Living in the clouds - Niall Horan love story.

Nialls POV

Whats happening, im supposed to be hanning out with her to find out her secrets and use them against her, make her feel like the shit she is.
But why am i having these feelings for her? looking at her face, toutching her, i think im falling in love with her.
No, Niall no, shes a worthless piece of shit. Get your grip together!

"Hey Peach, whers your toilet?" She pointed to a door next to her room.
I walk into the toilet, and look in the mirror.
What am i doing to her? Shes such a sweet girl. Why am i trying to hurt someone i love?
NO!
i dont love her, shes so ew.
whats wrong with me?
Im not going to back out of the plan now. Too many people know. Im Niall horan, i go through with all my plans.

While walking out of the bathroom, i knock over a shelf.
A big blue box falls out. Whats this?
I open the box and find a small brown diary, and razors?
Bingo! just what i needed.
I come out of the bathroom and put the box in my bag.
"Hey Peach, my mum called me and i need to go, i had fun though, ill pick you up tommorow at 7, well talk at school okay?" I hugged her and went home.

***at nialls house***

As i walk into the house i notice the rest of the boys arnt home. At least i can read her diary in peace.
I walk up to my room, close the door, and jump on my bed.

Dear Diary,
Its been a week since Niall started school.
Its been the worst week of my lfe. Why does he do this?
I feel this emptyness inside of me, i just wanna cry.
I started to cut. It takes the pain away, its the only thing i can controll.
Im numb, i cant feel anything but pain.
Its funny how everyone says you have a prince to save you from everything evil in this world.
Well, the only thing i need saving from, is myself.

- Peach

I finish reading the entry with tears flowing down my cheecks, did i do that to her?
I never wanted to hurt her. I just wanted her attention.
Nevertheless i keep reading.

Dear Diary.
I want to die.
I dont want to live anymore.
Im a worthless piece of shit.
Niall is right to hate me, and beat me up.
But the worst part is? I think im falling in love with him.

- worthless piece of shit!

Shes in love with me?
I though she hated me?
I need to make things right!

I grab my shoes, the little box and run over to get my girl, my princess.

Notes

Im baaaccccckkkk :D i hope your enjoying this :D
yeeyyy Niall isnt a douchebag anymore....wooop woopp!
and thankyou to niallsgrrrl3 for the comment and idea.

stay perfect♥