You and I

Abbey Pov

I finally calm down and the tears stop falling, so I stand up and go back to the group. When I get back to the table nobody is there. They most have went back to Harry's room, I walk over to the room and everyone is standing outside the door with tears in their eyes.


I start to panic," What's going on?" I ask almost screaming. Perrie, Dani, and Nicole all wrap their arms around me not saying a word. But the silence speaks for itself, and I burst into tears again. "No, this isn't happening," I say in denial. "Love I'm sorry, he couldn't fight anymore," Dani says smoothing my hair.


I start to feel numb in my whole body, this is not real it can't be. "Do you want to see one last time?" Nicole asks, and I nod in response. "I will come with you," Louis suggests but I really just want to be alone. "No, I will be out in a second," I tell him and open then close Harry's door. I walk to the chair that is next to his bed and sit down in it.


All the color in his face is no longer there, and his eyes are closed. The tears start again though I didn't even know they stopped.


"I didn't know this would be happening to us," I whisper to his lifeless body. "I should have made you stay and then this would have never have happened. This is all my fault and I'm sorry. I should have just said I love you too in the studio and this would have never happened. I do love you and I will never stop, because you're my first love."


I kiss his cold lips," I love you." Then walk out to the waiting room, where everyone is waiting for me. "I'm just need to go to the restroom," I tell them and walk to the restroom locking the door. I pull out my phone and call the only person I have left that I love and trust as much as I do Harry.


"He love before you say anything, I'm finish with college," he says all excited. "That's great Jake, but I really just need you right now."


"What's wrong Abbey,'' he asks and I tell him everything that has happened. "I will be there as soon as I can," he says and ends the call.


I walk back to the group and we go to the hotel. We get to the hotel and I go to Harry's hotel room. I don't feel like being around anybody right now, I change into one of his shirts and it smells like him.


Then I go and lay in his bed just wishing he was here right now. Tears start again and I cry myself to sleep.

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