
Through The Dark
Let It Go
Harry tightly gripped my arm the entire ride back to the arena where the tour buses were located.
As we got out of the vehicle, I suddenly realized how pissed I was that he just straight up told Jay I was his girlfriend. Like whatever, if that's how he wants the public to perceive me, than whatever, but at least talk to me about it first.
Instead of taking me back to the tour bus, Harry pulled me towards the arena.
"Why are we going in there?" I stopped Harry in his tracks.
" We have a show tonight," he said in an irritated tone.
"But why do I have to go in?"
Harry sighed angrily. I should probably stop asking questions now.
"If my 'girlfriend' is on tour with me, then my 'girlfriend' should probably be at all of my shows," he was starting to get very irritated with me now, I could tell.
I just glared at Harry and he started to pull me towards the stadium again. After about 5 seconds, I stopped him again.
"Why do you want them to think of me as your 'girlfriend'? Why not just a friend of the band?" I asked calmly. He stopped and stared at the ground for a moment. Then he turned to face me. I saw a hint of hunger in his eyes which told me that I should stop asking questions.
"I want everyone to know you're mine," he plainly said to me," Now come on," he continued to pull me along. I could tell he was trying to hide his emotions right now, he was obviously still upset about me sneaking out to see Jay, but he's the one who ripped me away from my old life. He should at least have been more understanding about it.
Inside the venue, Harry led me into a room where all of the other boys were. They all seemed to be ready for the show and were just waiting for Harry. He said he had to get dressed and then go to Lou, his hair dresser, so I should stay here with the boys.
They all froze as I entered the room and looked at me as if I had four eyes. I immediately felt awkward and uncomfortable, so I went and sat at an unoccupied couch in the corner and got onto my phone.
Niall walked over and plopped down in the seat next to me.
"Hey, Brooklyn," the blue in his eyes sparkled so nicely.
"Hey, Ni," I said as I put my phone down. I hope he didn't mind me calling him Ni, I give nick names to most of my friends just out of habit.
"How are you feeling?" he said as he examined me closely.
" I'm okay," I said with a small smile.
"Nothing...erm..hurts?" Niall awkwardly asked.
"Um...no, why would I be hurting?" I asked. I'm so confused right now.
Niall then reached over and moved my hair away from my shoulder. I was so confused by his actions, I just sat there and watched.
"Wait...Harry didn't?" Niall looked concerned. He was wondering if Harry had bitten me again.
I gave a slight laugh,"Uhh, no. Thank god," I tried to play it off cool, like Harry didn't scare the shit out of me and that I was totally fine tonight.
My response made Niall look even more worried. He turned towards the boys.
"Guys...Harry never fed tonight," he said as all of the boys heads shot in my direction.
"What? It's been over 24 hours since he's last fed and he knows he has too otherwise he would drive himself mad being surrounded by all of those thousands of fans! If he doesn't feed now, he'll become extremely dangerous and...well and not be able to stop once he gets his next victim, he'll kill them no matter who it is," Louis explained out loud so I would know.
That's why Harry needed me, to keep him from becoming a true monster. But why didn't he just drink from me earlier? He had every opportunity too.
"Why the hell didn't he...." Liam started to say as he looked over towards me but didn't finish his thought, " We've got to find him now, before he hurts anyone," Zayn chimed in.
We all shot up and started running out of the room in all directions. Zayn and Louis went together, Niall went alone, and Liam and I went together.
All of the sudden, Liam and I heard screams coming from Harry's dressing room.
We busted through the door and saw Harry pinning his hair dresser, Lou, against the wall.
He quickly glanced at us and I saw the evil look in his eyes. This was the monster side of Harry, and I had to stop it.
"I'm sorry, Lou...I....I can't stop it..." Harry said. I could hear him struggling.
He turned his head back towards Lou and was about to sink his teeth into her neck until Liam came and shoved him away hard. Lou fell to the ground and I quickly ran over to her and helped her up.
Lou and I ran towards the doors to leave and I told her to go get the rest of the boys., I couldn't leave Harry and Liam alone. I turned around and glanced to see Harry and Liam fighting each other intensely.
I knew the only thing that would fix Harry wasn't people holding him down and controlling him, it was him getting what he most desired. Blood.
I stood watching them fight for a few moments, hoping the other boys would arrive soon, but then saw Harry break a large piece of wood off of a chair and stab it into Liam's leg so he couldn't stand up.
He yelled in pain.
"Liam!" I said as I started to run over to him, but Harry blocked my path and shoved me up to the wall, hard. Oh hellllll no he didn't. This wasn't the Harry I knew.
"If you would've just let me have Lou, this could have all been over with, you know that right?" He shouted in my face. I wasn't going to put up with this, either way I knew he was going to hurt me.
"Oh yeah? And let you kill one of your best mates Harry? Do you think you could've lived with that? No. This isn't the real you Harry!" I shouted back as he inched closer to me.
"Hah! The real me? You didn't even like the real me when I was him. You still choose that Jay guy, you've always just been afraid of me Brooklyn, I've always only been a monster to you!" He shouted back. Now I was getting scared, his tone was beginning to sound very dangerous.
I would tell him about Jay, but it seems if I were to say anything more it would just make things worse. And I couldn't risk that. But he needed to know how I felt.
" Fine, if that what you believe than fine! Bite me Harry, show me that you don't care about me anymore! DO IT HARRY," I shouted back. He seemed at bit surprised and I was surprised too. Did I really just...motivate a vampire to kill me?
"No, Brooklyn, don't encourage him, he'll kill you," I heard Liam say.
My eyes shot back up at Harry's now black eyes and before I could take back anything I had said he had bitten into my neck. I could hear Liam struggling to get up and help but he couldn't.
"No Harry, stop!" I heard him continuously shout but Harry didn't stop.
This was all my fault. I had made him grow feelings for me and that's why he didn't bite me earlier. I ruined him and I deserved to be ruined myself. I deserved this.
Harry continued sucking the blood out of my body and I could feel the world fading black. Before I blacked out, I heard the doors burst open and all of the boys shouting but I still felt Harry on me.
This was it, I was going to die. But in some way I was okay with it, because for some out of this world, absolutely insane, unknown reason...I found myself being in love with Harry and I wasn't going to deny it. I was in love with my killer and I had no clue how it had come to be this way.
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