Through The Dark

Harry turned to face me and I immediately turned away. I don't know what kind of game he was playing at, but I wouldn't be playing.

He rubbed his hands on his face and then bit his lower lip.

" I'm sorry..." He started but I still sit emotionless. Thoughtless.

He then took this chance to get up, which caught my attention, and move closer to me.

I turned to face him slightly.

" This is...is what happens to a reaping...I just thought you understood that," his voice trailed off towards the end. He stared at me and searched for any change in emotion.

I cleared my throat,

"But...the boys...," my voice was shaky," they said...Perrie was Zayn's reaping and..." I couldn't even finish my sentence, I didn't have the energy or emotional stability to carry on speaking. I felt like I was going to burst into tears again.

"Yes, Perrie agreed to it in case he ever needed it, um, but Zayn never has to feed off of her because he can control himself, so it's different," Harry said. I could tell he was having trouble choosing his words.

"I thought you cared about me," the words flew from my mouth quietly before I could take them back.

Harry thought about it for a seconds, which surprised me, and then said,

" I do, I was just upset, I couldn't control myself yet, as much as I wanted too I couldn't and I'm..." he didn't even get to finish what he was saying because I started crying.

I didn't want to hear that Harry couldn't control himself around me because that meant that this would happen again. I don't want it too, it just can't.

I threw my head into my hands and tried to wipe my tears away. Harry sat in silence for a few moments as I began to calm down.

I then stood up and walked over to the door. I wanted out of here, I needed out of here.

I hit the door a couple of times but no one answered. I then heard Niall get up but someone stopped him.

"No man, we're leaving them both in there tonight. They'll be fine....they need to work this out," Louis told Niall.

What? I was stuck in here with Harry...for the rest of the night?

"Ni....Ni, please," I said, you could hear all of the sadness in my voice.

"You'll be fine babe, I'll see you in the morning love," I heard him struggle to say and then walk away. I knew he wanted to help me but he couldn't. I sighed in defeat.

Harry heard me too. I saw him smirk to himself slightly. Awesome.

I slumped back onto the couch and sat in sadness. We both sat in silence for a few minutes before we heard it start to storm and rain hard outside. That dropped the temperature on the bus pretty fast. The room we were in started to get cold and I started shivering.

I needed warmth more than anything right now.

"Do... you know if there are any blankets back here?" I spoke quietly while hugging myself. My body was slightly shaking but I didn't want Harry to notice.

I could tell he was glad that I was finally talking to him again.

"Uh..I think we have one," he said before he started to search around. He found a tiny blanket and handed it to me.

"Thank you," I said softly.

I laid back on my side of the couch and huddled under the blanket. It really wasn't helping much and I continued to shiver. I tried to close my eyes to fall asleep, but the coldness continued to wake me up.

Before I could do or say anything, I felt Harry come out of no where and sit next to me. I quickly sat up from my laying down position. I gave him a confused look and a slight glare.

He opened his arms to me.

"I'm warm, ya know," he said cheekily. The inside of me laughed a bit but I couldn't show it.

I really didn't know what to do. I was so cold but Harry scared me.

He pulled my blanket off of me and walked back over to his side of the couch with a smirk on his face.

"Hey!" I said with my hoarse voice.

"Warmth's over here, love," he said again while gesturing his arms to me.

"Then I guess I'll freeze to death," I said stubbornly and laid my head back while trying to fall asleep.

I suddenly felt myself being lifted in Harry's arms as he carried me over to his side of the 'U' shaped couch. He was so warm.

He laid down which made me lay next to him, with my head on his chest. I struggled to move but Harry wouldn't let me. He covered us with the blanket.

It was surprisingly comfortable and I couldn't find the energy to move anymore. But I still couldn't fall asleep, Harry still made my inner fear come alive.

That all changed when Harry started to sing in my ear while playing with my hair,

"I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things"

It calmed me down. I didn't see Harry as the monster I thought he was right now. He was comforting, caring, lovely, and the Harry that I had fell in love with when I first became a one direction fan. This was the Harry I wanted to know.

I slowly drifted to sleep at the sound of his beautiful voice.

Notes

short chapter....goodnight people <3 xx
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