And Let Me Kiss You
Chapter 14
Before I took boris in I gave him a kiss and hug "Its going to be fine Boris, your going to be fine."
Boris's doctor came out with a very serious face, I knew the news was not going to be good. I let out a sob before she spoke.
"Holly, your dog has a rare form of cancer that I do not see too often. your dog is in a lot of pain as the cancer has spreaded extremely fast and it kills me to say it but.." she let out a sympathetic sugh, "we do not have a cure." I started to cry histerically. "But doctor you dont understand ive had this dog for 13 years now, he is my pride and joy. I need him." "I'm really sorry but there is nothing I can do for him miss. Believe me if I could I would most definately as I too have been in this situation, i know you pain. I am surprised your dog has made it this far through the cancer, he mustve been very healthy and look'd after very well, and holly to look at the positive side you have made him that healthy dog. You are an exceptional mother to Boris." Harry was crying at this stage and I was on my knees crying the hardest I ever had. The pain was the worst feeling ever and my heart felt like it had melted and sank down to my feet.
"Holly, would you like to go in and see him" the doctor said. I ran as fast as I could stumbling along the way trying to keep myself up.
I walked in and there he was, it didnt even look like Boris, he was so lifeless. "Please dont leave me bub. I love you so much and I could never ask for a better dog. I need you Boris, you can't leave, my life is meaningless without you." I cried out. Harry was there stroking his back. "Cmon boris she needs you" he said with his voice cracking. I lay down next to Boris with my arms around him crying hheavily into his fluffly neck. "Boris dont go" i cried softly. He licked my face.
"I'm afraid the time has come miss, he wont be able to take the pain of the cancer much longer he needs to go." I nodded at the doctor and dropped to my knees crying hysterically. Harry picked me up off my knees as I said my last words to Boris. "bye Boris, make sure you say hi to my grandpa for me when your up in that big doggy kennel in the sky." I sobbed loudly "I love you bub." and with that Harry had to pull me out of the room, I couldnt leave my beautiful dog but I had to. I took one last look back at him and with that the door shut. I slid down the wall and let the tears fall uncontrollably, Harry was crying too. I signed afew papers and we were off.
Harry's POV
I have never seen anyone cry like that. You could see the pain she was in, you could see she loved that she more than anything and it killed me to see her lose such an important part of her life. To her it was like losing her son, she felt the pain the same way a mother would about losing their child. She cried to whole way home in the car and when we got into her flat she saw the big picture of her and Boris when the were little and broke down.
I couldnt stoop the crying so I decided to grab that photo album from her room.
"Holly, Boris is in a better place now. You wouldnt want him to live his life in pain. Why dont we have a look at the goodtimes you and Boris had together?" she nodded and stopped her crying still afew sobs coming from her. She smiled at the pictures with tears in her eyes, I pulled her in close to comfort her.
In all the pictures you could see her dof was there through all stages of her life and it hurt me to think that she had to just let him go.
Boris's doctor came out with a very serious face, I knew the news was not going to be good. I let out a sob before she spoke.
"Holly, your dog has a rare form of cancer that I do not see too often. your dog is in a lot of pain as the cancer has spreaded extremely fast and it kills me to say it but.." she let out a sympathetic sugh, "we do not have a cure." I started to cry histerically. "But doctor you dont understand ive had this dog for 13 years now, he is my pride and joy. I need him." "I'm really sorry but there is nothing I can do for him miss. Believe me if I could I would most definately as I too have been in this situation, i know you pain. I am surprised your dog has made it this far through the cancer, he mustve been very healthy and look'd after very well, and holly to look at the positive side you have made him that healthy dog. You are an exceptional mother to Boris." Harry was crying at this stage and I was on my knees crying the hardest I ever had. The pain was the worst feeling ever and my heart felt like it had melted and sank down to my feet.
"Holly, would you like to go in and see him" the doctor said. I ran as fast as I could stumbling along the way trying to keep myself up.
I walked in and there he was, it didnt even look like Boris, he was so lifeless. "Please dont leave me bub. I love you so much and I could never ask for a better dog. I need you Boris, you can't leave, my life is meaningless without you." I cried out. Harry was there stroking his back. "Cmon boris she needs you" he said with his voice cracking. I lay down next to Boris with my arms around him crying hheavily into his fluffly neck. "Boris dont go" i cried softly. He licked my face.
"I'm afraid the time has come miss, he wont be able to take the pain of the cancer much longer he needs to go." I nodded at the doctor and dropped to my knees crying hysterically. Harry picked me up off my knees as I said my last words to Boris. "bye Boris, make sure you say hi to my grandpa for me when your up in that big doggy kennel in the sky." I sobbed loudly "I love you bub." and with that Harry had to pull me out of the room, I couldnt leave my beautiful dog but I had to. I took one last look back at him and with that the door shut. I slid down the wall and let the tears fall uncontrollably, Harry was crying too. I signed afew papers and we were off.
Harry's POV
I have never seen anyone cry like that. You could see the pain she was in, you could see she loved that she more than anything and it killed me to see her lose such an important part of her life. To her it was like losing her son, she felt the pain the same way a mother would about losing their child. She cried to whole way home in the car and when we got into her flat she saw the big picture of her and Boris when the were little and broke down.
I couldnt stoop the crying so I decided to grab that photo album from her room.
"Holly, Boris is in a better place now. You wouldnt want him to live his life in pain. Why dont we have a look at the goodtimes you and Boris had together?" she nodded and stopped her crying still afew sobs coming from her. She smiled at the pictures with tears in her eyes, I pulled her in close to comfort her.
In all the pictures you could see her dof was there through all stages of her life and it hurt me to think that she had to just let him go.
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2/17/13