Strong

When you think of depression you usually think cut, starve yourself,and your just not you.My last boyfriend was the death of me.When he left that day, he took every last little bit of my heart.And that was my whole heart.I always have had that dream where I see him come back to me.But my heart tells me otherwise.It tells me move on and forget.It's one thing I want to do,but just can't.I dont have the power.I cry myself to sleep every night wishing and hoping that one day that special someone will come and sweep me off my feet.To rescue me.I'm far from being rescued.First I need to be fixed.And that's gonna take a long time to do.I dont care how long it takes.I want to be the old Carly.The Carly that was bubbly,fun and most importantly always happy.Whatever I have to do I will get the old me.I pulled myself from my thoughts and looked out the window.It was a beautiful day in Washington.I had no plans on doing anything today.But since I've been locked in this apartment for a week and a half,I thought it was time to finally go out.Today was gonna be a good day. Nothing was gonna stop it from becoming the best day ever.I slipped on some black leggings and one shoulder baige oversized sweater and my brown uggs.I wanted to be comfortable but still cute.And I hoped I maanaged that goal.I tied my hair in a loose,messy ponytail and went to my makeup.I like my make natural looking. I've been told I don't need makeup,but it makes me feel more confident.I looked at my reflection and nodded to myself.'You look goregous!'.I told myself. I really needed to stop talking to myself.People are gonna think I'm some crazy luntic.I checked my side purse and saw $780 bucks.Alright I could go shopping and stop to get Starbucks.I made sure I had everything before walking to my door and closing it. I locked the door and turned around closed my eyes and breathed in the fresh air."Alright God what do you have planned for me today?".

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