"why are you sorry you did what you had to " he croaked
"harry i'm sorry i wasnt there for you"
"why do you care for me, other nurses just do their job and dont even bother to call by my name to them i'm just patient styles case 202 , murdered many. do you think i want to be that person"
" because i see something in you harry, i know that you have enough strength to change your ways you just need to find it in you" i said kissing his swollen cheek as he winced in pain.

"so what exactly happened?" i asked him.

"well after you left i got really upset and grabbed the bottle of liquor i had been saving. and after that i started getting angry and i started punching the wall . then i got into a fight with another patient and he took me out."

"oh my god harry that must of been horrible' i said grabbing his hand.
"thats what people expect of me so i have to live up to their expectations."
"you know harry you can be really sweet"
"hah' he chuckled.
"the institution has offered to send me to londons most prestigous mental assylum in fall next year" he continued.
'really thats great" i said looking down a bit.
"but if you can regain my mental state before then i will be finally free"
"i will try my best" i said smiling.

**knock knock**
"i'll get it" i jumped up.
"hi miss evans , you are free to leave now as you will probably want to get ready for the christmas party tonight" a reception said in a chirpy voice. before closing the door

"summ are you still willing to take all of this "" harry said motioning around his face . " to the christmas party"
"of course" i giggled before leaving him to head home.

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that night
i took a good luck at my outfit before heading into the party. the place looks good.
"hey you look amazing" harry says poking my cheek.
"thanks you do too " just before i could say anything else harry took my hand and whirled me around.
"harry please stop" i asked.
"okay im sorry" he mumbled .
'No i mean i hate this song the wanted suck !" i yelled over the horrid music blaring.
"ugh i know i will go request a song." he said running off.
as he walked back this song came on . (A/N listen to it while reading)
harry took my hand and i rested my head on his shoulder.
"say something i'm giving up on you" harry sung into my ear.
"harry you have a really good voice." i whispered.
"thanks i bet you are too."
"no im not"
"how about when its kareoke time we sing a duet"
"wouldnt that be a bit weird a patient and a nurse."
"no a lot of them sing together.
"fine but only one song"
"thats all im asking for " he said lightly kissing my cheek.

Notes

hey guys. hope you all had a great new year . should i keep writing this or not . i think i am having second thoughts.