You & I

Harry's P.O.V

Her words hurt me, they hit the bottem of my heart & dont think it will ever leave.
I DID do drugs, I stoped & I told him to stop messaging me. Alright, I did buy some from someone else. But that was like last month?
Micheal & Calum helped me stop.
I looked at my phone, 2 missed calls from Christina. Fuck her.
I called Andy 4 times, no answer
I called Jake, told me to fuck myself.
I called Acacia, she said Die Die Die.
I called Kevin & He said '' You hurt Andy? Wow, Thats low, I remember her telling me she said 'I dont want you talking to Kevin, nor jake, nor her family' '' & hung up.
Right now, Im parked infront of her house. Im not leaving without saying sorry to her. Jake & Acacia weren't here im thinking cause they're car was absent from the driveway.
I threw tiny pebles at her window & then knocked on her door. Wanting a answer from eaither. She closed her curtains & turned of her porch lights.. Alright, Shes still mad. I jumped the gate & found myself the back door opened. Nice one princess,
I walked in slowly. I walked up staires & heard quiet sobs. Its her, & It broke my heart listening to her tears.
I opend the door slowly she didnt hear it, thank god. I slowly sat on her bed & rubbed her back making her jump. She graoned & pushed me away when she saw me with those red puffy eye's.
'' Babe '' I mumble crossing my legs & scooting over to her.
'' What Harry? Do you have another secret that can hurt me? '' Her voice cracked making me hurt more.
'' Actually no, Im sorry abe hear me out '' I mumbled she shook her head.
'' I wanna be alone '' She wined.
'' Can I lay with you? I'll stay quiet '' I asked.
'' No, Go with Claire '' She pointed at the door.
'' Whos Claire? '' I chuckled.
I looked around the room & noticed bottles of tequila.
'' Have you been drinking ? ''
'' Just to get you out of my head '' Oh.
'' did it work? '' She shook her head.
'' Will you hear me out & i'll get out of your life '' I asked once again
'' It wont work, You've tried. & ended up back here look at where we are ! '' She slamed her head onto the pillow & screamed.
'' I never tried, but I will, If you want me too ''
'You have 3 minutes '' She replied lifting her head up to saw those 4 words.
'' Alright so when we we're done I started doing weed by myself, & then I met a guy 'important' was his seller name, I never learned his real one. He joined me at Parties & we started snorting cocain & then he starting buying & selling it to me. I stopped around Last month because I made some new friends since Jake& Jacob shut me out '' she giggled '' Micheal & Calum they helped me stop. I told 'important' I wanted no more & He agreed. '' I didnt mention about trying to start cause she would yell. '' Im sorry, about fliping on you btw, its just I grew anger easy these past years .. I love you '' I continued. She shook her head.
'' I love you? Seriouse you fucking hurt me ! & Now Logans scared of you, yes he witnessed the whole thing '' She snapped.
'' Babe im sorry '' I mumbled.
'' No Harry you think letting him see that is a good way to raise your fucking chid '' She yelled.
Wait did she say?
'' MY CHILD? '' I gasped & she went pale.
'' Fuck ''She mumbled.

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