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Four days.Four days ago,she heard that her boyfriend died.Four days ago was the last time she said a word.The once so talkative and lifely young girl was quiet.All tries to cheer her up by her friends and family failed.She didn't leave her apartement since four days.Sitting on the couch,looking at the ceiling,dreaming about the good times she had with him.
He was hers and she was his.But she did nothing but made him walk into the arms of his murderer.How dared she saying so many bad things to him?
Their fight was so unnecessary and she did nothing but make him die.

She was not talking to anyone for four days now.She was not crying,she felt no emotion.
She is empty.And she knows it.She knows,he was the reason why she was still alive today but was not even thankful.She made him die.She keeps everything bottled up,pretending he never existed thinking it could maybe let her sleep at night.

She killed him.

The first sentence that comes into her mind when she wakes up

She killed him

The last sentence she hears when she goes to sleep

Sleep.

More a personal horror show.Seeing his face,his lips,hearing him laugh with those big bright,shining eyes of his,makes her want to rip her heart out.She doesn't get any rest.

She's staying in her room.In their room.Wearing his shirt,his jeans,smelling his cologne.

She sits at the edge of the bed,softly touching the soft fabric of her boyfriends jeans.
His favourite.His overwashed old blue jeans

That's the jeans he wore when he first saw her

Flashback

'Stop it please' She begs,but the girls don't stop kicking her in her stomach

'Please.' She coughs,blood coming out of her mouth

'Awww do you really think I'd even slightly give a shit' Tiffany spats,taking Mary by her hair

'Look at her!' Zoe says from behind before spitting in Mary's face

'The ugly one in her filthy clothes.How dare you even entering this school' Zoe says again

'We are the queens and you are the slave.Don't you ever forget where you belong' Mandy says,smirking

'Say it!'

'I'm ..I'm the slave and...and you're the queens' Mary coughs out,crying harder with every word

'I hope you remember that you worthless piece of shit' Tiffany says again,before smashing Mary to the floor

'Go back to Africa where you belong slave!' Mandy says,making Tiffany laugh harder,before running away.

Mary slowly stands up and stumbles to the door,almost falling down again

She was used to it.Used to the fuck they're saying every day.Used to the names they gave her.
Used to the things they do to her.But she's just too afraid to say anything.She's too afraid to defend herself.Although she,for sure could.She's a great fighter but makes herself smaller than she is.

'Shit' She hears someone cursing but decides to ignore it and carrying on her way home

'You need help' Some boy she doesn't know says as he helps her up

'No,no it's ok.I don't worth it anyway' She says and tries to walk again but fails miserably

'Stop saying that.I'll help you' He says and she goes with him to his car.She's too exhausted to care who this is.And even if it's a murderer and he'll kill her,he'd just make her wish come true.

'What happend to you?' He asks,while driving

'Nothing' She mumbles not even looking at him once

After some more mintutes,they end up before a big mansion which you could even compare to a castle

'This is..huge' She whispers and the boys who's name she doesn't even know helps her out.

'Yeaah it is indeed' He says and they walk in

She actually wants to look how his house looks from the inside but she collapses at the doorway.So without saying anything he carries her up,into his room.

'Hey wake up' He whispers softly,shaking her lightly

'Am I dead?' She asks,her head spinning

'You're just in my bedroom.'

'Oh..Ok'

'We need to clean your wounds' He says and she looks at him confused

'Why are you doing that?' She asks.

'Let me just help you,okay?' He asks as he sits her down on a chair

She looks at him suprised not knowing what to say.

But she has the feeling that this was just the beginning

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