Alison was almost certainly sure that after ending things with Harry he would be going back to Katy and she was rather surprised when she found her crying in the bathroom after the last gig in Stockholm. She froze on her feet at the sight when she opened the bathroom door and didn't know what to do.

"Just come in please," Katy said between sobs so Alison stepped in and closed the door after her. Katy picked up some tissues from her bag and dried her face before meeting Alison's eyes.

"Did he do the same to you?" she asked surprisingly and Alison didn't know what to say.

"Well um-"

"Did he hook up with you for months and then just out of the blue told you he didn't want you anymore?" her voice broke at the end and another wave of sobs shook through her.

Alison didn't know what to do. She stood there staring at her while opening and closing her mouth. Trying to find something to say. Eventually she just walked over to her and placed her hand on her back while she was leaning her hands against the sink sobbing violently.

"It's going to be okay," she said while petting her hair. She had no idea how she had gotten herself in the situation but she tried her best to comfort her. At the same time she felt herself getting angrier towards Harry.

"T-thank you," Katy said after a while, straightening her back and smiling at Alison weakly. Alison gave her a small smile before walking out of the bathroom. The boys had already left the arena so she couldn't let her anger out at Harry until tomorrow. She had flight to catch as they were heading to Finland so she had to go back to the bus to pack everything she needed.

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"Ready to go?" Josh asked from the doorway of the bus as Alison was trying to carry her rather heavy backbag on her shoulder. The buses were heading to Poland where the boys would have their next gig after visiting Finland so Alison had packed just the necessities for the next day. She had still difficulties carrying her stuff though.

"Let me help you," Josh said rolling his eyes after looking at Alison for a while. She smiled at him gratefully even though she heard Josh muttering something about women and their lots of clothes under his breath. But she needed something to wear during the day time and then during the concert and if she was going to experience the night life of Helsinki she needed another outfit to wear then. Right?

Alison had been really pleased to find out that Josh was taking the same flight as her. Lou and the boys had taken an earlier flight and she didn't really know the rest of the band or the team so well and besides she had found herself enjoying Josh's company the last few weeks. It almost seemed like he was the only one who had noticed something was up with her and he kept making sure she was okay. So after he helped her to get her bag in the waiting cab she gave him a side hug and smiled at him warmly before they got inside and said goodbye to Stockholm.

The clock neared 1am when they were finally seated in the plane and it was about to leave. During the one hour flight Alison was too tired to say anything while Josh kept talking about nothing in particular and Alison just sometimes hummed in approval or nodded her head at him.

"You haven't been listening to me am I right?" Josh asked after the plane has landed and they were heading towards the cab that was waiting for them.

"I'm sorry I'm just really tired that's all," she said, giving him a smile.

"It's okay. At least you're getting your own room because I'm sharing with Niall and he announced me that he'd be having a party there," Josh rolled his eyes before greeting the driver and handing their bags to him.

"Heyy I don't wanna be left out of any fun," Alison pouted her lip.

"Okay party animal but get in the car now," Josh held the door open for her and she showed her tongue at him before getting in. Josh laughed loudly and she smiled at herself. They just got along well and she liked him a lot.

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Alison's night was cut before it even started as she fell asleep in the car. Josh woke her up and helped her in her hotel room and she couldn't remember when was the last time she had been this tired. The tour was clearly affecting her already. Josh was just leaving when she realized her limbs weren't working and she needed help to get her skinny jeans off.

"You have to be fucking kidding me," Josh said when she asked him for help but she knew he liked it. She lied on the bed while Josh pulled her jeans off while she was laughing like a maniac. When her jeans were finally on the floor after a lot of struggling Josh just stopped to stare at her in the eyes. In other situation she would have felt exposed in front of him but now she was too tired to care.

"Thanks. You're a good pal," she smiled at him and she wasn't sure if she imagined it but it looked like Josh's face fell a little at her words before he gave her a small smile.

"Okay," he said turning his gaze away from her and letting out a breath. "I need to go now. Niall's probably waiting for me. Good night Alison."

Alison mumbled a good night to him before he left and then got comfortable under the blankets, closing her eyes. But after a few minutes of trying to fall asleep she started to hear noises from the hallway. She tried to ignore them at first but the yelling and laughing just got louder and louder. After a while of twisting and turning on the bed she stood up and tried to find clothes in the dark room as she was wearing just a t-shirt and knickers.

She quickly put on sweatpants she found from her bag and made her way out of the room. The hallway was empty when she looked around but in the end she saw a door that was open and heard some music from there.

"What the fuck is happening here," she muttered to herself but jumped when she heard a low voice next to her.

"I was just gonna say the same," she turned around and saw Harry rubbing his eye with his hand while holding the door handle with his other and wearing just a pair of boxers. She couldn't help but let her eyes wander over his torso before meeting his sleepy eyes. He looked so cuddly in his sleepy state. But she shook her head a little to clear it.

"Great. So our rooms are next to each other," she said it more to herself but he apparently heard.

"Yeah Lou wanted to switch with me," he said while letting out a yawn. He didn't really realize his words but it hit him when he saw the expression on Alison's face.

"I see," she said. Lou had been the only one to notice the tention between Alison and Harry at their dinner in Stockholm and she had been giving them weird looks. Alison knew Lou just meant well and wanted them to sort it out but she really didn't want to sort it out with Harry. Actually she didn't want anything to do with him and now her room was just next to his.

Just great.

Notes

I don't know if I'm happy with the way this turned out....posted it still! and I had to cut this to two parts because otherwise it'd had been too long. here ya go.


what do you think of Josh? does he have feelings for Alison or somethinggg?




and thank you for reading! please leave a comment or rate and subscribe! gonna post the other part tomorrow. love ya xxx