The Lovers
Home Sweet Home
Kay's P.O.V:
My flight landed a few hours ago and I did what any heartbroken girl would do the second I walked into the door of my apartment.I cried my eyes out like a little bitch. Sami had called right before my flight took off. I tried to make it sound like I wasn’t crying but I guess I didn’t do a good job. One second I had picked up and said hello and the next, I was being hung up on.
After that, I had to turn my phone off, so as not to interrupt the flight. I was gonna miss my friends for the duration of the tour but Liam… he would be the death of me. Dying of a broken heart is totally possible.
I didn’t bother unpacking. I just turned my phone back on, grabbed a pint of ice cream, changed, and turned on A Walk to Remember. I was already crying my eyes out before it even started.
Written in these walls are the stories that I can’t explain…
I leave my heart open but it stay right here empty for days…
I quickly picked up my phone, trying to avoid Liam’s part. Note to self: change ringtone.
“Hello?” I asked, choking back sobs.
“Guys! I got her! She picked up!” I heard Val scream.
“Kay, where the hell are you?” Sami asked, sounding a bit flustered.
“Home.” I said, pausing the movie.
“You went home?” Rachel asked, as if she was ready to cry.
“Yes.” I gave short answers, not wanting them to know how hurt I was.
“Why?” Hannah asked. I heard Lou talking in the background.
“Because.”
“Kay, come back to us!” He screamed through the receiver.
“Move back, Lou! This is serious.” Val scolded.
“I am serious! Liam’s been nothing but a pain in my arse all week! He’s such a downer!” Lou said.
“I left because… because it hurt too much to stay. You guys will be fine without me. Enjoy the tour, Lou and tell the boys I said good luck, please.” With that, I hung up and turned my phone off. I just couldn’t handle all the talk, right now. I just needed everyone to let me cry in peace.
I stared at the screen, once it was playing again. Why can’t someone love me like that? I didn’t mean it to be that bad when I first agreed to it.
“Kay, I need a favor.” Danielle said, as soon as I opened my door. I looked behind me, making sure my parents were still asleep.
“Um… okay. Come on in.” I said, pushing the door open wider. I ran my hands through my curls, closing the door behind her.
“I have a problem.” She said, sitting on my living room couch.
“Yeah? What is it?” I had just gotten out of the hospital two and a half weeks ago. I was an avid dancer, and when I got a call back to be a back-up dancer for my favorite band, One Direction, I was extra excited. But, somehow, a peanut got into my ice cream at Dairy Queen and I suspected it was Danielle. She was the only person there and I specifically ordered no peanuts. It wasn’t hard to tell I was a bit upset with her. I missed my audition because of her. She got that spot, too.
“Liam broke up with me.” Oh, yeah, and she also started dating my favorite member of the band, Liam Payne.
“Why is that bad?” I asked, feeling impatient as I sat next to her.
“Because… I’m pregnant.” I gasped, loudly but she kept talking. “When I told him, he broke up with me.” She said. I didn’t want to believe my idol would do something like that, but famous or not, he was a guy and that’s what they did.
“Serious?” I asked, my hand covering my mouth,
“As a heart attack.” She replied, rubbing her stomach. That was a lot to take in…
“Well, what could I do to help?” I asked, confused as to what she wanted me to do.
“I want you to be around him. I can get you all the access you need but I need you to get close to him and make it seem like you’re dating and I’ll make it seem like we still are. Then, people will think he’s cheating on me.”
“But, Dani, that would ruin his reputation.” I said.
“I know… but then he’d have to talk to me about it and I can talk him out of leaving me and his baby behind.” She said, pleading with me.
“I— I don’t know about this… I can’t just ruin someone’s life like that. Especially not in the public eye.” I played with my hands, not wanting to meet her eyes.
“Fine. Fine, don’t help me then. I thought you wouldn’t want your Godson growing up without a father, but I guess I was wrong. Some friend you are.” She got up to leave and I momentarily forgot to be mad about her possibly poisoning me. When she reached the door, I spoke up.
