OUTFIT

"Hey Nathan..." I said in a baby voice while I tickled his stomach.




"Say hi to Aunt Taylor." Christina said holding him up next to her face. It was amazing how they looked so a like and he's only about three months. But at the same time, he looked exactly like Terrell.

"He's so cute!" I squealed with a large smile on my face. Christina giggled while she placed Nathan back into her arms as he slept.

"So, how's baby.. Alice?" Christina said pointing to my stomach. I held my hand over it and sat back on the couch.

"Good try Chris. But I don't know the sex yet and I'm not playing on to."

"But whyyyyyy?" She whined with a small pout.

"Because, I want it to be a surprise to me and Harry." My eyes went in contact with Ema's as she sat in the middle of the living room floor, playing with her doll house.

"Ema.. Come here." I called to her, ignoring Christina's constant comments about why I need to find out the sex before I actually have the baby. I held my hands out her Ema as she walked closer to me with a large smile on her face. I instantly picked her up and sat her between me and Christina.

"Hi mommy. Hi CC." Yeah, she calls Christina CC for some reason.

"Hey M." I said kissing her cheek.

"Do what you like to do with mommys stomach." I replied. Ema does this cute thing with my stomach. Ema placed her hand on my stomach and laid her head on it, rubbing her hand in circles.

"Rock a bye baby.. On the tee top." Ema drifted off. I looked over at Christina as she looked at Ema with her hand over her heart. Once Ema was done singing, she looked up at me.

"Do you tink she liked it mommy?" She asked me with her head still laying on my stomach. I smiled down at her and combed her curls out of her face with my fingers.

"She loved it.. Now, you can go back to playing with your doll house." She hopped off the couch and went back to sitting on the floor, in the middle of the living room.

"Ema said she..." Christina whispered to me.

"Yeah.. For some reason, ever since she found out a new baby was coming she always said she. Maybe it's a sign." I said shrugging my shoulders while I watched Ema closely as she played with her barbies. For some reason, Harry came to mind when I looked at Ema.

"Maybe....." My head snapped in Christina's direction. I looked down and noticed that Nathan's head was wobbling side to side.

"Chris.." I warned her. I immediately took Nathan from her arms and held him in mine, the proper way.

"You need to make sure his head is being supported. Since he's only like three months, he can't hold his head himself." I said looking down at the small baby I was holding in my arms. My arms slowly swayed side to side as I rocked him to sleep again since he was waking up.

"How do you do that!? He doesn't fall asleep when I hold him! He only falls asleep in Terrell's arms." She whispered. Just hearing Terrell's name made my stomach twist. I still haven't seen him and I'm not planning too.

"Have you tried singing?" I replied.

"No..."

"We'll try it. When I first had Ema, I couldn't get her to sleep no matter what I tried. But then after I started singing my little sun shine, she was knocked out."

"Here...." I said extending my arms out so Christina could take him. She looked taken back at first.

"But he looks so peaceful." She whispered looking down at him.

"Here..." I said once again. She hesitantly took him into her arms as her body stiffened while held him. I examined how she handled it.

"Move your left arm under his head." I said directing her. She did as I said and put her arm under his head. Her body immediately loosened once he fit correctly into her hold.

"Thank you..." She said with a sincere smile on her face. I gave her a reassuring smile back as I sat back and held my hand on my stomach.

"So, how's the wedding shopping going?" She said, starting up conversation. I chuckled slightly once she said that.

"My feet are swollen. I have the worst heart burn and I got engaged about two weeks ago. Plus, Harry's out on tour right now and I'm not doing anything without him."

"But he has such a busy schedule.."

"Okay? I'm his fiancé. I'm the only thing that should be on his 'schedule." Christina surrendered one of her hands up with a small smirk on her face.

"Sorry Ms. Styles."

"Mrs. Styles." I corrected her.

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I walk into our house with Ema holding my hand to be engulfed with the sound of silence. I didn't like the sound.

I liked it better when I would hear Harry running down the stairs when we walked into the house. And when I would hear his sweet voice call my name out.. I missed him.

"Take your shoes off Ema." I said as I walked into the kitchen. One hand held my belly and the other held my lower back since it was killing me.. I slowly opened the refrigerator and grabbed the carton of milk out.

"Do you want Cheerios or Lucky Charms Ema!?" I yelled to her. I listened quickly as he small feet paddled on the ground as she ran into the kitchen. My heart started beating fast as I looked at her red face.

