Protector

Destiny's POV

I walked down the street to the gym for the 4th time sense I started training there. Yep it's Sunday the day I get to show what I can do. Zayn's a really nice guy by the way he looks all big and bad but really he's just a sweet guy. That is until you piss him off.

Harry is nice too, flirty at times but he is nice. He can be pushy sometimes bit that's just his job, to push people to do better.

I still haven't figured out who that guys is yet, that I bumped into a couple days ago. But I will, eventually I will remember, I always do.

But I haven't got to know Niall or Liam, Liam is the guy Harry was talking to the other day. There both pretty hot but Niall is to sweet to have me as a girlfriend I would drive him up a wall if we ever hooked up, and Liam I don't know why but he seems like he is the protective brother I never had.

Yeah I have a brother but he would rather hit my head off a car door 3 times and then just walk away then save my from some idiot on the street. In fact I have no doubt he would open that same idiots car door and shove me in the car and then leave me there. Yeah that sounds just like him. He's 21 and a drop out. He has no job or money nor girlfriend so it's not like he try's to be clean. Has no drivers license, but he has a car. So basically he's a couch potato living in my moms house.

I have my drivers license but I don't have a car and Dustin, my brother, won't let me borrow his. And I like walking better, it makes me feel like I'm getting something done. Not sure why it just does.

But anyway I'm almost there yaaaay! Oh no I lied I am here! We'll that was fast. I'm glad too, I don't want to die today.

I stepped into the gym and it smelt like rubber and sweat. I inhaled deeply getting used to that smell and started to love it. The smell remodels me of Zayn, not because he smelled like it but just because this was his gym and everything.

I walked into the girls locker room which I have made my own personal place to relax for a little before and after working out. I cleaned a bit every day before and after working out so it's mostly clean now. But I still find the occasional tampon somewhere. I cleaned the shower that I used as best I could without proper cleaning supplies.

I stood in the changing room I used everyday and stripped from my clothing, excepted for my blue underwear. I put a white sports bra on along with some yoga shorts and a light blue tank top on to make my black shorts. I don't even do yoga!

I put my skinny jeans, pink shirt and my bra in my duffle bag that was outside the door of my changing room and grabbed my bottle of water, iPhone and headphones.

I walked out into the main area and saw no one, I looked to my left where the treadmills were and there was no one in sight. To my right were the punching bags and I saw someone in black gym shorts with tattoos all over him, yep that's Zayn alright.

I walked over to him and stood beside him. He was punching a small bag attached to the ceiling.

"Hey" I say smiling and leaning up against the wall to the right of me.

He stopped to look at me and smiles, "Hey, you ready to train for real?" He says looking at me and unwrapping his hands from the cloth that was wrapped around his palms and knuckles.

I nodded, "yeah, I'm ready whatever you got I can handle. I hope" I say lowering my voice while saying that last part.

He chuckles, "you'll do fine" he reassured me, even though I didn't quite believe him. I'm not going to lie I'm nervous as fuck! What if I fuck up and do something stupid or look like a retard? Then I'm going to be like all the other girls that ever set foot in this place kicked out. And I really don't want to be kicked out that would be so embarrassing!

"You alright you look like your about to get sick?" He asked pulling me out of my thoughts.
I gulped hard and nodded, not trusting my voice for reassurance. He nodded back and motioned for me to follow him as he walked over to a big machine looking thing and it had a bag like the one he was punching, but more stable

He turned a switch and it lit up. A screen that was on the machine lit up with a '000' on it and it had all these light in it blinking on and off as I started at it.

"This will tell me how hard you can punch. You punch the bad and it will give you the force of the punch on the screen in pounds." He said leaning age stead the red walls of the machine.
"Ok and I'm going to punch it" I said looking at the bag rather than him.

"Yep you ready?" He said pushing a button on the side and looking back at me. I looked at the bag and then Zayn I took my headphone and phone out and started to play music. I skipped many songs till I found one that pumped me up a lot. Found it.

'I hate everything about you' by Three days grace, played in my ears as I looked at the punching bag. I looked at Zayn out of the cormorant of my eye and I saw he was just standing there looking at me, studying me, like he was seeing how I worked as I tried to get fired up for this shit.