“I’ll do it. I— I’ll help you…” I didn’t know I’d regret it so much.
God, how could I have been so stupid? I stood up fast, knocking my blanket off of me.
I had completely lost myself. I paced around my living room, knocking things over and crying. I just… I was stupid, it was a mistake, why couldn’t he see that? Why couldn’t he see that I was trying? I had tried to keep myself from falling for him… but obviously, that didn’t work. I smacked the wall, wishing I could have put a hole through it, but that wouldn’t make my landlord very happy.
All at once, my energy drained. I pressed my back against the wall and slid down into a sitting position, with my knees pulled up to my chest. How did we ever get here? How did I become one of those girls? I used to think I was beautiful, inside and out, no matter what. Now… I felt like the paps. I felt like I was scum and I just wanted to die. I wanted all the pain to stop. It felt like someone had reached into my chest and was squeezing my heart, trying to crush it. And it was all Danielle’s fault. That bitch was going to pay for what she did to me. Everything she did to me.
The tears were steadily streaming down my face, by the time I heard my house phone ringing. I got up and slowly walked over to it. I stared at it for a moment before ripping the cord out of the wall. I flipped off the TV and went into my room, slamming the door as if anyone could hear it. I laid down on my bed, stretched out as far as I could get.
What if I ended it all now? What if I just… jumped off a roof or overdosed? Would that relieve the pressure off my wounded heart? I was like a firefly trapped in a jar. My light dimmed with every second that I suffocated. I couldn’t kill myself. I had too many things to do. Tomorrow, I would fix things with my parents. And then I’m gonna talk to Kasey. But one word repeated in my head over and over. I didn’t understand why all this had to happen to me.
“Why?” I whispered, talking to no one in particular before drifting into a nightmare filled sleep.
My flight landed a few hours ago and I did what any heartbroken girl would do the second I walked into the door of my apartment.I cried my eyes out like a little bitch. Sami had called right before my flight took off. I tried to make it sound like I wasn’t crying but I guess I didn’t do a good job. One second I had picked up and said hello and the next, I was being hung up on.
After that, I had to turn my phone off, so as not to interrupt the flight. I was gonna miss my friends for the duration of the tour but Liam… he would be the death of me. Dying of a broken heart is totally possible.
I didn’t bother unpacking. I just turned my phone back on, grabbed a pint of ice cream, changed, and turned on A Walk to Remember. I was already crying my eyes out before it even started.
Written in these walls are the stories that I can’t explain…
I leave my heart open but it stay right here empty for days…
I quickly picked up my phone, trying to avoid Liam’s part. Note to self: change ringtone.
“Hello?” I asked, choking back sobs.
“Guys! I got her! She picked up!” I heard Val scream.
“Kay, where the hell are you?” Sami asked, sounding a bit flustered.
“Home.” I said, pausing the movie.
“You went home?” Rachel asked, as if she was ready to cry.
“Yes.” I gave short answers, not wanting them to know how hurt I was.
“Why?” Hannah asked. I heard Lou talking in the background.
“Because.”
“Kay, come back to us!” He screamed through the receiver.
“Move back, Lou! This is serious.” Val scolded.
“I am serious! Liam’s been nothing but a pain in my arse all week! He’s such a downer!” Lou said.
“I left because… because it hurt too much to stay. You guys will be fine without me. Enjoy the tour, Lou and tell the boys I said good luck, please.” With that, I hung up and turned my phone off. I just couldn’t handle all the talk, right now. I just needed everyone to let me cry in peace.
I stared at the screen, once it was playing again. Why can’t someone love me like that? I didn’t mean it to be that bad when I first agreed to it.
“Kay, I need a favor.” Danielle said, as soon as I opened my door. I looked behind me, making sure my parents were still asleep.
“Um… okay. Come on in.” I said, pushing the door open wider. I ran my hands through my curls, closing the door behind her.
