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August 7th

OUTFIT

Aden was fine now. We've been giving him the antibiotics that the doctor has subscribed for him every morning and night. But in our luck, Aden hated it. And when I say hated the antibiotic, he hated it. We stayed up all night because he wouldn't stop crying. And the thing was that there was nothing wrong with him, he just hated the medicine.

"You okay Tay? You seem a little.. Tired and we just started." Joshua asked. We were on a nick name basic now since we've spent so much time together in the past few weeks. "Yeah, I'm okay. Just really tired."

"How about we take a break?" Joshua stated. I leaned my arms on the treadmill and breathed heavily. "Yeah.. I think that's an amazing idea right about now." He chuckled. I hopped off of the treadmill to be greeted by my cold water bottle that Joshua was handing to me.

"Thanks." I mumbled, taking large gulps of the water in just seconds. I took a seat right next to Joshua. "So, why is Taylor so tired?" He asked. I rolled my eyes playfully. "Because.. " I drifted off, bringing my legs to my chest. "Taylor hasn't gotten any sleep for the past few days maybe even weeks because baby Aden will not stop crying. So if Aden doesn't sleep, mommy doesn't sleep either." I sighed.

"What about Harry? Doesn't he help?" I nodded my head, closing the cap back to my water. "Yeah he helps as much as he can. But I let him get his sleep because he needs it since he's always in the studio and rehearsals now." Joshua mumbled 'oh'.

"Sorry that we had to stop, I'm just so physically tired." I confessed, looking down. Josh laid his hand on my thigh making me tingle. "It's alright Taylor. I understand." He smiled. I pick my phone up for beside me and checked the time which was 8:16. I stood up.

"Where are you going?" Joshua asked, combing his fingers through my hair and looking up at me. "To give Aden his medicine. I was suppose to give it at eight o'clock but that didn't happen." I giggled. "Come with me."

"Well you got to pull me up because I'm so tiredddd." I smirked. I quickly grabbed his hand from his side and tugged on it with all his might. "Heyyyyy.." I whined as I kept pulling at his arm, trying to stand him up.

"That's not fair! Your holding yourself down!" I whined and smiled. "No I'm not." He lied. I let go of his arm and crossed mine against my chest, pouting my bottom lip. "You don't pway fair." I said like a baby. Joshua groaned as he stood up, only a few inches away from me.

As he looked down, he smirked. "You sure about that Tay?" He said seductively. I pursed my lips and closed my eyes, cussing myself out in my head for staring at Josh they way I was. "Last one up stairs is a ugly egg." I screamed, jetting off to the stairs with Josh not fair behind me.

As we ran up the stairs to Aden's room, Joshua some how beat my up the stairs. Once we reached the top, I held my hands on my knees and took deep breaths. "Your an ugly egg.." He joked poking my side. I looked up at him with narrowed eyes.

"Just kidding Tay, you can never be ugly." He said. I stood up straight before playfully hitting his chest. "I can't. But you can." I slowly walked into Aden's room, making sure not to make a sound because this was the only time that I could get him to sleep.

"Oh really Tay? That's how you going to be?" Josh whispered. "Yup.." I whispered. Gently, I picked Aden up out of his crib carefully making sure he was still asleep. I sighed in relief, when I noticed he didn't wake up. The three of us walked down stairs together.

Joshua took a seat at the island table and I rummaged through the cabinets for his medicine. "Can you hold Aden for me really quickly?" I asked, walking over to Joshua. He laid his phone back down onto the table and held out his hands. I placed Aden in his arms softly.

I giggled soon as I noticed Joshua's muscles stiffen up. "You okay?" I giggled, walking to the counter and opening Aden's medicine bottle. I laid the cap on the counter. "Uhh.. I don't think so." Joshua replied. I turned around to see Joshua's big eyes full of uncertainty looking at me. I couldn't help but look down and smile.

"Here let me help." I walked toward the Joshua who instantly held Aden out for me to take. "Uh uh. I'm going to teach you how to old a baby because it's going to come in handy when you have one." I smiled. I leaned in toward Joshua with our bodies fairly close to one another's.

"Elevate his head." I directed Joshua. Once Joshua didn't do it correctly, I took his hand and moved it. As I separated my hands from his, I looked up into his eyes to see him already staring. I blushed. "There you go.." I whispered, smiling.

We were still looking at each other. As Joshua smiled, beginning to say something, I heard the front door open making me look away from Joshua and walk away quickly. "Baby, I'm home!" Harry yelled, closing the front door. "In the kitchen!" I shouted back. I heard a two pairs of feet walking towards us.

Ones that were running then ones that were walking. "Mommy!" Ema squealed, running into the kitchen. She was the one running obviously. I grinned widely, picking her up into my arms and hugging her tightly. "Hi baby! How was your day with daddy?" I asked, sitting her down on the counter.

"Good! We got some ice cweam, went to da movie to see Fwozen and went to da pwark!" I smiled. "Sounds like you guys had fun." I giggled. She nodded her head rapidly up and down with her curls bouncing around. "Yeah.. Me and daddy did!"