I turned the music up louder and I'm sure Zayn could hear the music now and I looked back at the bag. I thought of the one person, the one thing that could only get me angry like nothing else. I looked down at the. Ground and shut my eye tight, trying to get a face but got nothing but a black picture.

My attacker from that night I was walking home with no one with me. I was drunk and walking home alone yes I was so drunk I thought that it was a good idea at the time.

I looked back at the punching bag music blaring in my ears, Zayn looked at me noticing I was getting mad at something but he just didn't know what. I looked over at him and he looked back at me and he saw my hurry in my eyes. He stopped leaning on the thing and I looked back at the bag trying to get a face for my attacker for that dreadful night.

I thought hard and finally I got something it was a bit hazy but I could at least get a few details. There head was the punching bag now and I recognized them.

I-it-it was the guy. The guy I bumped into the other day at this exact building. All the memorize came flooding back to me he had been drink also and he had done the unthinkable to me.

I became enraged at the face on the bag and I punched it. Hard. Like really hard. I lots all feeling in my hand and I lost it.

I started to cry, all the hurt sadness and sorrow came back at this moment and I couldn't stand it. I forgot all about Zayn and how he was standing there watching me.

My legs became weak, my knee buckled under my body and I fell to the ground with a thud. My vision became more blurry. But I could tell Zayn was at my side on his knees asking me if I was Ok but I couldn't answer I was crying to hard.

But I was making no sounds I was silent crying. I couldn't handle the pain I felt right at this moment. I didn't have the strength to pull myself together. Last thing I remember was looking at the screen on the machine and seeing red flickering lights that were to blurry to read, then everything went black...

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I woke up with Zayn above me I had a massive head ache and the light burnt my eyes, even more then they were already burning from my tears.

I had finally adjusted to the light and I was looking at Zayn, who was holding my body in his lap. He was sitting cross legged and looking down at me. He held an ice pack up to my head and it soothed my throbbing skull. But it still hurt quite a lot.

"Hey, how are you feeling?" He asked smiling down at me. I looked up at him and looked around no one was here still that I could tell anyway.

"Like shit" I said rubbing my head and I started to sitting up but Zayn pushed me back down with his hand on my stomach.

"No, just lay down you've been out for a while." He said looking in my eyes as if he was searching for something in my mind.

"How long is a while?" I asked looking into his brown eyes right back they were so big and I just wanted to look into them all day.

He looked down at me sadly and opens his mouth, "almost 2 hours."
Oh my god!

"What? That can't be." I say shaking my head. But it made my head ache worse and I winced in pain. I pulled the ice pack that Zayn was still holding, harder against my head to sooth the pain more.

"Yeah you went down and you past out for the last an hour and some minutes. I was worried you would be out for a while so I got an ice pack from the freezer in my office and I got some water." He said stroking my hair with his thumb.

I looked back up at him and I smiled. His face was so flawless, I honestly can't spot one single flaw on his face. It's just so perfectly made.

I didn't think he would say anything about me staring but he did, "Why are you looking at me like that?" He said smiling down at me and letting me take the ice pack so he can move my hair out of my face.

"I don't know.." I said breathless as I looked into his gorgeous eyes, as they were starting back at mine.

"Well there has to be a reason" he said making a face of satisfaction.

I was about to say something, but I remembered why I passed out in the first place. I froze remembering what happened that night all over again. I looked out into the distance and just started at the ceiling replaying what had happened that night in my mind.

"Destiny?" Zayn questioned as he turned my head to the side so he could look me in the eyes.

"What happened? What did you pass out?" He said, concern filled his voice to the brim.
I snapped out of it and then looked back at him, a tear trailing down my left cheek. He wiped it away with his free thumb, his other one was still stroking my hair light long giving me a sense of comfort.

"What happened to you love?" He said making a sad face at me and the fact he just called me 'love' was just so sweet I wanted to just hug him for a long time but I don't think I was going anywhere until I told Zayn what happened to me, to make me pass out.

"I-I-ugh....." I was at a lost for words right now I didn't know how to tell him. I couldn't just say 'Hey! One time I was walking home and I got attacked by someone who goes to your gym!' It doesn't work like that.

Then I got an idea. "Where's my phone?" I asked looking at him with sad eyes.
He looked to him right and grabbed my phone off the floor and gave it to me. I looked for my music app and taped it.

