Blue

Don't let us get sick- Jill Sobule
Home- Daughter
Afraid- The Neighbourhood
I push away, my head spinning and my legs buckling. Even now his kiss still feels so familiar, so sweet and sour.
"See? Look at how you react to me?"
"That wasn't you." I lie.
"It was- I was caught off guard."
"Norie, stop denying your feelings for me. Louis knows I know, hell even fucking Zayn knows." I turn away trying to collected my scattered thoughts. Zayn and Liam emerge from the room adjacent to us.
"I know what?" He asks, staring from Harry to me. Why do I have to bring people into my disasters? Like what hell is wrong with me?
"You know how much she wants me." Zayn's busted brow furrows and he glances from me to Harry. I don't want another fight, not right now. They both are to damaged to be doing this and it's all my fault.
"That's not what you said Harry." I tell him. "Don't do this."
"I'm not doing anything. If you want me so bad make Zayn leave. He shouldn't be here."
"You shouldn't be here." Zayn spits. Poor Liam, he stands in the back with confusion plastered on his face.
"So the kiss we shared meant nothing?"
"Kiss?" Liam and Zayn say in unison.
"Wait you kissed him?" Liam's surprise hurts more than the angry expression on Zayn's face. I drop my head and look away, feeling Harry's arm grasp onto my forearm.
"Tell him."
"Tell him what!?"
"That you want me and you want him to leave." I can't tell Zayn that. It's not like me and Harry are ever going to become something out of this. After college he's going back to England and I don't want to pull myself closer to him only to see it fade. I could deal with Zayn, he's sweet and charming and gorgeous but he's also sensual and realistic and I bet he wouldn't hurt me the way Harry has just being here a week and a half.
I bite on my thumbnail and turn pushing past Harry to Zayn and Liam, standing at the base of the door.
"Zayn," I whisper. " We should go."
"We?" Harry snaps behind me. "If you even touch her Zayn I will kill you. Do you understand me. Kill you. Norie?" He says my name call but to aggressive for me to stay here. I grab Zayn's hand and direct him outside. Of course I can't leave with him but I don't want al of this drama happening in Liam's home. It was disrespectful for me to even consider bringing them here.
"I could walk you back to the-uh restaurant." he shakes his head and looks away from me.
"No-I have Alex coming with me car." My throat tightens at his words. "Did you really kiss Harry?"
"Zayn-"
"I'm just asking. Cause I really fucking like you and here you are playing fucking games with Harry. He's not good for you, you two won't be happy together." I know we won't Zayn but-you just don't understand. I want to repeat this, bring them close to my lips and reply to his haunting words but I can't, instead I bring my lips to his and cradle his face in my hands.
"I know. We'll talk, okay?" He smiles looking behind me.
"Yeah."
"Are you fucking kidding me?" Of course Harry stands behind me, anger coursing through his red cheeks as he stomps over to us and again Zayn and Harry are on the ground fighting.
"Liam!"
Updating again today because this is so short. Love you guys :)

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