“I have a problem.” She said, sitting on my living room couch.
“Yeah? What is it?” I had just gotten out of the hospital two and a half weeks ago. I was an avid dancer, and when I got a call back to be a back-up dancer for my favorite band, One Direction, I was extra excited. But, somehow, a peanut got into my ice cream at Dairy Queen and I suspected it was Danielle. She was the only person there and I specifically ordered no peanuts. It wasn’t hard to tell I was a bit upset with her. I missed my audition because of her. She got that spot, too.
“Liam broke up with me.” Oh, yeah, and she also started dating my favorite member of the band, Liam Payne.
“Why is that bad?” I asked, feeling impatient as I sat next to her.
“Because… I’m pregnant.” I gasped, loudly but she kept talking. “When I told him, he broke up with me.” She said. I didn’t want to believe my idol would do something like that, but famous or not, he was a guy and that’s what they did.
“Serious?” I asked, my hand covering my mouth,
“As a heart attack.” She replied, rubbing her stomach. That was a lot to take in…
“Well, what could I do to help?” I asked, confused as to what she wanted me to do.
“I want you to be around him. I can get you all the access you need but I need you to get close to him and make it seem like you’re dating and I’ll make it seem like we still are. Then, people will think he’s cheating on me.”
“But, Dani, that would ruin his reputation.” I said.
“I know… but then he’d have to talk to me about it and I can talk him out of leaving me and his baby behind.” She said, pleading with me.
“I— I don’t know about this… I can’t just ruin someone’s life like that. Especially not in the public eye.” I played with my hands, not wanting to meet her eyes.
“Fine. Fine, don’t help me then. I thought you wouldn’t want your Godson growing up without a father, but I guess I was wrong. Some friend you are.” She got up to leave and I momentarily forgot to be mad about her possibly poisoning me. When she reached the door, I spoke up.
“I’ll do it. I— I’ll help you…” I didn’t know I’d regret it so much.
God, how could I have been so stupid? I stood up fast, knocking my blanket off of me.
I had completely lost myself. I paced around my living room, knocking things over and crying. I just… I was stupid, it was a mistake, why couldn’t he see that? Why couldn’t he see that I was trying? I had tried to keep myself from falling for him… but obviously, that didn’t work. I smacked the wall, wishing I could have put a hole through it, but that wouldn’t make my landlord very happy.
All at once, my energy drained. I pressed my back against the wall and slid down into a sitting position, with my knees pulled up to my chest. How did we ever get here? How did I become one of those girls? I used to think I was beautiful, inside and out, no matter what. Now… I felt like the paps. I felt like I was scum and I just wanted to die. I wanted all the pain to stop. It felt like someone had reached into my chest and was squeezing my heart, trying to crush it. And it was all Danielle’s fault. That bitch was going to pay for what she did to me. Everything she did to me.
The tears were steadily streaming down my face, by the time I heard my house phone ringing. I got up and slowly walked over to it. I stared at it for a moment before ripping the cord out of the wall. I flipped off the TV and went into my room, slamming the door as if anyone could hear it. I laid down on my bed, stretched out as far as I could get.
What if I ended it all now? What if I just… jumped off a roof or overdosed? Would that relieve the pressure off my wounded heart? I was like a firefly trapped in a jar. My light dimmed with every second that I suffocated. I couldn’t kill myself. I had too many things to do. Tomorrow, I would fix things with my parents. And then I’m gonna talk to Kasey. But one word repeated in my head over and over. I didn’t understand why all this had to happen to me.
“Why?” I whispered, talking to no one in particular before drifting into a nightmare filled sleep.
Notes
A/N: Heyyy guys... soooo that was sad :( but all is needed. Anyway, the song for this chapter is When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne. I looove you all and I can happily say thank you for our 24 votes and please try and get us to a 10 rating <3On a lighter note...
Hehe Louis... Dat ass doeee <3 love you Lovers -Kay
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