Sweet like sugar

Oh my gosh my head! I sit up from my head and turn my alarm off. It's pounding even harder then last night.
I get up and walk towards the bathroom and turn the hot water on in the shower. I quickly get a panadol from the second draw that is full of medicine, fill up a glass of cold water and swollow it. I strip down and hop into the shower. It was a cold morning so the hot water burned as it first made contact with my skin. I sat down cause I felt low on energy, closed my eyes and had a flash back of Harry and Sarah flirting. Just the memory made me mad. All these thoughts rushed threw my head; I wonder what they got up too? Did he even take her home to her house? What if he was a bad person? I am such a bad friend! He could be a rapist! What if he never had a sober friend? What if he has feelings for her? What if the next time I see her, he is with him? I shook me head and opened my eyes. "Snap out of it Mel!" I yell to myself. I stand up and grab the soap. I start doing my every day routine; Wash by body with soap, then moisturising shower gel, shampoo and condition my hair which I only do every second day, shave my armpits and hop out.
I wrap the towel around myself and stand on the mat infront of my mirror. I put my face moisturiser on and then my eye cream on for my bags. I tip my head over and put my recovery conditioner in. Its for damp hair and fixes all the dead ends. I used to dye and bleach my hair a lot. Caitlin and I used to be more a like in that way but I think I have matured more. I think she has dyed her hair every colour you can think of. Right now it is a smurf blue with a tadge of blonde. I wrap my hair up in a towel and start to do my make up. I would classify myself as a cake face. It's not because I like looking like a doll or I have acne, I have really clear skin. I am just so self concious. I truely believe I am ugly. Plus I think it is appropriate to look good for work. I take my towel off and put on my bras and undies. I have really big breasts which I know I shouldn't be but am very self concious of. I pick out a tight black dress that goes just above my knee caps and a dark blue blazer. I don't like high heels so I wear wedges. I chose dark blue ones to go with my blazer. As I get my stuff I start to head off to work. I don't eat breakfast.
I arrive at my work and sit at my desk. I take a deep breath in and out and remembered I had a big lump on my head! As soon as I remembered I got a sharp pain in my head. I close my eyes and had more flash backs of Harry. "Where did you find that cutie?!" Sarah bursts in my face! It gave me a fright and I jumped. "Um, funny story. He elbowed me in the head." I say irritated. "Expains the lump." She laughs and irritates me more. Sarah is just the receptionist but she dresses as if she is the slut of the building, which she probably is. All the guys stare at her ass when she walks past. She loves it but hates the fact that I have big boobs, she always winges and says it's not fair because she is flat chested and I don't even want my boobs. I agree with her on that, I would honestly love to trade. I think its partly because when I was younger and more confident I wanted to be a Victoria Secret Angel. I know, stupid. But my boobs are what mainly stopped my dream! "So, did you guys get up to anything" I questioned cheekily and suspiciously. She had a suprised but happy look her face that I asked because usually I don't even care. I don't know why I do now but I am trying not to question myself. "Nothing really, he just grabbed some things and we made out, but by the time we left he was too drunk to control himself." She explains. "So who was the friend?" I asked. "Well there were 2, there was this blonde guy who had a cute baby face but a good body, I think his name was, Neal... no, Niall, he was Irish! Cute, I know. Then the friend that drove us was Liam. He was so hot! Really muscley, just how I like it. I had a nice conversation with him on the way back, but we didn't hook up, sadly" holy shit, you had an actual conversation with a guy and didn't hook up with him, what an achievement, I thought to myself as she was rambeling on. "Yeah they actually live quite close to you, they live in the big house about a block away." She says. "But I always go for runs past that? How have I never seen him before? "They just moved in." She explains.

Notes

This chapter is just explaining Mel abit. Sorry if it's boring