I tapped a song, I was never really good with words so this is the perfect solution
"What are yo-?" Zayn began bit I interrupted him, "Just listen." He nodded and waited for what would be the sound of 'Holy Water'by Big 'N' Rich. (A/N, listen to the song as you read to get the full a affect:)

The music started and he listened as I sat there, looking at my hands, that we're holding my phone.

"Somewhere there's a stolin' halo,

I used to watch her wear it well,

everything would shine where ever she would go,

but looking at her now you'd never tell,

someone ran away with her innocents,

a memory she can't get out of her head,

and I can only imagine what she's feelin' when she's prayin' kneelin' at the edge of her bed!......

The song went on and I cried softly in Zayn's lap. He held me tight still listening to the music. I balled in his bare chest as he rubbed my back which gave me more comfort.

"I'm so sorry" he says looking at me now and running his thumb over both my cheeks, removing the tears from the skin.

"It's not your fault I was an idiot" I said shaking my head and putting it down not looking at his face.

"Hey it is not your fault, do not blame yourself for what happened." He said making me looking in his eyes by holding my face with both of his hands.

"I'm sorry.." I said looking back down and crying more into his chest as he tried to comfort me again. For the most part it worked.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked lifting my chin with one of his hands, looking me in the eyes.

"I would, j-just to get it out b-but, I don't know if-f I can.." I shuddered, trailing off on that last part.

"It's Ok, we can stay here for the next 3 days if that's what it takes. I want to know why someone as beautiful as you could be so sad and broken." He said and I lost it again bit I silent cried instead of sobbing loudly. Those were the kindest words anyone has ever said to me. No one has ever cared so much for me and I haven't even known Zayn 3 weeks yet.
I looked up at him after crying again and wiped the tears, and tries to calm my breath a little bit I it would be easier to talk. I got off for his lap and sat the cross legged in front of him.
"Well I was walking home one night.....

*flashback*

Waking home drunk I turned the corner and began down my street. My house was a little ways down from here so I was almost home.

But when I was walking past and ally I felt someone grab onto my arm and pull me in. The darkness engulfed me as I stood there, looking around. I was to scared to even move, let alone yell for help. I started to see a face it was his face, brown hair flipped to one sided and he had gray eyes that shimmered with the light of the moon.

I just started at his face, not knowing what to do. He came closer to me as I looked at him.
"Hey babe, you shouldn't be out here all alone, this late at night. he said in front off me, taking a piece of my hair and twirling it around his finger.

He started circling around me and I just stood there not fully aware what could happen at any moment.

"You know your very beautiful, you must have a boyfriend." he said. He stopped circling around me and he was behind me, he brushed my hair out of the way of my neck so he could trail his fingertips on my skin.

I shivered from his touch as I turned around to say something but as I did he smashed his lips to mine, holding my upper arms so I couldn't reject the kiss and run.

He removed his lips after asking for entry but I didn't move. "C'mon babe the least you could do is let me kiss you. You make me so hard, and your lips are just to good to resist." he whispers in my ear softly. I can smell the alcohol in his breath.

I try to escape but he just grabs my arms harder and backs me up into a brick wall that's behind me. Pressing his crotch against mine, and I felt his hard member on my inner thigh, he said, "you can't escape me love, I'm dominating you as we speak." I looked up at him with worried eyes.

"Let me go....." I whispered as I looked away from him.

"And why would I do that?" he asked moving my head to face him, but I pulled my head away from his touch.

"Because..." I said not really having an answer to his question. He only smirked at me and started to kiss me again. I tried to fight him but I couldn't do anything at the time.

He pulled back again, "told you, your already dominated" he said sliding one of his hands down to my waist and it glided under my shirt, trying to pull it up, he kissed my neck.
I moaned an unexpected moan, and he heard it, shit. He smirked on my skin as he lightly nibbled and sucked on flesh.

I pushed him back just as he was about to her my bra unhooked and I began to run out of the ally but he caught my arm and through me onto the ground, I was back in the darkness as he pulled my shirt off as I tried to fight back.

"HELP!!" I screamed in terror. He slid his hand up my exposed back and unhooked my bra.
He stripped me bare as he pulled his pants down he put one hand over my mouth so I couldn't yell. I was thrashing around trying to get out of the situation. I started to cry, I've read to many stories, watched to many movies, about what was going to happen next. And the thing was I was going to die later because he either kills me or I die from something else.
He gets his pants down and his shirt off, leaving him in his boxers and kissing my neck roughly, he takes his hand away from my mouth, "moan for me." he says in a harsh and cold tone. Of corse I don't, and he bits my neck making me wince in pain.

