I woke up early this day. Today I'm going to go to my new school. In my last school I was bullied so I hope this school is geting beter. I putted on this, not to much and not too little.
"Do you wanna have a ride?" My big brother, Ash asked.
"Sure" I said and took my bag and walked to his car.
"Sooo.. A new school. How does it feel?" He asked.
"Well you are never going to know becuase you didn't need to go to a new school" I said and looked out.
"Wow" He said and drived to my new school.
"Do you wanna me to pick you up after school?" He asked.
"Who do you think you are? My mother?" I said and get out of the car and walked in to the new school.
Everyone was talking and laughing. I walked and walked, where is my classroom? I looked down and when I started to walk I walked in to someone.
"Oh" I said and looked up. There was a big group of people.
"Watch out" A girl said.
"Sorry" I said and walked around them.
"Hey you" The girl screamed.
"yeah?" I said and looked at her.
"Who are you?" She asked, all her friends looked at me.
"I'm new and I'm Rose" I said and looked down.
"And your last name?" She hissed.
"Collins" I replayed.
"Well in this school we don't walk in to people okay?" She said with a evil smile on her face.
"Okay" I said.
"Walk away, I don't wanna see you" she said and laughed, no one of her friends laughed, they just looked at me. I walked away. Wow, good start at the new school.
"Excuse me?" A women said.
"Oh I'm sorry" I replayed.
"Are you Rose Collins?" she said and smiled.
"Yeah, that's me" I said and smiled a bit back.
"Come with me so can I tell you everything" she said and started to walk. I walked after then we come in to a classroom.
"Here is your computer, everyone has one. It's the way or school is working" She said and gave me the computer.
"Thank you" I said.
"So today you just have two lessons, just becuse it's a new year you know" She said and laughed a bit.
"Now you are going to be here and your next lesson are you going to have a floor down, if you look at the doors it's standing digits, you are going to look after 8" She said and smiled, I just nobbed.
"Do they have any specific locations or something?" I asked.
"No, sit where you want to" She said and smiled.
"So the class should come in like five minuts, you can start you computer" she said and smiled.
I started the computer and it worked really good. I looked at the door and people come in, a boy looked at me and then he talked to his friends and they started to laugh, did I do something?
I saw the girl I walked in to and her friends come in. She said something and looked at me, hmm good start.
The boy I saw sat down next to me.
"Hello" He said and smiled.
"Hey" I said and looked down on my computer.
"Do you like your computer?" He asked.
"Yeah" I replayed and closed it.
The teacher started to talk, no one was listening. So the first lesson was really fast and I just have one more lesson to survive then I can go home.
"Hey you again" The boy said.
"Hey" I said back.
"What's your name?" He asked and smiled, I looked at the girl I walked in to and she snickered, why?
"Rose" I said qick.
"Hey don't walk so fast" He said, he took my arm and pulled me back, then he pulled me in to the lockers. He was trying to kiss my neck, I tried to pull him of me but he was to strong.
"Stop it" I said and tried to pull him of me.
"Oh love, you and me are going to have fun" He said and laughed.
"Stop it" I said. Just a few seconds later someone come and pulled him of me.
"She said stop" The guy said.
"Well, what are you going to do? Fuck her Styles?" He said and smiled.
"Go away" 'Styles' said and they other guy walked away. 'Styles' come to me and said.
"We aren't friends, don't tell anyone" And he walked away. I don't wanna be friend with you so....
I walked to my next lesson, it was nice, but no one was talking to me...
When it was done I started to walk home, cars where driving. A car drived next to me and the girl I walked in to screamed at me.
"Do you wanna have ride? HA! You can't keep going bitch" and the car drived away. She has problem.
When I come home I walked up to my room and took my computer and looked at twitter, I found the girl I walked in to. She has write:
A girl just walked in to me, haha idiot.
I don't like her, nobody should like her.
New girl, if you read this.. I don't like you so don't come to close.
Why where she writing so mean things? I haven't done something to her.
I looked out from my window, I was trying to open it but it was locked. I thing my new dad did it.
For a few weeks ago I tried to take my life, but my brother saved me and now my mother is crying every day and her new father is so angry at me.
I closed my computer and sat down in my bed, I looked at my arms, cuts everywhere. I don't think my brother now. He is like.. To much.
My door opened and I looked up. Brother.
"Hey" He said and sat down next to me.
"What?" I said.
"How was the new school?" He asked.
"Good" I lied.
"Someone as I should hit?" He said and lauged.
"Can you go?" I asked.
"Why?" He asked.
"Cuse I don't wanna have you here" I said and pointed at the door. He took my arm and pulled up my sweather.
"No" I said and tried to pull it down.
"Don't" He said and looked in to my eyes. He pulled up my sweather. He just sat there and looked at it.
"No...no....no..." He said and walked around the room.
"I said no" I said and looked down.
"You are a idiot, Rose. seriously!" He screamed.
"And you are stupid, go out!" I screamed back.
"It was me, who tried to take suicide" He said and looked at me.
"Well right now I'm not so good that you come" I said.
"Have you looked at our mom?" He said and walked close to me.
"Ofcurse I have" I screamed.
"And, this is just becuse you where going to do it but I SAVED you, just think who she would be if you really did it" He hissed irritably.
"Well then you could be the favorite child" I screamed.
He looked in to my eyes and then he slapped me hard on my cheek. A tear come from my eye.
"Don't say something like that again. I would never live with my self if I don't saved you" He said and tried to hug me but I walked away.
"Go, I don't wanna see you more" I said and looked away. He looked at me a few secounds and then he walked out.

Notes

Are Rose and Ash going to be 'Good' again? And Rose mother is she going to be okay?
All the things Rose read on Twitter...

I hope you all liked this first chapter. And sorry for my English I'm from Sweden and still learning. Love xx.