You and I

Abbey Pov



Its been two weeks since Harry has been gone and I haven't left his bed since. Jake came a few days after the night everything went wrong. He has been trying to help me but nothing will get me back to normal, not until I get my Harry back and that wont happen.


I really miss him and I can't stop think about how we use to be, like sleeping in his arms, kissing his soft, full lips, his smile when I tell him a dumb joke. All those memories come crashing into my mind when I close my eyes, so I don't close them because every time I think of him I cry.


I don't sleep, eat, or even talk to my friends anymore I just lay here in his bed missing him.


I hear a not on the door so I turn over to make it look like I'm asleep. The door open and feet shuffle around the room, and then there is a dip in the bed. "Abbey I know you are not asleep, your friends are in the living room. You should go talk to them," Jake says smoothing my hair. I shake my head, and he sighs. "If you don't go to them I will bring them in here," he tells me.


"Fine, I will go talk to them," I say to him, my voice raspy since I haven't talk in two weeks. I get out of bed and almost fall to the ground when my legs give out. Jake catches my before I hit the floor. "Here I will help you," Jake say helping me to the living room. "Abbey oh my god are you okay, how are you holding up," Nicole asks when I get in the room.


I shrug in response, not really want to socialize with anyone. She gives me a concerned look, but doesn't press on. "We aren't finishing the X-Factor anymore," Liam tells me. "Why, that was One Direction's dream, to win the X-Factor," I tell them. "It won't be the same without Harry," Niall says.


My heart aches when his name rolls off of Niall's tongue. I haven't heard that name for a while now, and the wound is still fresh.


"Oh," is all I can choke out with the lump forming in my throat.


"But we are going do a concert for Harry, the fans, and you. Simon is getting everything together," Zayn say. "A concert," I ask confused a little. "In the memories of Harry, it would be good to give a final goodbye to him," Perrie tells me.


"I know he would have liked that," I give a small smile, while my eyes start to water. Jake wraps me in a hug and I burry my head into his chest to muffle my sobs.


"Its going to be tonight, I hope you can make it," Dani say when my sobs get softer. "I wouldn't miss for the world, thank you," I give everyone a hug.


The last one to get a hug is Louis, he wraps his arms tight around me. "I miss him too," he whisper into my hair so only we can hear.


I know Louis is hurt too, before mine and Harry's break up Louis and him were brothers. They would never do anything without each other. When they fought after the break up, they said stuff that they didn't mean. I know that Louis still loved Harry as a brother.


"I know," I whisper back to him and he lets go after a few more seconds. "The girls and I can pick you up at seven," Nicole suggests. I nod and Liam breaks the silence," We have to go but see you at the concert."


I nod and with that they leave Harry's hotel room.


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I finish my shower and start getting ready for the concert. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=122277494)


"You look beautiful sis," Jake smiles from behind me in the mirror as I finish my makeup. "Thank you," I smile back to him, that was the first time I smiled in a long time. "Will you come with me to the concert?"


"Sure if you want me to let me go get ready," Jake says going to get ready.


A few minutes later we are both ready and we get into Nicole's car. We drive in silence all the way to the huge stadium. I look at it in awe as I see fans with candles standing in front of it. A tear rolls down my cheek and Jake holds my hand then gives it a reassuring squeeze. Nicole parks the car and we go inside.


Before I reach the stadium I hear my name being call by a tiny voice. I turn around to see a little girl running up to me. I lean down to her level. "Hi honey," I smile to her, and she smiles back. She gives me a rose and out of nowhere she wraps her little arms around me. "Thank you, what's your name honey," I ask the little girl.


"Sophia," I hear another call coming from behind me. A teenage girl comes running up to us," Sophia don't run off like that."


She looks over to where I am and is in complete shock. "You're Abbey Johnson, we are such huge fans." I laugh," Yes I am, and thank you."


"Abbey the concert is about to start, hurry up," Dani tells me. "One moment," I call over my shoulder," Are you attending the concert?" The teenage shakes her head becoming disappointed,"We don't have tickets."


"Well do you want to go to the concert," I ask them. Sophia nods her head wildly with excitement. "Great lets go then," I tell them and we walk into the stadium. "My name is Maddie by the way," she says as we go to where the girls are sitting backstage.


"Girls this is Maddie and Sophia, Maddie, Sophia these are the girls," I introduce them. Maddie and Sophia's smiles grow wider," Hi," they both say. "I'm so glad everyone could come to relive the life of Harry Styles," I hear Liam's voice say.


The whole stadium quiets down and is focus on the boys on stage.


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Its half way through the concert and a video comes on the big screens. Harry flawless face appears on the screen, smiling at the camera. "Hey love come show that beautiful face to the camera," Harry said pulling me in front of the camera. "This is the love of my life, say hi," he smiles kissing my cheek. "Hi," I smile blowing a kiss into the camera. Tears start rolling down my cheeks.


The next clip comes on," Harry what are you doing," Zayn asks laughing. "Look I can juggle," he says grabbing three balls and starts juggling. Small chuckles come from the crowd as Niall messes with Harry and making him mess up. Harry starts chasing Niall around the house in London.


Another clip comes on its Harry's birthday and we just finished singing happy birthday. "Harry have some cake," I tell him and when he turns around I smash the cake in his face. "Oh you will pay for that," he says and he grabs his cake and throws it. But I duck and it covers Nicole face. And that causes a huge cake war," Hey not on the camera," we hear Liam shouts from behind the camera.


"Welcome to a day with Harry," Harry says from behind the camera. "Well when I go to eat breakfast I usually find everyone in my kitchen," he says when he walks in and finds everyone already there. "But I don't mind waking up to this beautiful girl," he says turn the camera around so you could see him kiss me.


"This message is to all of our fans," Harry says to the camera," I love all of you guys, thanks for the support," he smiles showing his dimples.


The tears come even harder, so I go to the restroom. I lock the door and let the tears run wild. I walk over to the sink, but slip over a puddle of water on the floor. When I fall I it my head on the sink and I'm knocked out.

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