Is it Fate?

MEGS LETTER IN RESPONSE:

dear HES,

first of all I would like to say how worried I was about losing my journal. You see , I have never shown anyone what I have written and I wasnt ever planning on someone to read everything. I write when I'm feeling down because talking to someone about it makes me feel worse. Everyone feels sorry for me and they can't do much to help because they haven't had to go through all of this like I have. I appreciate your kind words to me, it was very sweet of you. but you don't have to do anything like that for me. I'll be okay..I don't want to feel a burden on you. Thanks again for the love. You are such a sweet stranger.

With love,
Meg

MEGS POV:

i folded up the letter I wrote and sat it by the rock. I wasn't going to pass my journal back to a complete stranger. That has too much in it..so I decided if he truly wants to write me then he could just leave a letter there. I got up from the bench outside the hospital and started walking in for my first day of actual chemo. This is going to be awful. I'm not ready to start losing my hair. I'm just not ready for any of this in general. I'm too young to die..

"Ali sweetly your first round is done. We are going to let you stay in the room and rest for the rest of the day. You are going to feel a little weak at first." That doctor told me.
"Okay thanks." I said in a short manner. This is actually happening. And guess what? I'm here alone for it. I know Alex is here for me and all but she has to work during my chemo treatments so I have to come alone.

It all has finally started to hit me..my parents are gone, I now have cancer so I have very little time left. Why is this happening to me? I am going to ask myself this question everyday until I come to a conclusion for an answer..

HARRYS POV: I decided to take a walk again today because I wanted to see if I got a response to my letter. As cheesy as this is, I really wanted her to write back. I want her to know she won't be alone. I won't be there in person but I will be there mentally for moral support. I put my black shades back on and threw a beanie on my head in attempt to hide my identity. There aren't any paps here still but I don't want any chances.

I walked over to the Hospital to look for the journal but I didn't see it. I knew I came off too creepily.

I looked over over to the rock I had left it at. I didn't see the journal but I did see a paper that had been folded up.

I ran ran over to it and picked it up. I said HES on the front. This must be it. I decided to sit on the bench near by as I read the note.

She had written that she doesn't want to be a burden to me. Of course she wouldn't. I am the one who volunteered to do this wasn't i? I would never say something and basically make a promise and then not keep it. I am going to write her back. I headed home so I could find some paper and a pen.

Dear Meg,

i want ant to write to you. I want to know how you are doing, feeling and all of that. You see, I'm not one to make a promise and not keep it, and when I brought up the writing option I intended that to be a promise to you that I would be here so I am going to continue to write to you. I hope you don't mind. I admire your courage to go trough this. I only wish I could be half as strong as you are someday. I'm sure you will continue to look beautiful without your hair. You come across as someone who is too young to be going through this. How old are you? I hope everything goes well today and that you continue to be a positive soul. I will be here for you darling.

Love,
HES

I walked back over to re church to put the letter down. I noticed a very pretty yet very young blonde girl sitting alone on the bench and she looked exhausted. I placed the note down and headed over to her to see if she was alright,

"hello. I was just coming over here to see if you are okay. You looked pretty down.." I said to the girl.
Her face shot up and she looked bewildered at my presence. I sill had my shades and hat on so I don't think she would recognize me.
"Oh yeah I am fine. Thanks for asking. I think I'm just going to head back inside since they are keeping me here for the day. Have a great day." She said. She got up and started to walk away. For as weak as she looked she was so gorgeous. That poor girl. She deserves so much better..

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