Y/N POV
You sat with Zayn outside on the chilly patio of your flat. You were lucky enough that Zayn’s sweater covered your body or else you would’ve practically frozen to death.
It was your last night with Zayn before he had to go back on the road and you didn’t want to be away from his touch until the second he left.
You stared at his perfectly flawless skin and impeccable features for a while as he took drags from his cigarette until he turned his head and noticed. Your cheeks flared up with embarrassment and it caused him to smile.
"I’m just trying to get a good look at you before you leave," you said to him.
He patted his lap, gesturing for you to straddle his waist. You slowly walked over and wrapped your arms around the back of his neck.
He kissed your forehead with his soft lips, “Now let me get a better look at you,” he said smiling which had you instantly smiling back. Your head fell on his chest “I just want to stay like this forever” you said, and before you knew it the tears were falling from your eyes. You couldn’t help it, knowing that around this time tomorrow he would be hours away killed you.
"Babe," he said lifting your chin up with his thumb and index finger and he put his cigarette down, "Don’t cry, I’ll make sure to fly you out as soon as I can" he said wiping the remaining tears with his other thumb and kissed you lips softly.
You exhaled unevenly, unable to be comforted by his words. His jaw hardened, you could tell he was trying to think of a way to keep you calm but all he could do in that moment was slowly rub your back in circular motions.
He took his cigarette in between his fingers, and with his other hand he grabbed your chin and slowly pulled you in so that your lips were barely touching. “When I tell you to breathe in, do it okay? He said thumbing your chin as you nodded.
He sucked in his cigarette, his eyes focused on the task at hand. His chocolate brown eyes met yours and by his gesture, you opened your mouth and inhaled the smoke escaping Zayn’s mouth.
You tilted your head back and blew the smoke out of your mouth, watching it flow freely in to the air and get swayed by the wind.
As you head was tilted Zayn put his lips to your neck and gently started to kiss it. His mouth was working against your skin and you felt his lips trace the side of your neck until he found your sweet spot.
Once you moaned in delight, he smiled against your skin and began to mark the skin as if it were his property. Your body fell into his as he gripped your waist to pull you closer to him.
His mouth left your neck and found their way to yours. His lips melted on yours and your lips danced across his. Without any sudden change in motion he slipped his tongue in and immediately made it’s way in to your mouth, licking every possible inch of the interior of your mouth.
His hands slid from onto your hips and slowly made their way to your butt, he slipped his hands inside the fabric of your pants and gripped his hands firmly on your butt, giving it a squeeze which made you gasp and had Zayn biting your bottom lip to bring it back to it’s proper place; on his lips.
You gently twirled his hair in your fingers as your mouths moved along each others, you used your hand as a way to deepen this kiss by pulling him closer so that there was no possible space between the two of you.
The kisses softened and you ended with a satisfied smirk. He cuddled you closer to him as you turned your body so that his arms could completely wrap around you.
He gently kissed your hair and bent down to place a gentle kiss on your lips. “You’re a very good kisser” he said with a laugh as he reclined back to his original place.
You sat up a bit further, so you could look in his gentle eyes “Remember that when your 50 million miles away from me” you said with a smile and he placed a gentle kiss on your nose.

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