Who would you chose?

' hey babes' great it's James,



'hi James, I nee-'

he was grabbing me by the hand and pulling me to a part of the school I never even seen before

'James where a-'

'Shh'

he he had a massive grin on his face and was pushing me up against the wall

'James let me g-'

His lips crashed in to mine

'James' I got out after about 5minutes of a make out session..

'no..'

' James get the fuck off me'
it seemed to work

'catch you later babe'

'No you won't' I stormed off as I was now late for lesson
//
He is such a twat, I mean if I'm Honest I like Louis, but I like Niall and it freaks me out more that I like the way James turns me on..

i walked in to class with swollen lips

'miss Evans?'

'sorry miss I was at the office' I lied

i took my seat next to Anna and Cam

this is lesson is where we kind of relax as such because we just did one of our exams, we were on the back row liam and Anna where kissing like a full make out session with her sitting on him. I just kind of stared at them wondering like how it would be like to have a proper boyfriend. I never really let my self have a boyfriend. I just denied everyone. I broke my stare and looked at my other best friend who looked sad just staring into space
Cam, I've gotten closer to her, she is possibly the bestest friend ever. She has big blue eyes any long blonde hair. Beautiful.

'Im not good enough for anyone' what the fuck is that all about
I must have looked like a goon but I looked at her how I thought in my head. She went out with Zayn and lost her virginaty to him when she was fifth-teen and now she wants someone to like her back?
'of course you are?' I replied 'you-' I was interrupted by Louis
'hey can we talk? I'll be quick'
'sure' I replied as I got up

'i just want you to help me get a word with Cam I really like her' apart of my was like yea woo...but I had a soft spot for Louis so apart if me was like Fuck you no. 'I just can't tell her'

'i knew it haa' I lied

' don't say it yet but maybe later'

'sure' it was only the word I could think of..

'I'll catch you later' he smiled and bobbed off happily.

I went and and sat down ready to tell Cam the god news and kinda bad well for me

'guess who likes you'

'whooo' she lit up

'louisss'

'oh he is kinda hot'

'yeah' i sighed

'what's the matter?'

'What nothing?'

'You have Niall and fucking James Horan who will fall to your feet at the click of you fingers'
//
i thought about bout that the rest of the day? What? Could I get them, either of them

I went up to my room and just laid on my bed,

'knock,knock' my little sister said 'can I come in?'
//
we just laid there talking about all the shit we had to talk about everything...until we were to tired to talk any more...

I went to Bed that night and dreamt about these fantasies...

Notes

Really bad but hah