and home" He said.
"Yes mother" I said and laughed a bit.
"Dinner is ready about 10 minuts" He screamed from the kitchen.
"Not hungry" I screamed back.
"Are you kidding me?" He screamed back.
"Nope" I screamed back.
"You didn't eat yesterday and not today, should I drive you to the hospital?" He come in and said.
"Stop it Ash, I'm just don't hungry" I said and tried to walk up but he took my arm and pulled me back.
"Don't walk away when I'm talking to you" He said.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"Why do you not eat?" He asked, he didn't let go off my arm.
"I'm not hungry" I said.
"Say that it isn't something about the suicide" He said. I didn't answer.
"You are just thinking off yourself, do you know that? You didn't think off mom, off our step dad, off your friends and not off me... Just yourself." He said.
"Do you think it's easy to live my life? Do you really think that?" I screamed.
"What is so wrong with your life?" He screamed back.
"Well I don't know, I was bullied, I am bullied. People who don't know me hate me, people hate on me becouse nothing. People write and says to me that I'm ulgy, fat and I should take suicide!! Our step father has hitted me, mom dosen't care. And when I was going to talk to you, you where just; Shut up I'm talking to mom, How should I feel? How do I know that you don't tell your friends? Did you know that your friend Alan was triyng to rape me? No and now you don't belive in me" I screamed. The tears come from my eyes. They didn't stop, they just come.
Ash hugged me. I let go of everything, I hugged him back.
"Shhhh, I'm here. You are safe" He whispered.
"I don't wanna live this life" I cryed.
"It's not easy all the times, but I'm here for you. You know that you can tell me everything. I'm not judging you" He whispered. I cried.
"I love you little sis. Don't you ever wanna leave me again. I'm not that strong" he said and kissed my head.

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