
Ship Love.
Sister For Life.
Ashley came into my room, to only find me laying in my bed sobbing my eyes out. I have trusted him, I thought that our feelings were mutual I don’t know anymore if love ever exists.
I miss my mom, dad and grandma so much they were the only one’s that should true love to me. I guess it is true what they say, when the whole world is against you your family will be the only ones sticking by your side no matter what.
Ashley: “Can you calm down please, we came to this trip to enjoy yourselves and not be depressed. We have paid a lot of money on this trip Denise, I don’t want to remember this trip as a depressing one please.”
Me: “Happy?, you expect me to be happy after, I got my heart shattered into pieces by the person I thought had feelings for me?. I don’t know what love is anymore Ashley?. Do you know how bad it is?, do you know how bad it feels to not know what love is anymore?.”
Ashley: “Listen to yourself talk Denise, this is not the strong person that I knew weeks before. You are losing yourself slowly, I am scared I will lose you all at once if you continue the pace that you are going in life. I care about you sis I really do, we have been together for such a long time. Losing you would be devastating to me, I would have no one to share my feelings with. I tried being strong for the both of us, but you are making this harder on me because I don’t like seeing you hurt. I really don’t Denise, seeing you happy is all I want right now. You have done a lot of your family but so little for yourself, you need to give your heart and break and break free. Enjoy your life the people upstairs are looking down at you, they don’t want to see you sad they want to see you happy. Love is something that should be patiently waited the right person will come, when the time is right believe me when that person comes all your sorrows will be gone.”
That talk that Ashley gave me made me feel a little bit better on the inside. I didn’t know that someone cared about me that much, it was reliving to find out I was loved by my best friend. That is why I guess she is my best friend, we have literally through a lot when my parents passed away she was there for me. My grandmother passed away and she was, still here for me she is the best.
End Of POV
Notes
Awww, Ashley is the sweetest this is what a best friend is supposed to be!. No matter what happens they have your back <3.
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8/13/14