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Trapped

Chapter Ten

As Louis was dragged past me by the cops, I gave him a look that told him what he did was wrong.

“Please.” He whisper begged one last time before the cops dragged him in the back.

Well at least I prevented him from going to jail. I know his reputation would be ruined if he went to jail, plus he just didn’t know what he was doing. Idiotic choice, yes. Will I ever forgive him, maybe? I go to the cop and ask him if I can go back and talk to Louis. He nods and goes over to the iron steel door, unlocking several locks. The cop told me he was in cell 22. I was walking down the maze of cells that they had and finally I found cell 22. Louis was sitting on one of the beds crying his eyes out, with his head buried in his hands.

“Louis?” I say quietly.

He looks up at me and quickly jumps up, running to the iron bars.

“Rai, I’m so so so sorry. I didn’t know what I was doing. They should just execute me, I don’t deserve to be here.” Louis cries out. I sigh, feeling the pain he was feeling. What Louis did was totally wrong, and it would be a while before I fully forgave him, but I was willing to forgive him. A security guard passes by, checking on all the men and women in the cells nearby and next to Louis’s.

“Excuse me sir, could you open this cell so I could go in? I really need to talk to Louis.” I ask the man politely.

“I’m sorry ma’am we’re not allowed to do that.” The security guard replies.

I take a deep breath. I was going in there no matter what. I needed to talk to Louis. He was now back on the bed crying his eyes out once again, and I couldn’t stand the pain anymore.

“Open the door right now.” I demand as the security guard started walking away.

“Excuse me ma’am?” He responds shocked.

“You heard me. Open the door. I’ve known Louis for what four years? Yeah he messed up, but I know Louis. If you let me in there I promise you he won’t hurt me.” I answer.

The security guard sighs and pulls out a key, unlocking the iron door.

“Thank you. I promise I won’t be long.” I assure him.

The security guard nods, closing the iron door and locking it again for safety reasons in case Louis tried to escape. I sat down next to Louis and began rubbing his back, trying to comfort him. He looks up at me shocked that I got into the cell, and continues to stare at me.

“Louis what you did was wrong and we all know that. Whether you meant to do it or not, it was still wrong. I saved you from spending time in jail, so now you’re going to a mental facility. I care about you Louis, I always have. I loved you, until you captured all of us and held us captive. I’m going to forgive you, but not yet. For every day you spend at the facility, is another day that I’m getting closer to forgiving you. I promise you Louis, I care about you. I loved you, but now, I don’t think I can anymore.”

He nods his head sadly and wipes some tears on his cheeks away. I sigh sadly, and pull him into a big hug. Everyone else may not forgive him, but I’m going to try my hardest to forgive him. I stood up, giving Louis one last kiss on the cheek before the security guard opened the iron door again for me to step out.

“Bye Louis. I’ll see you tomorrow, I promise.” I tell him before walking away.

Louis’s P.O.V-

“Bye Louis. I’ll see you tomorrow, I promise.” Rai says sweetly before leaving.

I sat there on my bed in shock. I had been a dick to her for so long and she still manages to be sweet and caring towards me? I messed up big time, yet she’s still going to forgive me? I wanted to kiss Rai right now, but obviously I couldn’t. The security guard looks at me, and I swear I could see a smile on his face.

“You’re lucky to have a person like her in your life, who could forgive you for something so bad that easily.” He says.

I nod my head still in disbelief from what Rai had told me. I laid down on the super uncomfortable rock hard cell bed. Luckily, I was only in here for a week before they transferred me to the mental facility. I turned to my side and faced the brick wall that kept me locked in here. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I felt horrible about what I did to everyone. Everything was going perfectly except Rai and Niall, and I let my jealousy get the best of me. I’m awesome aren’t I? Note the sarcasm. None of them will ever look at me the same again, except maybe Rai. I’m going to do this for Rai because no matter what, I will always love her.

Rai’s P.O.V-

Niall and I had gone to a hotel and checked in. Security was hell loose, making sure we were safe from Louis while checking us in. Everyone else was already checked in and in their rooms, security outside their door. I had this feeling in my heart, like a pain. I could feel how horrible Louis was feeling. Niall entwined his hand with mine and we walked up to our room, which was right by everyone else’s. I was holding Lucy in my arms as Niall unlocked the door. We walked in and the suite was huge, way bigger than we expected.

“Moomy can you put me down now?” Lucy jokes.

I laugh and set her down, and she begins to run around the suite, clearly happy. Haley was also in the suite with us, so she could watch Lucy when we weren’t around. Plus, I needed another grown girl to girl chat with. Harry and Danielle shared a room together in the next suite with Zayn and Rose. Liam was with Alyssa in the last suite. Niall nodded his head at Haley, telling her to watch Lucy. Niall grabbed my hand and lead me to our bedroom. He opened the door and closed it behind him as I was sitting down at the edge of the bed.

“Are you feeling alright? You look upset.” Niall asks me worriedly.

“I just can’t stop thinking about Louis and what he did. I’m the only one who is going to forgive him, everyone else said they would never talk to him ever again. I can feel Louis’s pain, and when I look at him, I know that he knows what he did was wrong, and he told me he regrets it all.” I sigh.

Niall sits next to me and pulls me into a huge hug as I begin to cry. I bury my head into Niall’s chest as he rubs my back, soothing me.

“Why are you forgiving Louis, if you don’t mind me asking?” Niall whispers in my ear.

“Louis and I went through so much together. He was always there for me, like when you and I were in the hospital. He told me he loved me, and that he cared about me, and that he would be my hero.” I reply.

