First sight

"It's time!" I bounce to Lily! Finally, I am having a weekend where I can just be rebelious. I have no idea what is ahead of me but I am excited! Lily and I are walking to town and everyone is coming up to me and saying hi. I feel special. I am holding Zayns hands and we are being adorable.
"So what do you want to do tonight?" He asks me with a cheeky grin on his face. Zayn has amazing eyes, they are dark but the shine. He has a hairy face which I like and he looks like a bad boy. He has gorgeous cheek bones and dark skin, it's on the tan side. He has a lot of tattoos and is muscley. "Not sure yet" I responde. I don't want to have sex, I don't love him and am not ready. I don't know if I should tell him that. Amanada and Kelly come up to Lily and I. They are these really gorgeous twins I met last weekend. Amanda was shorter. At first I got a bit mad at Kelly, shortly after I met her it seemed like she was trying to get with Zayn. She was new to town and had already been out with one of my ex's. But I moved past it all cause she was being really nice and apologised.
Lily and I went to the park and in the toilets to get dressed. I walked out with a short shirt on that showed my belly but I hid it with my hand cause I am self concious. Everyone made me feel better though. I then met this guy named Brodie. He looked like a stoner. It was fun because later in the day Brodie, Kelly, Amanda, Lily and I all sat in the toilets and had dnms which seemed like it went for an hour but we were in there for 3. Zayn got mad. When we left it was dark.

Andrea came to town to see me. She said we can stay at her for the night and smoke some weed. Zayn didn't want me smoking any because he used to and he didn't want me going down that path so I told Andrea to tell him that he can't stay with me because boys weren't aloud over. I felt bad but I just wanted to go crazy this weekend! As time went by everyone started going home. Lily, the twin, Andrea and I all went to the twins house to ask permission to stay at Aundreas. I got along with the twins really well. I found them both really attractive and nice but I have a boyfriend. Their dad said yes so we went back to Zayn and Brodie.

Brodie was on the ground having a breakdown and Zayn was comforting him. I felt bad for them... they both seemed sad but at the same time it was annoying me because I just wanted to have fun. Zayn pulled me away and acted like he was going to have a big serious conversation with me but all he did was stand there and hug me. It confused me but oh well. "So am I not aloud to stay with you tonight?" He asked. "No Andrea's step dad said no, only girls because her mum isn't home at the moment. I will see you tomorrow though babe!" I tried making him smile but it wasn't working. "Come on guys lets head home" Andrea yelled. I felt a bit releieved that we could go, Zayn was irritating me, being a buzz killer and I was keen for fun!

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