I climb up the tank to get on top of the nets. I almost fall off but Harry catches me.
We are sitting on top of the nets and he says "I can't believe I made out with Kelly." I start crying "Stop talking about it!" "Are you jealous?" He says suprised! "Yes! I like you, a lot!" I snap. He gets a big smile on his face. "Then be with me?" He asks. "I can't. I am such a whore, I always lose feelings for the person I am with, I don't want to hurt you, not again! I like you and what if I lose feelings for you?" I cry my eyes out. "I will do everything I can to make sure they stay. I love you Kate!" Wow. He just said he loves me! "You love me?" I say. "Yes, I have loved you since I first layed eyes on you and every day since. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met." He brags. I can't believe what I am hearing. I cry my eyes out and fall on his lap crying. He brushes my hair away from my face.
"Kate!?" I hear Zayn yell from the other side of the gate."Fuck off!" I cry back. "What? Kate everyones been looking for you!" He yells. "Just fuck off!" I cry on Levi's shoulder.

---

"Just get some sleep." The nurse says to me. I look across from me and my mum is sitting there. I close my eyes and fall asleep. I was in pain, I couldn't move. My arm was wresting on my chest,aching. I had a drip and I was sore everywhere. I wake up again. "Did you even go to Lily's house?" She asks, disappointed. "Yeah" I reply. Lily and I planned an excuse incase our parents where in town for some reason and seen us. "Her dad just dropped us off in town till he finished work." I start having flashbacks of being in the hospital. I remember me throwing up. I remember screaming and crying and having nurses try to calm me. I didn't know where I was though. Or why I was there. "Ouch my arm." I complain. The nurse comes in and starts explaining things. "You have broken both bones in your right arm. Here and here." Crap, I think to myself. They bandaged it up and I look at my face in the mirror. My hair was a mess and I had a black eye. My right shoulder was aching and I found it hard to breathe, also, whenever I moved, it felt like my rib would pop. My back felt like it was going to colapse.

One of the male doctors walks in and starts asking me questions. "You said to us, when you were drunk, that you jumped off the cricket nets to try and kill yourself." He explains. I had no memory of it. My mum starts to cry. Ahhh fuck I am in so much shit. "Where are my bras?" I ask. "They ripped off your shirt and bra when you were in the town hospital. They thought you broke your bag and that is why you are her now, in the city. We are an hour away from home." My mum starts to explain. My head was banging. I had never had such a bad headache. "You fell head first but you put your arm out to stop yourself which is why it is broken. You have a concussion." She says. Well that explained me head.

Notes