Through The Dark

I woke up the next morning feeling warmer than usual. I remembered hearing one of the boys say that we were heading to another city over night but we were still in the same state. The weather was much warmer out than I had expected.

I got out of bed and heard the boys talking in the back room. I took this opportunity to get a shower and get cleaned up for the day.

After I got a shower and got dressed, I headed towards the back room to see what the boys were up too.

"Hey," I said as I came into the room. All eyes shot towards me.

"Goodmorning, Brooklyn," Zayn said as he stood up and hugged me. I took a seat next to him.

Harry sat forward and looked at me. I guess he didn't want to waste any time.

"Did Liam tell you about....uhh...the choices we're giving you?" Harry said before he glanced to Liam and then back to me.

"Uh...yeah," I said and started to play with my fingers. Liam looked relieved to know that I had remembered.

"And have you made your decision...?" Louis said. Louis was sassy. Like super sassy. The sass-master. King of all sassiness. What am I thinking?

"Actually, yes I have," I said while not trying to make any eye contact with anyone. They all seemed surprised by my answer, but it was true. I had thought about it all night long.

Harry scooted to the edge of his seat.

"Okay, which is?" he said eagerly and linked his fingers together.

" I'll stay with you," they all exhaled in relief and I saw Harry smile," under a few conditions," I added. Harry's smile quickly faded. Niall saw Harry's reaction and reached for my hand, placing his over top.

"What are your conditions, babe?" he asked sweetly. I cleared my throat.

"First, before we continue the rest of the tour I want to stop and visit my family and friends, just for a few hours so I can say my goodbye's properly," I saw Harry slightly nod his head but he still held a glare against my eyes, " and secondly, I want more freedoms. You guys, I'm stuck in this stupid bus all day and it's suffocating me, can I please be allowed to go other places too?" I glanced around at them all as they thought about my request. Liam shook his head 'yes'.

"And lastly....," I was hesitant about this one but I knew I had to say it," I want...well what I want is..." I couldn't bring myself to say it.

"You want what, love?" Liam urged me. I felt Niall squeeze my hand in reassurance. My eyes shot straight to the floor as I squeezed them shut and blurted out,

"I want to know how Harry really feels about me," I said quickly and bit my lip as I still had my eyes squeezed shut.

No one said anything. I didn't want to look and see what was going on, so I didn't. But then I heard some shuffling and couldn't help myself. I shot my eyes open and they immediately made contact with Harry's. His mouth was hanging slightly open and he looked completely shocked.

Okay, I needed some air. I got up, detached my hand from Niall's, and ran towards the front of the bus. I pushed myself out of the bus door and slid myself down the side of the tour bus so I was now sitting on the ground.

I'm so stupid, I shouldn't have said that last part. I smacked myself in the head and then rested my head into my knees and wrapped my arms around my legs.

Stupid, stupid, stupid, i'm so stupid.

"You're not stupid, love," I heard a deep, british accent say," you're rather smart. You always seem to find ways to... surprise me," I heard him chuckle.

My eyes shot up and I saw Harry leaning against the tour bus, the sunlight shinning on his perfectly tan skin and beautiful green eyes.

Here we go.

Notes

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