Niall looks at me with hurt eyes at the last part. I knew he would be upset when I told him that Louis told me he loved me. I wanted to be full out truthful with Niall though. I was surprised when he finally said something.

“I said that to you when we first met.” Niall mutters.

“What did you say?” I ask, not remembering anything.

“That I would always be your hero.” Niall whispers in my ear.

I look at him and he had a sad look in his eyes. I pulled him into a tight hug and gave him a kiss on his forehead. He tilted his head down and I lifted it right back up with my hand, so we were eye to eye.

“You will always be my hero. Always.” I whisper.

And with that, Niall pulled me into a deep passionate kiss. It was probably the most meaningful kiss we ever shared, and I never wanted it to end. I felt so many sparks I thought I would explode. The butterflies in my stomach returned from the first time Niall and I ever kissed at the hospital. It sparked up so many memories Niall and I shared with each other, and so much love. When I snapped out of my thoughts, Niall and I were still kissing. I smiled and finally he broke the kiss.

“I love you Niall, and I will never ever leave you. I promise.” I slickly say.

Louis’s P.O.V-

I couldn’t get myself to fall asleep. All I was thinking about was Rai and how much I truly loved her. Now I knew that I would never get her because of how badly I fucked up. I started thinking about our song “Right Now” and began to whisper sing it to myself. It was my message for Rai, my song for her.

“Lights go down and the night is calling to me yeah
I hear voices singing songs in the street and I know
That we won’t be going home for so long, for so long
But I know, that I won’t be on my own
Yeah and I love this feeling and

Right now I wish you were here with me
Cause right now everything is new to me
You know I can’t fight the feeling and every night I feel it
Right now, I wish you were here with me.”

I stop singing and sigh, closing my eyes once again. I drift off into a sleep and it turns into a dream that would never come true. I was sitting in a room, full of roses and a sweet smell. Rai was standing there in a red sparkling dress that looked amazing on her. I ran over to her, she smiled at me and grabbed my hands, and began dancing with me. Suddenly, romance music filled the room, and other people appeared, dancing with us. I was wearing a red tuxedo that shone brightly along with everyone else. I felt so happy and merry when I was with Rai. The song ended and she grabbed my hand, leading me over to one of the walls in the corner. She took out a sharp pin and carved in “R+L+<3” I couldn’t help but smile as she was carving. I grabbed her hands and leaned in, and my lips crashed against hers. She began kissing back and finally we broke the kiss.

“I love you Louis, Louis, Louis, Louis, Louis-“

“Louis! Louis! Wake up!” I hear screaming.

I open my eyes and Rai’s face is right above mine as she is waking me up. She smiles at me, now seeing I’m awake and I sit up. She sits down next to me and we talk for a bit.

“How long do I have to go for?” I ask like a little kid. I was trying to get back in the spirit of old Louis.

“You have to go for six months. Don’t worry though, I will visit you as much as possible, I promise, but with Four Bells getting back on track and such, don’t be surprised if I only come three times a week.” Rai sighs.

“Okay.” I reply causally.

“Well, listen, I have to go now. I’m going to be back later tonight though I promise. We’re going to go to the jail cafeteria and watch some football (soccer). I’ll bring some snacks too.” Rai says while standing up.

I stand up along with her as she gathers her things to leave. She turns to me to say goodbye, and without thinking, I crash my lips into hers. She seemed shocked, but eventually realized what I was doing. She broke the kiss quickly after and approached the iron door.

“I um have to go Louis, I’ll see you later. Bye.” She says quickly while hurriedly leaving the cell.

I sit down on my bed and look up at the ceiling. I was going to show Rai that she was able to love me again. I wasn’t going to hurt her again like I did. I was going to prove to her that she was able to love me. That the old Louis is back again.

Rai’s P.O.V-
I began running towards my car, trying to get back to the hotel. I needed to talk to Haley, Rose, Danielle, and Alyssa. Demi had sadly left because of a new album she was going to start recording, but she promised she would come back as soon as she finished. I climbed into my car, quickly slamming the car door behind me. I put the keys in the ignition ready to start the car. I sighed and leaned my head back into the seat. I thought about Louis kissing me and how sudden it was. Louis still loved me, and that was a fact. He wants me to love him again, since he hurt me. I shook the thought out of my head and started the car up, placing my foot on the gas petal. I began driving back to the hotel, playing music to get Louis’s kiss out of my head. I couldn’t love him again, after he hurt me so much. It made a huge impact on my life, and I couldn’t love him after that. Forgive him, yes. Love him, no. For some reason though, I felt like I liked the kiss. I told myself before reaching the hotel, that I could not like the kiss. I had Niall and what Louis did affected me too much. I just wanted to be good friends with Louis again. Nothing more, nothing less. I could already tell though, it was going to be very difficult. I was trapped.

Notes

Hey everyone Kait here! I hope you all enjoyed this chapter! It took me two hours, because I wanted to put as much meaning and emotion into it as possible.I went to go see "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty" today. It was the best movie ever! It was so funny! Anyways, yeah! Thank you all for reading and I love you all!

Lovies! -Kait <3


PS. I still taste the popcorn and I ate it an hour and a half ago... weird. o.o

Comments

I need an update here love!!!

I think she shouldn't be with Louis! I like Rai and Niall together better!

queen.lizzy queen.lizzy
1/30/14

@LouisLady
Eggs- actly!

I actually wrote the 'song' myself, and it was 'deep'

Love_Life3 Love_Life3
1/18/14

That was short but spoke volumes. Wow, wonder what happens next.

LTStyles92 LTStyles92
1/18/14

@When_Theres_Pain_Theres_You
Lol

queen.lizzy queen.lizzy
1/11/14