
Harry's diary
The date
I am going through the front entrance at exactly 9. Damn I hope josh is happy. I am walking up to the front entrance and I see Kendall inside getting ready. I knock on the door. There are a ton of paparazzi out here snapping pictures of me like crazy.
" I'm coming out harry!" Just then she walks out side and tucks her arm underneath mine. I wonder if she knew I was being forced to take her out like this.
We are at saw ford in. And the place is huge. I had made a reservation earlier so we get seated right away. I'm fidgeting around a lot.
" Harry what's going on.?" I can't tell her.. She will be broken.
" Nothing." I manage a smile.
" Harry is this about your diary and josh."
" how in the.. Who told you!" She hesitates.
" Niall did okay. I called him because I know it's not like you to take a friend on a very romantic dinner and I found it odd. And so did my real boyfriend harry. You don't have to do what josh says." I'm so glad she knew. My chest felt a little lighter.
" See Kendall.. You don't know what's in that diary. And no one else can know either." I look at the table as our whine is brought to us. She reaches over and touches my leg. I suddenly see a flash for the paparazzi. ugh I hated this.
" Listen don't feel bad okay. I like you but y our just my-"
" and your just mine harry." She smiles and takes a sip of her wine.
" Why don't we go home. I just.. I'm not going to be in on this and do what josh says. He doesn't own me harry. Just tell him we got in a fight and you can't see me anymore." I'm so glad she said that.
" Your right thank you. " I give her a peck in the cheek.
I return home kinda late.., like midnight I would assume. I walk in and I see Louis on the couch. The movie stopped playing and it was on the home screen. I walk over when I set down my bag.
" Lou...Louis wake up." I hear him sniffle and I relize he's crying.
" Louis what's going on." He sits up and I wrap my arms around him.
" Nothing harry I'm just glad your home." He gives me a kiss on the cheek and goes up to his room. Wait... Why did he just kiss me in the cheek! My heart is racing but I still don't get why he was crying.
I just lay in my bed looking at the wall that is separating me and Louis. I wish I could go over there and just lay with him. comfort him for what ever is wrong. But I can't. Because to him I'm just a friend. I can still hear him crying as I doze off.
Notes
Louis what wrong bbbby!? And harry it's okay life will get better.. Right?
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