I turned around when I heard Harry's voice. He was walking into the kitchen with his hands full of bags. "Hey baby." He had a big smile on his face as he looked around. That was until he saw Joshua sitting down, holding Aden. Once Harry approached Joshua, I got nervous. "Hey Harry." Joshua said, holding his hand out for Harry to shake. But Harry didn't.

"Can I have my son back?" He spat at Joshua. I narrowed my eyes at Harry, getting angry at my he was being so rude and disrespectful to Joshua. "Sure thing." Joshua smiled, handing Harry Aden. Harry held Aden in his arms still staring at Joshua. "We'll, I guess ill be leaving now." Joshua stated standing up.

I felt bad since Harry had put Joshua in a awkward situation where he had felt uncomfortable. "I'll walk you too the door." I stated, walking over to Joshua and grabbing his coat off of the back of the chair. Joshua gently took it from my hands.

"Thank you Taylor." He said. I smiled as we walked together to the door. Once I opened it, Joshua stepped out. "I'm sorry you always have to leave with me apologizing to you for Harry's behavior." I sighed, looking down. He chuckled deeply.

"It's okay Taylor. Like I keep saying when I always have to leave, I would be the same way if I had to keep other men away from a very beautiful woman as yourself." I always blushed when he said that. "Alright, I'll talk to you later." I closed the door tightly and locked it before I had walked away back into the kitchen where my family was.

Harry glanced up at me before glancing back down at Aden. "Did you give him his medi-." I cut him off by crashing my lips onto him. Once I pulled away I smirked.

"As cute as it is seeing you so jealous when Joshua comes around, you really need to stop okay? Try to be nice." I pouted my bottom lip only for Harry to bite at it. "Then try to be nice to Kendall." He said, lingering her name. I pulled away from him and rolled my eyes.

"That'll never happen. Ever." I informed him. Her name just made me sick. Let alone seeing her face. "Then it's never going to happen with me and big foot!"

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OUTFIT

"Oh my god Harry, read this one." I laughed, handing Harry another fan mail that I was reading of his. We were seating on the bed, crowed with thousands of envelopes around is filled with fan mail for Harry.

And even some for me surprisingly. Harry read over it before placing it back into the envelope, sighing. "Those don't bother you?" He asked, opening another letting. I laughed. "Not at all Harry!" I sarcastically said. "But these.. These would be at the top of my list of fan mails not to hate."

I threw a pair of blue panties that said 'kiss me' on the back that was from one of the fans. "Ew! It touched me!" He whined, throwing them into the trash before wiping both of his hands all over my arm. I playfully hit him.

"Oh, read this one Taylor. It's for you." He said. Throwing the envelope to me. I held it to me chest. "Is it another one of my other famous hate letters telling me to go die in a hole?" I joked. The hate didn't really get to me anymore like it use to because I was the one with Harry and they, weren't.

He stared at me for a few moments before letting a small laugh exit his lips. "Actually for the first time no it's not." He grinned widely. I smiled before playfully rolling my eyes at him. I unfolded the letter and begun to read.

Dear Taylor,
I'm really not sure if you guys receive these letters or even read them but I'm hoping you do. I'm not here to give you hate or cuss you out. All I really wanna do is thank you. Thank you for staying strong and by Harry's side through all of the media, and fans that want to see the two of you break up. Please don't though. I personally love you guys. I'm always stalking your guys instagrams 24/7 seeing what you have been up too. Oh.. Hows Ema and Aden? Gosh, they both are so adorable! Your whole family is full of cuties! Okay.. Now I'm sounding really creepy. Lol. We'll, I hope this made you smile and I hope that through all the hate you get, this makes you happy. I'm so in love with you (no homo) and your family! I just can't wait to see you guys tie the knot! We'll, hope you respond :) have an amazing day.
Love, your biggest fan,
Sarah.

I smiled after reading the letter. The letters I usually read consist of 'I hate you' or 'I wish you would die' so that really made my day. "Harry." I said tapping his arm. He looked up at me from reading a letter.

"Can you pass me the pen your using when your done?" I asked. He nodded his head. I waited patiently, tapping my fingers on my thigh as I skimmed through the channels. Once I saw TMZ, I pressed it since I always loved knowing the gossip. I bursted out laughing once I saw who they were talking about today.

"Baby, look at the tv." I said, pointing. Harry looked up from the paper and looked at the television.

'Harry Styles and Taylor Keith breaking up for good? Taylor Keith was seen without her engagement ring on one day without Harry Styles. Also, the expression on her face is beyond mad.'

They began to show pictures of me the day before when I had my ring on and then the next day I didn't. I couldn't help but laugh at everything they make up just to get some publicity.

"So Taylor was seen without her ring on one day when she went out by herself and Harry was also out that day at the club, and returned back around three in the morning." The man said. It was very amusing to me seeing them say all of these things that never had happen.

My ring was off that day because I was getting it fitted and Harry wasn't at the club that night. He went to the hospital to visit Aden and stayed there for a very long time.

