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In the darkness ON HOLD

a night with the girls.

Lilly POV.

Stepping out of the house, my eyes blinded by the constant flash of light, coming from the cameras of the paparazzi.
Walking towards the car, with my bag in hand, trying to get to Els house, but my way is being blocked by the press, trying to get some information.

"Have you and Niall had a fight?"
"Did he cheat on you?"
"were you with him for the money?"

They have no self respect!
Whats the poin in constantly crowding me around, if I want them to know, id tell them. Its that simple.

Driving to Els was the hardest car ride ever, Everything hurts. I miss him like crazy. I cant believe what happened, and its all my fault.

If you didn't cut, he wouldn't leave, and if you wernt so weak, you wouldn't cut. But I didn't know what else to do. Everything was bottles up inside. I needed relief. Niall was supposed to be your relief, he was there for you, you just didn't care.
I get out of the car, and walk into Els house. "Elenour!" As soon as I said that, Elenour, Danielle and Perrie all came rushing downstairs, and hugged me.

"Awee, cmon tell us what happened." Elenour run over to the couch, with the other girls. I made my way onto the couch, sat down next to Danielle and told them the story.

***Skip her telling them, its in the last chapter.***

"Im going to kill him next time I see him!"
"No perrie, he has a point, I should have just talked to him about it, he was supposed to be my relief, no some stupid blade" I was trying so hard not to cry.
"No, Niall should have been there for you, regardless what you did, I mean I sort of understand it. You always looked so happy, you were bottling everything inside for so long.It was your relese."
"I feel really bad, how could we miss you being so depressed, I mean your our best friend. Im such a terrible friend" Danielle started crying.
"No Dani, no one knew, I hid it too well." All the girls agreed.
"Well from no one we will be here for you, no matter what happenes." Eleanor giggled, while everyone else joined in.
"Thankyou , I love you guys."
For the rest of the night we talked, ate icecream and watched sloppy films.

Niall and Lilly POV.

I have a plan, tomorrow im going to apologise ,I just hope its not too late.