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It's hard to love you

Meeting him

Whole story told from brandys point of view:)

Today I was going to my friend Sara's house... Exciting right? Haha. Well anyway she thinks it's time I come out if my house for a while. I don't really like meeting new people that much or coming outside at all. I mean I havnt had a boyfriend since the fifth grade and I'm 21 now... I mean I'm not ugly. I have blonde eyes with blonde hair that turns darker at the ends. I was skinny and I was funn! But nobody knew that because I never interacted with anyone. But today I was taking a step toward a real life maybe.
" hey I thought you ditched me !" sara greeted me as I walked through the door. Yea I didn't want to come.
" Of course not Sara. I would never even think about not coming." I say very sarcastically. She just grunts and walks away from me leaving me in the doorway. It's going to be just me and her tonight so I really have nothing to worry about. I go and take a seat on the couch. I can hear her rustling about in the kitchen and I look at the kitchen table. Holy shit! She has a lot of food out. Chips cookies pop crackers. EVERYTHING!
" Why do you have so much food?" I hear her laugh to herself.
" Uhm a few people are coming over." She knows I wouldn't have come if I knew this.
" Sara! No.. Then I'm leaving you know how I Make things awkward around new people! she just chuckles and walks over to me. Her arm drapes over my shoulder.
" You'll like them... They are cool and easy to get along with. I met them at the bar last week." Great we had a bunch of drunken bastards coming to spend the night with us. YAY!
It has been about an hour since I've been here and we hear a knock on the door. Omg.., I start to breathe heavy.
" omg calm down.!" Sara tells me as she opens the door. Five boys walk in and stand in the door way.
they bring the smell of smoke and alcohol into the house. Yuck!
" this is zayn Liam Louis and Niall." Sara introduced them and they each did a head nod.
" oh and I'm harry!" The tallish boy says. Why didn't Sara introduce him?
" He came with us Sara I hope you don't mind." Niall said apologetically.
" Of course not. And everyone this is brandy.. She's my closest friend.!" I swear I'm going to kill Sara when this is over. One of the boys comes and sits by me. The smell of smoke surrounding him like a bubble.
" you have pretty hair." He touches it. I flinch what the hell.
" Thank you.. Hah!" I so utter out a whisper. I want to know who I'm talking to so I turn and look at him.
not what I was expecting. Crisp brown hair ... Deep ocean blue eyes with perfect little lips fit for a king. He was wearing a jacket.. A mean one and his jeans were torn but hugged his body. He was.. Very attractive.
" Uhhh stare much." He laughs. I then away out of embarrassment. God he was fucking hot. I didn't know how to handle this.. Do I'm tell him not I just met him! I'm so dumb. We don't really do much but they smoke and laugh and drink and I sit there. Staring at Louis watching his every move. He is like a dark angel or something... I was attracted to him for sure. Finally they all eventually passed out. I find a nice spot on the floor and lay there looking at the ceiling. So much for a fun night. I feel something against me.
" I saw you stare at me the whole night kid." It was Louis. And my name isn't kid.
" My name is brandy and I wasn't staring at you the whole night." I spit out a reply.
" Sure you wernt.. You just had your eyes on me the whole night and didn't blink... Whatever you say. Your a good kid. You seem chill." I can literally feel my heart heat up. He was so cute when he whispered.
he gets up and goes back to wherever he was sleeping. Maybe my life was looking up. Maybe I was actually going to have friends... And if things went right a boyfriend. I just laugh to myself and drift away into slumber.