"I said moan for me, bitch!" he yelled louder in the same cold tone as before. I got the message and I moaned deep and load so he wouldn't hurt me more than necessary.

He stopped kissing my neck and I could feel him looking at me, I began to cry once again, bit this time it was silent. He moved a piece of my hair out of my face and started to pull his boxers down. I got so scared and I just lost it. I began to sob loudly and he just didn't care.
"This is only going to hurt a little." he said putting the palm of his hand on my cheek. He leans almost all his biddy weight on me and I could feel his hard member on my inner thigh again, as he kissed my lips softly and tenderly.

He smirked on my lips and then pulled back from me. "just kidding" he said and I got wide eyes and he slammed into me and I screamed at the top of my lungs as many tears came rolling down my cheeks.

*end of flashback*

"He left me there in the cold, naked and hurt. I was broken inside cause he took my innocents and I can't ever get it back. My virginity was the most important thing that no one could take away from me. But that all change that night." I said taking a shaky breath over again as I wiped another tear from my eye.

I continued, "I was laying there crying for at least a half an hour, until I heard someone walking passed, I got there attention by yelling 'help' but it was more like a weak talking voice to me. But they found me and they gave me my clothes back and where really kind. They helped me get up but they left after that. I never got to thank them..." I finished trailing off.
Zayn started at me with hurt eyes, he felt bad I could tell but it's not like he had to.
"So did she say anything else?" he asked and I looked up at him.

"It wasn't a 'she'...it was a 'he'" I said lowering my voice. "But yeah he said he would never let anything happen to me again....he didn't even know me why would he say that?" I asked looking up at him again.

He looked puzzled and shook his head, "Did you see his face?" He questioned me again. I thought for a while and then got a face.

"Yeah, he ugh, had black hair and brown eyes, he was smoking a cigaret and his jaw line was incredible but that's all I sa-" then it hit me. I looked up at him, looked into his eyes and saw they man who helped me.

"It was you." I said but it sounded more like a question when it left my lips.

(A/N, if you want to make this a more dramatic moment, listen to 'Heart by Heart' by Demi Lovato. The song fits this situation perfectly! :)

He just looked at me looking into my eyes and said nothing I got a simple nod from his head to let me know that my assumption was correct.

I looked at him in awe, he had said he would never let anything happen to me again. Did he know it was me the first time I walked into this gym? Did he mean what he said that night? Was he just being nice?

He didn't move he was still looking me in the eyes when he opened his mouth to say something, "I meant it you know.." he paused then continued, "What I said that night," he again paused and looked deep into my soul, "That's why I let you join the gym so I could keep an eye on you. I'm not going to let anything happen to you, Destiny. Ever." he didn't say anything after that.

He only started to lean in and I gladly leaned in too, our lips touched, his soft, sweet lips moved in sync with mine as he put a hand on my cheek and the other on my neck. I pulled him closer by clinging onto his shirt and pulling on it so he followed me as I leaned back so I was on the ground on my back, with him on top of me. He glided his tongue on my bottom lip and I gladly, granted him entry. I didn't bother battling him for dominance and I just let him explore my mouth. Every. Single. Inch. No part of my mouth had not been touch by his warm tongue when he pulled back looking down at me panting from loss of breath, I was doing the same.

I started at him in awe again, he was a really good kisser. He pulled one of my hairs out of my face and I smiled a warm smile at him, he did the same to me.

"How bout we do your work out tomorrow. So You cans how off to everyone what you can do." he said and I smiled I completely forgot about what I was here for. that reminds me.
"So what did I get on that machine?" I asked looking up at him still, with my arms around his neck. He smiled down at me, "43 pounds." He said and I was god-smacked.

"Are you serious?" I asked shocked. He nods and smiles at my excited-ness. I smile back at him he leaned in again and I happily smiled into the kiss.

Notes

(A/N, Well that was a long ass chapter. I hope you guys liked the long update it took me almost 5 hours all together to type this chapter. Wow I haven't typed this much since my first fan fiction I ever wrote, but anyway I'll try to update soon bye!xxxxxx)