Second Chances

*Zayn’s POV*

‘We are going to get through this together. I promise.’

Did I really just tell her that?

I don’t even know how I feel about all of this.

I told her that I wanted to help her so I’m going to, but I don’t know how this will all turn out.

Ana’s mother was home when I went to pick her up.

I wonder if Ana told her about me taking her to the appointment.

I could only imagine what she thinks about me.

I would be pretty upset if a guy with a bad reputation with girls got my daughter pregnant.

“You okay?” Ana asks me shaking my hand.

I forgot that I was holding her hand. I have way too much on my mind.

“Yeah. I’m fine.” I lie straight through my teeth.

I’m not fine. I’m terrified. This is all happening to fast.

A month ago I was living life. Now I’m expecting a baby.

I don’t even have a job so how am I going to support the baby?

My mom will not help me at all. I know it. She will probably kick me out.

I still need to tell her though. She needs to know about this.

Maybe if I bring Ana she will be more lenient.

But then again, she is unpredictable. And I’m afraid of her.

What about the band?

What about the band I’m in? I don’t think Harry and the other members Niall, Liam, and Louis will be too fond of having a baby around.

The baby might be a distraction but I can’t always leave it with Ana.

Harry might talk bad about the baby which will lead to plenty of fights but I am still in the band. And the baby will only hold us up.

And when we go on tour, we can’t bring the baby along. Where is it going to stay? Who’s going to be with it?

Maybe I should let Ana give it up for adoption.

But I can’t.

I already told her that I’m with her on this.

And speaking of Ana, where do we stand?

Are we friends or are we more? I know that we’re both soon-to-be-parents.

The only thing is that this baby is probably a mistake baby.

No!

I need to stop thinking like that.

I’m going to be father and it’s time for me to step up.

I need to stop being selfish and start planning the future regarding Ana and my baby.

I am old enough to know that having responsibility and raising a child is more important than getting wasted and getting laid.

And if I have to give up the band, then I’ll just have to do it.

I am devoting my life to Anastasia Jardine and my unborn baby.

And if no one says anything about the night of the party, especially Harry, my future will shine brightly with the both of them.

My life will soon revolve my little family.

And if anybody has anything to say about it, they know who I am.

Notes

I lied.



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