"Wow babe, look." Harry said, passing me his phone. He was showing me twitter and all the tweets that were tweeted in just the last few seconds. The fans were so disappointed by what TMZ said but then there were those who were so happy that they could celebrate.

I smirked to myself as I tweeted something off of Harry Twitter to automatically get retweets and likes.

@HarryStyles: Me & Harry are NOT breaking up! We are truly happy being with each other & nothing can change that <3 - Taylor, Harry's fiancé ;)

"There you go..." I drifted off, passing Harry his phone back. He read over the tweet before closing back his phone and throwing it down beside him. "Okay, okay.. Let's get back to what I had to do." I sat there trying to remember.

"Needed the pen right?" Harry asked when I snapped my fingers. "yeah, that was it." Harry passed me the pen and I began to write back to the loving fan Sarah.

Dear Sarah,
Hi :) it's Taylor Keith. Harry and I just had finished reading your lovely letter you had sent us! Thank you sweetie, what you said really made me smile! Ema and Aden are amazing! Just chilling and being babies. Same old, same old. I loved reading your letter and I'm sorry I'm responding back so late! There's just so many letters, but your stuck out :D We'll, I hope you have an amazing day and maybe someday we could meet at one of Harry's signings. Ttyl
Love,
Taylor

I folded the letter up and placed it onto my night stand so I wouldn't forget to place it into a envelope later. I skimmed through the letters again, picked up a random one and peeled it open. I began to read.

Dear Taylor,
Ew! I really don't understand why Harry is still with you. Maybe it's because of publicity and they want him to look like a good father so you guys are getting married? We'll, Idc because you don't deserve him! Kendall does! She's amazing and they look perfect together but you and Harry? Nope. It'll never work. Just saying. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. Just tell Harry, Aden, Ema and Kendall that I love them! Bye!
Love,
His biggest fan!
Ps, you disgusted me. <3

I pursed my lips and sighed, sticking it back into the envelope and threw it into the pile of all the other hate letters. "Another one.." I drifted off. Harry sighed. He already understood what I was talking about just by saying that. "Another one?" He asked. I nodded my head.

"We'll you wanna know who loves you?" Harry asked, lifting up off the bed and getting onto of me. "Who?" I asked. "Me." Quickly, Harry connected his lips onto my neck and started moving his head around tickling me.

"I love you! I love you!" He kept repeating. "I'm ticklish!" I spoke as clearly as I could without laughing. "I know." Harry said still kissing me neck. I tired lifting him off of me but it was no use. I couldn't stop laughing. "I love you!" He repeated. "I love you too." I laughed.

Suddenly, he disconnected his lips off of me and stared down. I laid here catching my breath from laughing so much. My fingers through his hair. He leaned down and pecked my lips. "You know I love you right?" I bit my lip and nodded my head before pulling my body up and kissing his lips.

"Just don't listen to them okay? They're just haters and have to hid behind a computer screen because deep down they know what they're doing and saying to you is wrong on so many levels. And if it makes you feel any better, I love you all the way to the moon and back okay babe?" He combed strands of hair out my face.

"Don't forget that." I leaned up on my elbows and gently kissed his lips before feeling the butterflies that never get old once again. I parted from him and opened my eyes. We both smiled. "I love you too." We both stared at each other in silence, until my phone alarm rang loudly. I rolled my eyes and picked it up.

"Your turn Harry." I said, dropping my phone down. It was time for Aden's medicine once again. "Uh hu. I gotta go to rehearsals early tomorrow morning." I rolled my eyes and stood up from the bed. "Fine." I groaned, not in the mood to argue with Harry at the time. Even if I did, he wasn't going to get up no matter up.

I sluggishly walked around the bed and onto Harry's side where Aden was laying in his small little rocker that we had gotten as a gift from the baby shower. "Come on baby.." I said lifting him up into my arms.

"Time for your medicine that your daddy is refusing to give you so mommy has to do all of the work, like always." I glared at Harry when I walked to the door. He held the pillow on his head, showing me that he wasn't listening. "Whatever." I mumbled walking out of the room and down stairs to the kitchen.

I turned the kitchen like on and bragged the medicine out of refrigerator. "Here you go Aden." I said, holding the small cup to his lips. Only for him to turn his head. "Please Aden. For mommy." I yawned. He still rejected it.

After a few more tries, my eyes started to close, but I had to wake myself up every time. "Please Aden.." I whispered, letting my eyes fall close again. I jumped up when I felt someone touch me softly. I sighed when I saw Harry. "Let me take him baby, you go to sleep." He whispered, taking Aden from my arms. I nodded my head, and walked off.

(Harry's POV)

I chuckled as I watched Taylor plop down onto the couch and fall right asleep. She began to snore immediately. "Alright Aden, daddy's tired too so you gotta do this." I assured him. Once he looked away, I slipped the medicine into his mouth.

"Good..." I drifted off, kissing his forehead. I prepared myself for what was soon to come. Which was Aden's loud cries. I slipped into the island table chair and shook Aden up and down gently in my arms. Slowly leaning back, my eyes closed and I started to sing to him softly.