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Living in the clouds - Niall Horan love story.

Chapter 2 ♥

"Watch out Thunder thies is here" Am i really that fat?
"aaaaah shes causing an earthquake" Shutupshutupshutupshutup!!!
"awweee its crying" no im no!!
"ew it lives" no shit sherlok.

Everyday i hear the same insults, feel the same pain, yet it never hurts less.
I tried to be nice to them, thats what made them hate me, im a freak, im fat, ugly, worthless. They are the only people who actually tell me the truth about me.

Walking down the school halway i was quite proud of my outfit, polyvore.com/have_been_working_on_this/set?id=100313600
You see my mum was a stylist, ive always wanted to follow her footsteps. Im quite good at putting outfits together, even though everyone makes fun of the way i dress i know they secretly like it.
One day i would wear something new, something noone would do, like put two colours together that you wouldnt normally do, like green and orange. Everyone laughed, said it looked shit, but the next day everyone was wearing it, so i quess it wasnt as shit as they said.
This is what keeps me going, keeps me strong, all my good memories i always try to look positive in every situation, yes i have my break downs but who wouldnt in my situation? I dont expect you to feel sorry about me, after all i am that girl that lost her mother, gets abused and bullied, self harms and has only one friend.

I miss mum, if she was here everything would have been better, i wouldnt get bullied, dad wouldnt abuse me and i wouldnt self harm. But shes gone, and dad blames it on me.

I see why people dont like me, im pathetic, i mean im 19 ive never had a boyfriend, never kissed anyone, ive had only 1 friend my entire life. I understand why they hate me, im starting to hate me too.

I hate this school, i sit in the same red chair, by the window at the back of the class every lesson. I daydream alot, im not a geek.
I guess you could say im smart, the highest ive ever gotten is a B.
Its really hard to constentrate when the whole world is so against your existant, and the only person who has faith in you, dosnt even see you everyday,

Damians parents travell alot, their painters, quite famous actually. Damien stays with lost of family, vists lots of places.
It stops this year, in exacly 3 months well be moving in together.
Im so exicted, no more getting abused by my so called father, no more crying my self to sleep. I will actually live with someone who cares about me. This seams like a dream come true, for me anyway.

*Nialls POV*

"Hey lads, come check this out" I didnt have to say it again within a second i saw Harry running with Louis messing about, haha Larry moment. Zayn behind them with....a mirror, no supprise there, and Liam shortly behind them.
"Look this is a profile of some looser from school, shes so pathetic and ugly, zayn better hide your mirror, she might break it!!" I turned my laptop and showed them Peaches profile, they gave me a look of....disgust?? whatever.
"Niall, mate, she fit! dont be a twat to this girl" Liam can be so annoying.
"Whatever" i shut the laptop and storm out of the house. No one tells me what to do, no one!! esspecally Liam when hes protecting some slut he never met. She`ll get it tommorow. She`ll regret she was born!!