"Ema... What's wrong?" I asked frantically. I tried bending down but I didn't succeed. So I just picked her up and sat her on the counter while I wiped her tears away.

"What's wrong baby?" I said with my voice almost cracking. I hated seeing her cry and knew there was nothing I could do to help her.

"I- I- miss dadeee." It broke my heart to hear her say that. She immediately wrapped her arms around my neck and laid her head on my shoulder as tears pours down her little cheeks.

My hand smoothly made small circles on her back while I whispered soothing things into her ear trying to calm her down.

"Hey..." I drifted off, moving her body away from mine and looking her into her red, puffy eyes.

"How about we call him. Yeah?" She instantly nodded her head up and down while she wiped her tears away. I quickly picked her up from the counter and walked into the living room where my lap top was.

I sat on the couch with the computer on my lap and called Harry on FaceTime. My foot quickly tapped the floor as I listened to it ring.

My eyes looked over at Ema who was staring at the computer still rubbing her red eyes. Once I saw Harry's face appear on the scream, I felt so happy it was indescribable. I missed his face, his eyes.. His curls..



"Hey baby I missed you so much.." He said with a large smile on his face.

"I missed you too! How was your day?"

"It was alright. I was going through my pictures and saw the one you sent me a while back of you naked and I was using that to j-." My eyes grew big as I put my finger over my lips, gesturing that he needs to be quiet.

I immediately shifted the computer so that now he was looking at Ema, not me. Harry's eyes instantly grew big and his mouth formed a "o."

"Heyyyy, Daddy's princess." He said trying to stop the awkwardness that was happening. Ema rapidly waved her hand infront of the camera with a big smile on her face.

"Hi dadeee. I miss you!" She squealed.

"I miss you too! What did you do today?" I just loved watching them enter act with each other. I think it's amazing how just by looking at each other, a gigantic smile appears on their face in just seconds..

"Saw aunt CC and Nathan! I drew you a picta." (Pick- cha) Ema instantly jumped off the couch and ran upstairs giving me a few moments to talk to Harry alone.

"Hey baby." I said poking my lips out at him.

"Hey Mrs. Soon to be Styles. How's my baby doing?"

"I'm good.. Just peeing 24/7."

"I mean the baby growing inside of you." My cheeks instantly turned pink cause I felt dumb.

"It's good. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so I'll send to a picture of the sonogram. When are you coming back?"

"They said around August.." My body immediately stiffened once he said that.

"But I'm due in June.. You can't miss the birth of your child two times!"

"Ill find a way to get up there okay!? Even if I have to walk, I'm not going to miss it!" A smile appeared on my face once I heard him say that. He was being sincere so hopefully, he gets here on time.

"Just please don't miss it. I don't know what I'll do if you miss the second one!"

"How's wedding planning going?" He said avoiding talking about that subject. I rolled my eyes and started picking at the keys.

"I haven't started.. The doctor said I need to stop running around and I just need to stay home. Plus, I'm not doing anything without you."

"You know that's going to be hard with my sc-" Harry instantly stopped talking when we heard Ema's footsteps coming closer every second. Once Ema showed up, I signaled to Harry to just drop it..

"Dadeee. Here's the picta." Ema held the picture up to the camera so Harry was able to see it.

"It's beautiful Ema! Where's am I at?"

"Right teer.. Den dats me an dats mommy." She said pointing at the stick figures on the paper...

"Where's the baby Ema?" I asked her looking at the picture.

"It's only me, you an dadeee." She said with a small pout..

"I love it Ema! Can you draw me another one?"

"Yeaaaaa." She squealed.

"I'll draw, ballos, unicon, candeee, cho-" Ema was cut off by Harry..

"I have to go guys... But I'll talk to you later." Ema made a "aw"'sound as she sat in my lap.

"I love you Taylor. I love you Ema. And I love my son or daughter that's in your stomach."

"I love you t-" Before I was able to finish my sentence, the FaceTime called was canceled, leaving me looking at the main screen. I slowly closed the lap top as me and Ema sat there in silence. I was pretty disappointed because I already missed talking to him..



"How about we eat some ice cream." I said trying to make her stop thinking about it..

Notes

OMG ITS REALLY UP!
IM SORRY THAT IT WAS SO FUCKING SHITTY!
IM DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF!
HOPE YOU LIKED THOUGH!
PLEASE DONT COMMENT HOW BAD IT IS BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW!

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