Boarding School of Hatred

Niall's POV
I guess it's time to tell Em,"Okay....I was 5,my brother and sister had made a plan,he thought she was joking. I'd gotten mad at her for some reason,I don't even remember. Anyway,I'd ended up telling her and mum that I wished that they were dead,that's the last thing I ever said to my sister. That after noon,my mum followed my sister to the drop,I remember that,I'd snuck into the car. My sister was in a white dress,the one she'd said she wanted to be buried in. She jumped,but my mum caught her arm. Then I got out and walked to them
'Mum,what's going on?' I'd asked
my mum said,'Nothing,Ni,go get in the car,'
I said,'But,sisi-'
She said,'Niall,go get in the-'
Then I went to my mum,because I was used to getting a hug before getting in the car,and she lost balance,and my siter and mum fell. I was found there,it was pinned on me,my brother hates me,and so does my dad,and I was sent here." I knew I was crying,"I think the worst thing is....."
"Is.....?" Em asked,wanting to know. I knew she would,being as curious as she was.
"I-I can't talk about that right now." I reply. If I talked about that,I'd end up dead.
Deadman's drop. 500 feet tall,straight down into pointy rocks in the ocean,infested by sharks. People have accidentally fallen,jumped,and even pushed. At the beging of the year,my class had 300,000,now we have 500. What do you think caused that?
I've had rumors spread that I was a serialkiller,and to stay away from me because I'll probably push you off the cliff. there was a whole year gap between the deaths and being sent here,and my dad only made it worse.
He made visit the cliff everyday after,then,when we went home,I was treated like a mass murderer psychopath.
Maybe I did kill them,but it was at least an accident,right? I mean,I didn't mean to,I don't think. right? I mean,I was only 5...
"Niall! Hey,Niall!"
"huh?"I was snapped out of my thoughts by Harry,and Emiliza was no where to be found.
"C'mon,it's time for class."
Maybe that's where she went...
But,I couldn't have meant to kill anyone....
Right?
And I'm sure my dad didn't mean any harm....
right?
And Gregg couldn't want me to go to the drop...
Right?

Notes

~J.J.
sorry it's so short and shitty,I promise to do better work later